profile picture

78731563

About Me


my name is Bryna. like brenn-UHH
And I'll rock your world if you let me!
"Do I contradict myself?
Very well then, I contrdict myself.
I am large, I contain multitudes."
-Walt Whitman
"Sometimes I think Walt Whitman wrote that one especially for you." -Ian
Im too interesting to have a short about me
You'll get over it
I REALLY REALLY love who I am!!!!!
I like where I'm at in life
I adore who I'm with
I am hopeful about where I'm headed!
If you don't like me, that's ok
I wouldn't change or give this away for anyone!
WARNING: I can be quite rude sometimes
so if you're easily offended
well, you've been warned =.D
Kay, lets get this straight
I'm hardly ever serious about anything
especially when talking about myself
Don't get me wrong, i'm a freakin rad-tastic girl
But I don't think I'm better than others
And Im really not that full of myself
I always put others before me
So now if you message me telling me Im conceited
I'll know you didn't bother reading this
& I'll tell you politly but firmly
to FUCK THE HELL OFF
No Picture = No Add!!
Aim = BrynaBrutality
Don't IM me if you're not gunna be interesting!
I'm incredibly Intelligent
IQ is over 140
And yea, I'm a bit cocky about it
But the thing is
I'm not going to show you my depth until I trust you
So until I decide you're someone I can share my chaos with
I'll just continue to be who you want me to be
Plain and simple baby
Sometimes shrouding yourself in falseness
Is the best way to survive
I'm always on a mission of self improvement
There's no such thing as "good enough" in my eyes
There's always something I could be working on
I consider myself my most intimate work of art
I think It's retarded when people are like
"don't message me, only comment me!"
They just wanna try to prove
that people actually talk to them
b/c omg, nothing is more important than being "myspace cool"
Fucking Stupid
You can message or comment me
It's up to you bitches
Let me start out by saying that the only thing I truly know about myself is that I’m full of contradictions. So if you ever come across some things about me that don’t quite fit, don’t get your panties in a bunch. Don’t feel the need to message me saying “OMG, your so fake. Get your story straight bee-yotch!” You’re not the first one to notice these things (I was) so don’t think you’re original or that you “caught” me. I probably just scribbled those things down at different times and while I was reflecting on different aspects of myself. If you can’t appreciate this world of chaos in which I flourish, just move on rather than wasting your time trying to knock me down. You can’t do it.
Brutal- 1:grossly ruthless or unfeeling; 2:unpleasantly accurate and incisive; 3:savage, cruel, or inhuman
Beautiful- 1:having qualities that give great pleasure or satisfaction to see, hear, think about, etc.; 2:exciting, sensuous, or aesthetic pleasure; 3:having a particularly graceful, ornamental, or excellent quality
There is no real me:
Only an entity,
Something illusory.
And though I can hide my cold gaze,
And you can shake my hand
And feel flesh gripping yours,
And maybe you can even sense
Our lifestyles are probably comparable...
I Simply... am not... there.
^Be Jealous, I Have A Love Like This^
You probably don't know me that well
only a few people really do
so if you have a comment about how im "vain" or "conceited"
you can stuff it
I am who I am, love me or hate me
either way, i know im on your mind
"Be who you are
And say what you feel
Because those who mind don't matter
And those who matter don't mind"
-Dr. Seuss
Allow me to introduce myself::
-
There's no way to truely get to know me by reading this page. nothing i can say will even give you a TINY bit of the true me. im wild, im different, i love, and i hate. My soul is a wide spectrum of colors upon which i dance while listening to the rythem of my own drum.
-
I couldn’t care less about the constricting binds and standards society places on me. Yes, I understand that I’m a beautiful girl, but I’m so much more than that. I prefer people who can recognize and appreciate both my beauty and my darkness. They are important parts of who I am.
-
Piercings are the sexiest things man has ever thought up. I would kill to meet a boy with angelbites AND snakebites.
-
I've been jotting things down about my self and my life ever sinse i was about 10. I veiw it as a form of self therapy, and when I post it on myspace to share with all of you, i guess it could be considered a group session. So if you were wondering why my "about me" is so long, here is the answer: I have alot of issues to work through.
-
Drugs are a deal breaker for me. I will not date or live with ANYONE who does them. Yea, weed counts. I'm through with that portion of my life. I wont judge you for doing them, and I'll still be your friend. But they're not part of my lifestyle.
-
I veiw hair, make-up, and fasion as creative extensions of my personality. If I feel like having wild hair, bold make-up, and crazy outfits, I damn well will. It's my body and I'll do as I please.
-
