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MAR!AH♡

It's going to get harder and it's going to feel tougher each and every day

About Me


I need a break from everything.
Don't lust for what you see,
Desire for what you know
The name is Mariah [aka Whoriah/98 Degrees]
Lend me your heart and I will hold it close to mine
I don't drink or smoke anything, Nor would I want to
It killed my father, and I'm not following his footsteps
I love God and I won't reject your individual beliefs
It's not easy for me to open up nor is it to share my feelings
I only trust one person 100 percent, sadly
A lot of people stereotype me and think I'm scary and emo
I'm actually a VERY nice girl, and happy most of the time
I'm just attached to darker amenities
I come off as very shy at first but that will soften in time
I love to joke around a lot, but to a certain extent
Just respect me, and you will get it in return
I wont tolerate to be walked on or pushed around
I forgive, but I will not forget
I'm VERY close to my entire family, I love them all
I enjoy volunteering very much so [Key Club]
I also enjoy American Sign Language; it's amazing
I'm very social and love to talk till my mouth falls off
I want to find my purpose in life that involves helping others
I have an obsession with decorating, especially my room
I LOVE and I am addicted to CSI work [forensics] ♥
Hardcore/Screamo bands are amazing, I'm a fan of all Fortune favors the fearless
Kevin LOVES Hello Kitty :D

You can IM me freely now-
AmazingChantell

-Your absence has gone through me-
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My Interests

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I'd like to meet:



Music:

Bands Inked In Blood As I Lay Dying Becoming The Archetype The Agony Scence Norma Jean Underoath Further Seems Forever Zao Metallica Brutal Fight The Spill Canvas Daphne Loves Derby Evanescence Emery Snow Patrol StutterFly Bradley Hathaway Upon Beauty Rest The Devil Wears Prada As Blood Runs Black Haste the Day Through the Eyes of the Dead Mychildren Mybride Bring Me the Horizon Straylight Run Angels and Airwaves Coheed and Cambria Relient K

Heroes:

The ones who double my joy
and divide my grief v
^God- For those who believe, no proof is necessary. Religions die when they are proven to be true, for we walk by faith, not by sight. Christ suffered death and shed his blood for the sins of all mankind so our lives could be eternal. What I am is God's gift to me, and what I become is my gift to God. If I could hear Christ praying for me in the next room, I would not fear a million enemies. This is all I'm dreaming of- to live completely in your love. Worshipping you is my destiny and where you lead me is where I will follow. Oh God, how you love the impossible. In my last words, I yearn to be amazed in your loving arms wrapped around me.
^Kevin- What it do, ho?! You amaze me in everything you do. Fa' Sha :) I couldn't honestly ask for anything more, you mean the world to me. You bring out all the positive qualities in me, while you never judge me on my negatives. I can tell you anything in the entire world and never have to think before I do so. I'm completely happy to know that I can share all my feelings with only one person that I can trust. I love you so much sweety ^Emily- We've been the best of buds for over 6 years and I can't believe it. We've had so many memories together and many more to come, you are amazing Em! You are beautiful, loving, and such a good friend to me. I appreciate all the things you do for me, and I'm here for you always!
^Andrea- *claw* Wow, we've been through A LOT together. You know me the most out of anyone, and we have sooo many inside jokes to laugh about and we have thE best of times when we are hanging out. Oh, HECK YES. Get Down!!!
^Brianna- You + Me = Drugged up Posers, haha! We are sooo hyper when we are together. I love it! Even though we joke A LOT about eachother, we love eachother none the less in a lesbian manner. *winks* :D *grabs gut*
^Chris- My Tina / Mowgli / Sex Kitten!!! I appreciate you out of all my friends. You do the most for me, and I don't know how I can ever repay you. I appreciate it TONS. I can always rely on talking to you, until you tell me to stop blabing :D. hahah. I know you want my dog to hump your leg, but I've told you times and times before that, that's just way too dirty. haha, oh man. You bring the gangster in me and I love our quickies! :D
^Cali- *Scoop* Oh gosh. You are wonderful. We have a lot of HILARIOUS jokes about our boys. I LOVE hanging out with you on the weekends and I love the fact that I've finally found my twin that I can completley agree with. Shooooot! I laaaaaahhh himmmm! Sup Kar?!
^Tania- Oh My Gosh. ASL and Forensics would NOT be the same without you! You are my raisen nips and you make my days complete. Especially when Micheal does Paper in ASL hahahaha. One day we will be lesbians together and have little Indian children and have them grow up to be Ice Cream truck drivers :D
^Kellie- My little cupcake!!!!! You out of all my friends, is the one I miss the most! We have A LOT of crazy times when we are together and I miss you! I love being able to openly talk to you about ANYTHING. When you get a boob job, I'm still washing your hair, ho ^Sean- You have an amazing taste in style, and your hair kicks butt. I love that I can talk to you about anything in a serious manner. I love how you can speak your own mind and back up your opinion on things. You bring a smile to my face at school when I see you in the mornings. I love you ^Splausha- Well, if there could be one word to describe you, it'd be CRAZY. You know how to make a party come to life and ALWAYS has a positive attitude about everything that comes your way. I love you and every inch of your body :)

My Blog

What I'm Here For

So, I've been thinking about a few things a lot lately. Questioning myself on what I want to do in my life that will make me feel complete on what I live for. I want there to be a purpose in my life,...
Posted by Mariah Love on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 05:31:00 PST

Early Summer

A little something I wrote-Close your eyes and smear my tearsI fell so hard for you with constant endless worriesI never knew such things would burn away so unclearMy heart bleeds eternal through your...
Posted by Mariah Love on Sat, 22 Jul 2006 04:01:00 PST