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Christopher

There is no try. Do or Do Not.(Yoda)

About Me

I am a Dreamer morphing things into becoming. I am trying to understand the almost seemingly infinite possibilities of the human condition. I judge no one in the hopes of not being judged as I do my best to be true to myself and the path that is barely visible in front of me. I am finding myself drawn to time spent making myself lovable to me. The old adage you need to love yourself before you can love anyone else seems to be haunting me. Life is about the pursuit of the deepest fulfillment. I love to listen to soulful house and dance my ass off. Truly the greatest highs of them all. This honestly happens more in my living room by myself than any clubs these days. I am a true Leo. I portray the roaring self confident king of the jungle but truly I am overly sensetive and find my heart very often bruised. I fall in love much to easily. I naturaly find the best in all people so whats not to love. Spending time with family and all my great friends is how I plan to spend the next half of my life. Friendship is a truly rare beauty in this lonely world of lost lovers. The older I get the less friends I have but the ones I do become so more dear. Keeping your true friends close to your heart and making time to spend no matter where they are is the worthiest of all ambitions to me.

My Interests

Learning to surf before this year is up. Reading anything I can get my hands on. Camping hiking, boating, skiing,roller blading,and hittin the gym. Sitting alone in the silence, thinking, worrying, organizing, cleaning. Spending time with my family the ones I was born into and those I have been given in life. Comics, writting, falling in love the romantic stuff. Dancing and generally feeling happy.

I'd like to meet:

I would like to make new friends with anyone who is open and is truly themselves whoever that may be. We learn something new everyday you may be the person to teach me today.

Music:

Music for me has been a staple of life for as long as I can remember. I listen to a lot of DJ type stuff for the past 8 years really focused on Soulful House. I started with disco on my parents record stereo system then on to my cousin 45 collection in the early eighties stuff like Linda Rondstat Its so easy. Moved into Oh Mickey then listened to metal and rock through highschool. Would dance club style on the weekends started in junior high at the Chem free night at the Bounty. Free style, Madonna, Salt and Pepper. Ended up in NYC leaving Metalica for Skinny Puppy and industrial. Electronica shit like the orb and Aphex Twin lead to Club Shelter and storm ravin. Dancing was where it was at. Raved until I found Body and Soul parties on Sunday. I found my church every sunday until the party was over. Still listening and dancing to it now but open to the new stuff my friends turn me on to. I also jammed my ipod full of 80's stuff and have a new love for Gun's and Roses. Last but not least The Greatful Dead have been around since middle school for me and I saw my share of Phish shows.

Movies:

Star Wars the complete saga, Waking Life, Neverwhere, Doom Generation, The Living End,Blade Runner,x-men,Star Dust,Transformers, Before Sun Rise, Never Where, Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Slacker, Dazed and Confused,Suburburbia, Broke Back Mountain, A Scanner Darkly,

Television:

I am trying to avoid the opiate of society. I hate reality television so thee days it is easy I do enjoy Weeds, John from Cincinnati,Dexter, and Entourage. Dig Bravo and HGTV Toons are where it is at X-Men, justice league, teen titans, batman, batman beyond, gundam, samuri jack, samuri champloo, and van helsing

Books:

The Beats, the beats, and more beats aka Jack, William, Allen. Carlos Castenada anything I can find, Irvine Welsh, Douglass Coupland, James Baldwin,Neil Gaiman,Ann Rice, Ayn Rand,Hunter Thompson,James Earl Hardy,Denis Cooper,Aldous Huxley Reading is Fundamental!!! Diggin me some graphic novels these days such as Testiment,DMZ, Silver Surfer, and the Eternals. Got to check out Sand Man if you are not already into it.

Heroes:

Dreamers, All those great people who have stood up for their rights when it was not safe, fashionable, or easy. Every person in this country has a better life because someone was willing to challenge. My brothers and sisters at Stone Wall, My brothers and sisters in Birmingham, My Irish ancestors who need not apply. You all are my heroes. Everyone who takes a deep breath and helps someone else.

My Blog

Here I am

So here i am a moth into this new thing.  Don't know really how to describe how i feel.  I am calmer than a month ago but still struggling with the same things inside i always do.  I sh...
Posted by Christopher on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 06:53:00 PST

Road Tripin Part 2

So I figure i better get this down befor it becomes all blured with my last weeks in NYC and then the move to Florida.  So here goes got to Main on a Thursday after trying to escape the city sinc...
Posted by Christopher on Tue, 28 Aug 2007 11:36:00 PST

August 2007 Rocks Part 1

This month has been so wonderful as I look back as Leo gives way to Virgo.  My birth month has once again shown me what a powerhouse life can be.  I started with my sister Tanya in My living...
Posted by Christopher on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 01:16:00 PST

36 years old

So myspace already  turned me 36.  My birthday is not until next Saturday August 11 though.  But I suppose what is a week.  I love my birthday and always have.  It is my own p...
Posted by Christopher on Sun, 05 Aug 2007 04:14:00 PST

Sad

Ok so as hard as I try i can not reamain happy.  Have to say I have hit an all time low for me.  To my friends that I have blown off I am so sorry but I think I am actual depressed.  I ...
Posted by Christopher on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 12:24:00 PST

The long kiss Goodbye

So I begin my final weeks in NYC with all intentions of making the most of every romantic moment.  I am still feeling a bit sad about the good byes said this week.  In my head I know I will ...
Posted by Christopher on Sat, 28 Jul 2007 08:00:00 PST

Breaking out of the Funk

Hey so here is an important lesson learned you should be careful what you expect from others if what you really need only you can give yourself.  I wasted time with one of my best friends in the ...
Posted by Christopher on Thu, 26 Jul 2007 08:41:00 PST

Travels

So I sit here in one of my best friends(brotha man) place in Virginia after making my way from South West Florida.  It has all been so wonderful.  I have been spending time really listening ...
Posted by Christopher on Mon, 23 Jul 2007 02:19:00 PST

Timmy the Toaster

So after promising on my last rant to be positive have just been decicing if I dont have anything nice to say I wont say anything.  So guess what I am having a torrid affair with my soon to be ex...
Posted by Christopher on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 11:05:00 PST

To my peeps

To my peeps and those who came to peep.  Why blog after so long?  Well i find myself at a crossroads and for as long as I been able to write have written down things as crossroads approach a...
Posted by Christopher on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:21:00 PST