Im not a virgin, but I'm no slut. You have to be pretty fucking special for me to give that part of myself to you.
-
Those Sonic comercials make me LOL so fucking hard every single time i see them!!! i dont even care how many times I've seen them already.
-
Dont hit on me. I'm not going to talk to you if you do, and if you do it more than once i will block you. good lord guys get a fucking life. I'm not gunna get with someone over myspace. losers.
-
I’m normally a happy-go-lucky person, but I also enjoy the more morbid side of life. I can see the joy in despair, the light in darkness, the comedy in tragedy, and the beauty in deformity
-
I have tourette's syndrome. No, i don't shout out curse words or hit people randomly. You actualy cant tell. Even my best friend didn't believe me for awhile. I just come off as quirky and eccentric. i AM quirky and eccentric. i wouldn't want to give up my tourette's even if there was a magic cure. It's too much a part of me.
-
I like happy endings
-
I live for magic and Im always searching for it. and guess what? I've been able to find it in everything. Maybe it's because i see the world differently, but i know you could see it too if you'd just open your eyes.
-
Take me to a party supply store and we will have hours of fun! Holy moly those places have eveything a girl could possibly get excited over. costumes, crazy sunglasses, hula hoops, candy, noise-makers. it's ALL there!
-
I’m majoring in psychology. I prefer this science because it offers a rarely discussed glimpse into the bleaker crevices of the human mind and soul.
-
I think I've just recently found my faith. I feel like god puts me through a lot, but I'm sure she has plans for me. I think she's looking out for me, and guiding me on my way, but we still must make our own destiny.(PS yea, god's a she as far as im concerned)
-
I believe there is hope for this world
-
I litteraly loose myself in daydreams. it sometimes causes me to confuse reality with fantisies. I'll forget what really happened and what I've dreamt up, it can make things ackward. also, while im daydreaming, I'll forget where i am and what I'm doing, i wont hear people talking to me, and just recently i fell into a daydream while i was walking in heels and fell flat on my face.
-
I like when the daydreaming romantic gets the guy.
-
Supernatural things intrigue me. I love the idea of vampires and fallen angels. There's just something so romantic about it all.
-
I like long conversations that last until early morning
-
im one of those rare people who dont care if they fit into any mold. I like for people to like me, but if you dont like me because i dress different or because my hairs always changing colors, then it's your loss. and i'd like for someone to tell me what is so damn attractive about looking the exact same as every other girl.
-
I'm extremly shy but im also VERY friendly. i LOVE people, im just too scared to be the first one to talk to them.
-
Im known as being very funny and original. I always have everyone doubled over from laughing so hard.
-
I chew my fingernails. it's wrong, I KNOW!!!
-
I used to put so much trust in people, but i couldn't stand the heartbreak anymore. If i do trust you (you'll know if i do) please dont fuck it up for me.
-
I have the unfortunate ability of being able to accidentally make people fall in love with me, and then not being able to give myself to them the way that i should. Im sorry. If i do fall in love with you, please please don't do anything to hurt me.
-
I can't cope with abandonment very well. If you do something that i veiw as such, i will almost instantly emotionally disconect from you. I can't help it.
-
I love all my friends to death, but I've never been "in love"
-
The simplist things are the things i love the most. Rainbows, sunsets, and thunderstorms ALWAYS make me smile.
-
when i watch ghost stories, I get so scared i cry. i love it!
-
People don't take the time to get to know me because they assume I'm stuck up. But if they'd just give me a chance, they'd find I'm one of the sweetest girls you'll ever meet. I would do anything for my few true friends.
-
I like creative people who have something to say.
-
Im a photagrapher, a writer, and an artist.
-
I love music, Im almost always listening to it. It’s music that has the amazing power of breaking through language barriers and evoking feelings in people of all cultures.
-
If im having a bad day, all i need to cheer me up is coffee and a tire swing.
-
Im an intelligent girl, and naturally, i like intelligent people.
-
I'm a fighter. If there's something I decide i really want, I will work my fucking heart out for it.
-
I'll prove how much i appriciate you every chance i get
-
i make very, very sexy cupcakes.
-
I'm constantly changing. But never for others, for myself.
-
my eyes naturally change colors to match my mood.
-
i fight people in my sleep. when people sleep in my bed, they wake up on the floor with bruises on their face. it makes me giggle.
-
