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Bleeding Love

Perfection has been breached by The Face of Love

About Me


I am Kevin. (aka Mr. Delicious, quarter whore of the whoresome foursome)
Thee Whoresome Fourseome
Please aim me: Handsofmurderers
I really am 20 even though I'm told I look 15.
I'm a kid at heart.
Religion is dead.
Jesus is the only hope I really have.
This world is nothing without love.
I love people with a passion.
I will listen when no one else will.
My heart breaks when someone elses does.
I hate hurting people.
A lot of "Christians" are a shame to the name of Christianity and all it stands for, myself included.
I do not claim to be a Christian for that very reason.
I am imperfect.
I am flawed.
If I was perfect, I wouldn't need God.
I am a writer.
I pour my heart and soul into every word I write.
Here is some of my writing
The Inhumane Function of My Human Condition
our will is broken by the hearts of innocence you raped
by the hands of this bodily image that you have shaped
you've created a masterpiece, a beautiful monster incarnate
an intricate design birthed into failure and formed by hate
i'm starting to become wretched and uninvolved
inhumane functions of the human condition
where the problems are starving to be unresolved
and my heart is breaking to break tradition
these wounds are deeper than your hollow eyes
prince of darkness, tempter, father of the flies
but my soul will mend what you have severed
through the pain of this life that I have endeavored
the sky will fall to it's own dismay
the moon will drown it's sorrow in red
all that's beautiful will die in a beautiful way
but it will still be laid to rest among the dead.
-Kevin Fitz
Healing Hands Have Departed
god died
we all watched him fall from the sky
in flames
landing in the grave we dug for him
legions followed after
lighting our paths in the dead of night
heaven is weeping and swallowing itself whole
we have no life to speak of and the departing of a soul
oh, god, the demise of mankind
falling to our knees
questioning what it is we have done
when forsaking god's one and only son
our wounds need healing, but healing hands have departed
leaving this world in peril and no hope for the broken hearted
god has passed
we felt his presence die along with him
the clouds now crying
our world left dying
oh, god, the demise of mankind.
The Tastelessness of Betrayal and The Ruined Wreckage of Autumns Sweet Lullabies
Singing Me Softly To The Pits Of Despair and
The Secrets They Keep Within Their Deceitful Hearts of Agony

the hands of despair have taken their toll within the ruined walls of my hollow chest
with a heart and smile that only mimics and mocks my every last breath
and veins to fuel a dismal display of thousand pieces of a broken promise in rest
buried in hope that the grave cannot contain despair even despite it's death
i know the truth cannot be taken from the hearts of the godless
and I fear i may be one in the hollows of hell that have only lived to die
with the heart of a wretch still begging for your forgiveness
which only leaves the burning question in my heart of hearts as to why
my thoughts have led me to this ruined chapel of ignorance again
but in the midst of the chaotic refuge of lies I clung to there
i know the hope that plagues my every bone out lives the end
and that the grave cannot contain death despite despair.
Opened Casket Mouth
I'll talk in circles and you keep that open casket you call your mouth closed
for these are my thoughts upon the grave circumstances you've exposed
if not for you I feel I would be reading my own eulogy today or the day after
but thanks to your helping hand this ending will be filled with dancing and laughter
dancing upon my grave and laughter at the blank stare upon my pale, white face
when the real humor is tossed upon my coffin like the rose you tossed upon in disgrace
I'll never forgive myself for the way I watched you die
With a smirk on my face and one blinded eye
One open to see the truth, one closed to deny
do you believe dreams have their imperfections as well as I do
because reality has failed me more times than I care to explain
so i feel these morbid dreams are all i have left to cling to
because everything else in this world has just brought me pain
I'll talk in circles and you stop putting words in my mouth unless you want a fist in yours.
-Kevin Fitz.
Actions Speak Louder Than Words, Maybe That's Why You Can't Hear Us Crying Out
Caught in your stare, like staring down the barrel of a gun
Pretend you were there and that this is over and done
Movement for the feeling impaired
Compassion for those who never cared
Forever our arms fall onward to the sound of murderers
Forever our hearts break wayward at the hands of murderers
Send your regrets with a letter of discontent
We'll make a massacre of the words you sent
Bleeding for the bloodless
Reason for the hopeless
Forever our eyes hold to the truth of our murderers
Forever our words collapse under the weight of our murderers
Our bodies, lifeless and fighting the impending tide
Our motions, like our words, holding no meaning, are dead inside.
-Kevin Fitz.
I fiddle on the guitar a little as well.
Music is my passion, I love it to death.
I am a fan of all types of music.
My dream guitar
Much love. ♥

My Interests


Jesus Christ, You could not have died for anyone more unworthy than myself, with a kiss to betray You, I hammer those nails into Your beautiful wrist. I am unworthy and undeserving to ever call You mine, but alas my love, You love me with a love I could not even dare dream of having. Your love defies everything I ever thought could be, but even more so, Your love defies death itself, that I may live forever.

You are my existance, my breath, my hope, my beauty, my reason for living. When I breathe my last breath, may I find myself in Your loving arms.

What is left of my heart belongs to You.

♥My Mariah♥
6.26.06 - 8:07 PM

My family, i consider my friends family as well and I would die for them in a heartbeat.

Writing is my true passion. I write for You.

I enjoy playing guitar as well.

I am fond of darkness and the darker side of life.

Horror movies thrill me.

Screaming makes my life complete.

The color black is so deep to me.

I love scary things.

I am interested in the end of the world.

As I Lay Dying.

I thank God every day for putting these people into my life

Thank you guys for everything. ♥

I'd like to meet:


Mark Tremonti (the reason I started playing guitar)

My friends from afar
All the musicians that have inspired me

Comment me here

Music:



These are just a few of the bands that have inspired me in my writing and everyday living.

