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About Me

You can call me J. But my name is Jourdan.
I can be the sweetest person you ever meet, or the biggest bitch. That depends on you.
Trust is the key word to me. You can't buy trust and you can't fake it. All you can do is earn trust. I only trust you when I know I can.
I will be straight up with you. If you don't like it deal with it. I hate all the fucking sluts who talk behind my back. Effin just tell me bitch and I will tell you the same.
I'm a medical assistant and i'm working on becoming a nurse. I'm so sick of you people who are all about wanting to be in the healthcare employment just for money. I want to help people. I want to save lives.
I will help everyone if I could, but people suck.
Sometimes just one person can say something and it will change your life, and I believe in that still today.
I had a friend who was my angel and I learned alot from him. I hope one day I can be someone's angel and they will learn from me.
I believe there is 2 soulmates for everyone. 1 soulmate is your best friend which I found mine and I love bridget to death. And the other is your soulmate you spend the rest of your life with. I'm still trying to find that soulmate.
I believe God put everyone you meet in your life one way or another. He brought alot of people in and took alot out, and I love him for he chance to know them all.
If you want to know more lets talk, if not whatever. I just hope you had a good day, and learn something new from me.
RIP my mario whore
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My Interests

I love playing, watching,
I do love to read
Going dancing and betting on sports haha.
Playing video games

You Should Rule Mercury
Close to sun, Mercury has very long days - and is rarely visible to the rest of the solar system.

You are perfect to rule Mercury, because you live for the present - and can truly enjoy a day that goes on forever.
Like Mercury, you are quick and elusive. Your wit is outstanding, and you can win any verbal sparring match.

Some people see you as superficial, but in truth, you just play many roles and have many interests.
A great manipulator, you usually get what you want from people. And they're happy to give it to you. What Planet Should You Rule?

Your Personality Is Like Cocaine
You're dynamic, brilliant, and alluring to those who don't know you.
Hyper and full of energy, you're usually the last one to leave a party.
Sometimes your sharp mind gets the better of you... you're a bit paranoid! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

I'd like to meet:

"Invisible"

She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile
She'll never notice how you stop and stare whenever she walks by
And you can't see me wantin you the way you want her
But you are everything to me

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

There's a fire inside of you that can't help but shine through
She's never gonna see the light
No matter what you do
And all I think about is how to make you think of me
And everything that we could be

And I just wanna show you
She don't even know you
She's never gonna love you like I want to
You just see right through me but if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

Like shadows in a faded light
Oh we're Invisible
I just wanna look in your eyes and make you realize

I just wanna show you she don't even know you
Baby let me love you let me want you
You just see right through me
But if you only knew me
We could be a beautiful miracle unbelievable instead of just invisible

She can't see the way your eyes light up when you smile

"Cold As You"

You have a way of coming easily to me
And when you take, you take the very best of me
So I start a fight cause I need to feel something
And you do what you want cause I'm not what you wanted

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You put up walls and paint them all a shade of gray
And I stood there loving you and wished them all away
And you come away with a great little story
Of a mess of a dreamer with the nerve to adore you

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Just walk away, ain't no use defending words that you will never say
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

You never did give a damn thing honey but I cried, cried for you
And I know you wouldn't have told nobody if I died, died for you
(Died for you)

Oh what a shame, what a rainy ending given to a perfect day
Every smile you fake is so condescending
Counting all the scars you made
And now that I'm sitting here thinking it through
I've never been anywhere cold as you

Music:

"I'd Lie"

I don't think that passenger seat
Has ever looked this good to me
He tells me about his night
And I count the colors in his eyes
He'll never fall in love he swears
As he runs his fingers through his hair
I'm laughing cause I hope he's wrong
I don't think it ever crossed his mind
He tells a joke I fake a smile
That I know all his favorite songs
And...

I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him,
I'd lie

He looks around the room
Innocently overlooks the truth
Shouldn't a light go on?
Doesn't he know that I've had him memorized for so long?
He sees everything black and white
Never let nobody see him cry
I don't let nobody see me wishing he was mine

I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue, born on the seventeenth
His sister's beautiful, he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
I'd lie

He stands there then walks away
My god if I could only say
I'm holding every breath for you...

He'd never tell you but he can play guitar
I think he can see through everything
But my heart
First thought when I wake up is
My god he's beautiful
So I put on my make up
And pray for a miracle

Yes I could tell you his favorite color's green
He loves to argue oh and it kills me
His sisters beautiful he has his father's eyes
And if you asked me if I love him
If you asked me if I love him
I'd lie

Heroes:

My hero is Jake Van Brunt. He was the sweetest person i met. We had way too much fun together. And even though we didn't get to spend alot of time together. I learned so much from him. Love you my mario whore. I will always be your slut bag

And everyone who makes it through each day even though it's almost not worth living

My Blog

7 minutes in heaven

I'm sleeping my way out of this oneWith anyone who will lie downI'll be stuck fixated on one starwhen the world is crashing down I keep telling myselfI keep telling myselfI'm not the desperate typeBut...
Posted by J on Sun, 30 Sep 2007 06:46:00 PST