I just can't give up on true love. ever. i HAVE to believe that there is someone somewhere out there who I'm meant for. and i'll find him someday. thats that one thing im sure i will always have faith in.
-
I sing along to reggea by mumbling the taco bell menu as fast as i can.
-
I wish that everybody would stop being so ignorant. Grow up. Accept people for who they are. Not what they wear. Or what they do.
-
I don't like fights , or seeing my friends in them.
-
have a really long tounge, and i can make it into a four-leaf clover, flip it both ways, fold it, roll it up... everything but touch it to my nose. and the fact that i cant depresses me sometimes.
-
i cant remember the natural color of my hair.
-
i wear alot of dresses and skirts. i think its because i like the way they swoosh up like a flower when i twirl around.
-
when i was younger, i used to make my barbie dolls have hardcore sex
-
i always start to cry when guys with long hair tell me they're going to cut it
-
whenever you sneeze it means someone is wishing you were with them, and i sneeze ALL the time
-
I've had countless little girls say they want to be just like me when they grow up
-
I've had countless parents say they hope their little girls are just like me when they grow up
-
i draw all over my basement floors with chalk. its a masterpiece.
-
Popularity doesnt matter to me. having friends that are actually friends does.
This site is just for fun
It's for me to express my opinions
No, I won't give you my number
And I sure as hell won't send you noodz!
No exceptions.
stop being weird creepy fucking pervs ok?!?
Our Intellect can be Deceived
Our Feelings can be Numbed and Manipulated
Our Perception can be Shamed and Confused
Our Bodies can be Tricked with medication
But our SOUL never forgets
And someday our Soul will present it's bill
Prep, Scene, Jock, Emo, Bitch, Gangsta, Xcore, Goth, Skater
labels are for soup cans
Im an individual
NOT a generic doll
Remember those days, when you were small and every little thing blew your mind?
Things were so much brighter, more alive, there was never any in-between color.
Now aged, and the contrast is lacking, and this pen is just griting recklessly.
Im not sure anyone takes notice anymore.
Try to open your eyes, and take a breath, drink in.
let it flow down smooth.
Go back to your younger days, then days when you would appreciate the sound of this song.
Not merely a conjunction of notes and phrases, but a little bit of light.
Its not just the wind blowing, or the sun rising,
but its a promise for a new beginning.
Its an excuse to dance and laugh and sing.
This life is not worth living unless you live it right
Recant those days when you were younger, and bring them into the now
Bring the color back.
-I'll always lose the people I care about the most
-But I never stop loving any of them
-I've had alot of disapointments and abandonments
-But that doesn't define me
-I trust people too easily with my heart
-And alot of times, it gets shattered
-When i start getting to close to someone, I sometimes withdraw and isolate myself from them
-But if they dont give up on me, I will love them with everything i have
-I can't remember a time when I felt needed
-I'm barely holding on anymore
-But I believe with all my heart that there IS someone out there who'll love me
-I hardly ever cry, I've used up all my tears
-And i just get so sick of crying
-I've been abused
-I've been left behind
-I've been alone
-I've been forgotten
-But I'll keep on smiling and I'll always have hope.
-
I've been lucky enough to find a guy:::
*Who will push me on the tire swing
*Who will blow bubbles with me
*Who'll sing to me if i ask him to
*Who'll get into snowball fights with me
*Who shares my pasion for life
*Who will stay up until 3 am watching chick flicks with me
*Who will kiss me the instant we wake up
*Who will send me roses just because it's wednessday
*Who doesnt mind if we just stay home all day in our PJs
*Who will just hold me when I cry
*Who will dance in the rain with me
*Who doesn't mind if im sometimes vain
*Who has my back
*Who will suprise me with stuffed animals
*Who will listen when i speak
*Who will understand why i get upset over bad hair days
*Who won't be embarassed by my craziness
*Who truely and honestly cares
His name is Ian and we're so in live
I finally found the Jack to my Sally
Things I Want to do before I Die
*Swim with a dolphin
*spend a weekend at a nudist resort =P
*Skydive
* Go skinny-dipping
*Own a room with a view
*Go backpacking through Europe
*Send a message in a bottle
*Plant a tree
*Learn to ballroom dance properly
*Fall deeply in love -- helplessly and unconditionally
*Write a novel
*Shower in a waterfall
*Spend a night in a haunted house
* See a lunar eclipse
*See a solar eclipse
* Make a complete and utter fool of myself
*Sleep under the stars
*Forgive my father
*Grow a garden
* Learn to whistle
*Go up in a hot-air balloon
*Visit a concentration camp, and never forget
* Make a hole-in-one
*Run a marathon
*See area 51
*Take a road trip, and go wherever the wind takes me
Myspace Layouts - Stars Myspace Layouts
Myspace Codes - Myspace Generators - Myspace Backgrounds