As I Lay Dying

Jordan, Clint, me, and Tim of As I Lay Dying

Demon Hunter

The Agony Scene

Becoming The Archetype

Mae

Living Sacrifice

free Lyrics

Norma Jean

Underoath

Further Seems Forever

Switchfoot

Zao

Mortal Treason

Metallica

Creed

Alter Bridge

Blindside

Brave Saint Saturn

Five Iron Frenzy

I enjoy most bands from Solidstate Records, Tooth & Nail Records, Facedown Records, Strike-First Records, Trustkill Records, Metalblade Records, Flicker Records and Roadrunner Records.

Support your local scene!

Inked in Blood (Just wow! By far the best local band ever.)

Death of Juliet (rip) (Randy is my hero)

Brutal Fight (you guys own)


When That Day Dawns (Sean owns my face)

I also support these fine sites and products

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Movies:



The Passion of The Christ

Dumb and Dumber

Anchorman

Nightmare Before Christmas

Halloween

Nightmare on Elm Street

Billy Madison

What Dreams May Come

House of 1000 Corpses

The Devils Rejects

Dawn of The Dead

Land of The Dead

High Tension

Se7en

Edward Scissorhands

Harry and The Hendersons

The Fugative

U.S. Marshalls

The Hunted

The Matrix trilogy

Final Destination

Final Destination 2

Final Destination 3

Horror movies

Comedies

Television:


The Simpsons

Dave Chappelle

Books:

Bradley Hathaway - All The Hits So Far, But Don't Expect Too Much.
Bible.
Showdown.

Heroes:

Jesus Christ for unending grace, unending forgiveness, unending patience, and unending love. Without You my heart is completely broken and my life means nothing.
Tim from As I Lay Dying for inspiration and amazing poetry.
Samantha for everything.
I will never forget you and how much joy you brought and continue to bring me.
You will always have a piece of my heart
My family
I also would like to thank all of you that have commented on myspace, my xanga, my livejournal, aimed me, talked to be on message boards, or in any other form.
Some of you have had an amazing impact on my life.
Thank you all very very much!
Billy
My Signs

^BFF, Samantha

^Matt is the coolest, I swear!

^Yea, Miranda owns harder than all you all!

^Jordan (Emo) owns you as well!
^Ben loves gay porn, meh.
^Chelsea is the bestest!!!
^I love Jessie more!
^Sign by Alesha reads "Kevin is the coolest thing since the electric guitar". Oh yes, she does own that freaking much.

^Chelsea is so freaking awesome!!!!
^My Mariah :D
^Rachel is just too adorable!
^ Lori is too amazing
^ I ♥ Brytni lots!
^ Ash is better than you
^ Jeremy is my lesbian lover
^ Sloan, nothing short of amazing.
^ Bernard, the greatest Dino ever!!!!
^ Chelsea is way too awesome
^ Katie is beyond amazing.
Courtney, the hottest thing since the sun

My Blog

The Tastelessness of Betrayal and The Ruined Wreckage of Autumns Sweet Lullabies

The Tastelessness of Betrayal and The Ruined Wreckage of Autumns Sweet Lullabies Singing Me Softly To The Pits Of Despair and The Secrets They Keep Within Their Deceitful Hearts of Agony the hands of ...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Sat, 17 Jun 2006 03:25:00 PST

Like the last breath before you die...

Longing for Disappointment, but Greeted by The Arms of Compassion everything else has failed meso why not youwhy do you insist on seeing me throughin the midst of my disarraywhy do others leave, but y...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 07:50:00 PST

A Fading Grasp on Reality in One Hand and A Lack of Reason in The Other

A Fading Grasp on Reality in One Hand and A Lack of Reason in The Other you're actions are vain, like the words you spew forthyou're life is in vain, like the the thoughts you birth your lies won't si...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 08:04:00 PST

i know i'm nothing at all

but dear God, my heart still breaks for you your touch alone brings me back from the graveyour words bring me new hope to pull throughyou destroy the life to which I'm no longer a slaveto everything I...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Mon, 05 Jun 2006 04:52:00 PST

Can hearts commit suicide?

cause I believe mine just did. all hope has been drained and poured outonly to form new scars and new reasons as to why i hate who i am and who i'm becomingbut the irony of it is I've never felt more ...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Sat, 03 Jun 2006 11:24:00 PST

I want to break your heartless desire...eat your soul out.

  beLIEve God knows the sin we've tastedGod knows the years we've wastedHolding on to a truth that was birthed as a lieBut it's all the same in the end, we all lay down and die Rip out the hearts...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Fri, 21 Apr 2006 04:14:00 PST

A new poem...weee

In the deception I have createdfrom the depths of the deadbury what is left of the life I ledsave my God forsaken heartfor this is my darkest day life is not life without Your love...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Tue, 18 Apr 2006 01:22:00 PST

I've been blogged...

how far would you go with me..?.. be honest now..!..Put "yes" or "no"Kiss me.. Hug me..Kill me....Love me..Hate me..Hold me..Lie to me..Hurt me..Sing with me..Dance with me..Grind with me....Cuddle wi...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Fri, 31 Mar 2006 10:46:00 PST

A new blog

Taste My Feelings As I Shove Them Down Your Throat Taste the feeling of razor linesLike knives clawing down our spines Machinery tearing down our willMurder with the coldest chillEyes of coalStealing ...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Wed, 22 Mar 2006 11:47:00 PST

Sooo...

I noticed something just a minute ago. I noticed that Samantha looks a lot better in pictures when she is with me. *smiles* She seems to smile more and looks happy, which makes me very happy! Anywayz,...
Posted by Bleeding Love on Mon, 06 Mar 2006 03:33:00 PST