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

I like people
who aren't afraid to be
EXACTLY who they are
I like extreme things
I Like people who are bold and make noise!
I like people who dont maind standing out

Cinema Bizarre
Makes my heart beat a little bit faster!!

My Blog

Fates Knife

Destiny forced itself upon us that dayA fallen angel, you stole my heart awayBut it's was fate's knife that cut it from my chestWith my blood your pretty wings are stainedI cry crystal tears while wri...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 20:07:00 GMT

Broken Salvation

I feel like my life is so much more complicated than people could understandmy mind is an endless cavern of twists and turnsand I have no idea what lies at the end of this maze anymoreI thought I'd be...
Posted by on Mon, 04 Aug 2008 20:36:00 GMT

Slip Away

Everywhere I look I seeBlank numb faces watching meBut they can't know how I feelPlastic hearts and empty mindsOne true soul I just can't findIm so sick of what they claim is "real"So let's runawayTo ...
Posted by on Sun, 20 Jul 2008 20:14:00 GMT

Life is...

TragicChangingConfusingTerrifyingInsaneBrutalChallengingNumb ingPowerfulExcitingBeautifulDelicateBut no matter how low and torn you areOr how badly fate has screwed you overThere's still hope.No matter...
Posted by on Fri, 18 Jul 2008 23:58:00 GMT

Stripped

My beauty is that of a razorbladeYou pull away with blood stained lipsJust close your eyes, don't be afraidYou'll be something better after this I whisper poison words into your earBurn your flesh wi...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 16:55:00 GMT

unstable

Left alone here with no sunMy face is wet, my makeup runsDrenched and shivering from the rainI look to you, you turn awayFall to my knees and beg you to stayYour cold heart will feel no pain Hurt, lik...
Posted by on Tue, 10 Jun 2008 08:30:00 GMT

Other People

There are some people who just don't have the capacity to understand me, and as a result they try to squeeze me and my contradictions into the "pretty girl" stereotype. Before they even meet me they w...
Posted by on Thu, 01 May 2008 18:08:00 GMT

Life is hard

My job does have many perks1) I make more money than most people my age2) The restaurant I work at has a reputation for having cute hostesess3) ALMOST everyone i work with is super nice, almost all th...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 20:46:00 GMT

Falling out

I hate you because you're stunningI hate you because you're kindI hate you because you're uncommonYou're truely a rare find I hate you because you're wonderfulI hate you because you careI hate you bec...
Posted by on Sat, 05 May 2007 22:02:00 GMT

Starlet

I haven't written in forever so dont be a beezy about it otay? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A call unanswered leaves a heart shattered. Her one tie to reality, her one love, vanished as qu...
Posted by on Fri, 23 Feb 2007 08:06:00 GMT