Hello children and creepy adults. Allow me to introduce myself, (the best I can) My name is Victoria you can call me Vick or Vicky or Vic or Bitch whatever,My name really doesn't matter(nicknames are cooler anyway). I DON'T THINK I'M PRETTY or any crazy rendition of the word pretty that you can think of. My friends are everything to me. They keep me grounded, they keep me here. Music is my life.I have a song for every mood, for every person, for every wrong and right. If I talk to you I pretty much love you, the end. I say the end, a lot. School is hell but I'm securing my future..k? K? GOOD. I'm re-doing this again because I change everyday (Ichangeverysecond)At the moment I'm going through this entire thing, and capitalizing every "I"...the lowercase "i" (alkdjfakfj) offends the eye for some reason.AND HOLYSHITFUCK. I just figured out.. that this layout doesn't allow I(s) to be capitalized. They really want me to just die don't they? WELL CRAP-OLA....Ok. On with it I suppose. I'm the girl who just says random things, I have ZERO situational appropriateness. It makes me smile, then cry. I'm happy now but beware, I'm sure to go off on random rants at any time. If you read this entire thing I'll have the utmost respect for you and will add you as a friend right away. Then, if i really like you, we'll have a tea party and eat scones!( Don't hold me to that though, if you're creepy, I'll most likely cry/ignore you :])I'm a pretty flexible person and will befriend anyone, a trait that usually gets me in trouble...Time to get serious(moodchange) I don't like many people. Scratch that I love lots of people. It continues to be detrimental, but I'm almost positive I wouldn't change that. I hate the human race. That's a little more accurate. I pretty much look forward to the day when we wipe OURSELVES off the face of the planet. That'd be an accomplishment wouldn't it? At that point in life it won't matter how many fucking millions you have. At birth, and at the hour of our death, everyone is equal and there's no room for your stupidity or petty beliefs. Your fate is inevitable. I have this theory, in life you are met with a muddle of situations, challenges if you will. Life is the way you choose to handle these situations; THAT is what makes up your life, so choose wisely.I tend to hate how human people are. They're Selfish and ignorant and GAH ANNOYING! But if I love you I LOVE you and if I hate you, it most likely won't last :]. I'm a bit of a pushover, and fuck everyone for taking advantage of that. :]Sometimes I don't like or hate you ,you just exist to me. I think that there are too many people in this world causing too much damage. Serious Christians and catholics (mymom) enrage me and scare me at the same time. (I'm wondering why it corrects me when I don't capitalize Christians but not Catholics...Interesting.) Their biggest weapon is their close mindedness. I can't stand close minded people, especially those who claim not to be. Children of god? Children of war. The church is really the source of the problem for me. I don't like the church. Never in the bible did it say to do anything which they do, and I'll stop there. Just open your mind and open your heart to the world, it won't leave you empty handed. I work at Bagel Buddies in Wading River, which is ten times grander than Ghetto Central. I love kids.My father is unstable, we don't talk. My stepfather is *something fucking else* there are no words, and let me stop to add my mother's boyfriend, who is a fat fucking lieing son of a bitch fish lips..who is presently cooking dinner in MY kitchen...alkdjfaljf. Her poor choices never fail to amuse me? Nah, disgust me is more like it. But, the only parent in my life is my mother and even though shes a crazy Christian, I love her WAYYY much and would do anything for her and die if she wasn't around.If you're a mom slayer BACK THE FUCK OFF CAUSE ILL KILL YOU.I also love my brother more than life itself..and lil shit is ok tooo :] I think it's important to be yourself and not to change for anybody. At the end of the day, you have to be able to look at yourself, and feel secure. I also think its stupid that 13 and 14 year olds are giving head and smoking cigarettes. You(we) represent our entire generation. Our fucking grandparents are sitting back and tisk tisking us,which is bullshit, because they're the generation that is totally fucked. But that's another story. Look in the fucking mirror and wise up, you make me sick. I kinda have a trashay mouth..but oh well, someones got to. I'm not that bad in person, I promise. I used to write in my jounral ( I realize this is spelled wrong, I'm keeping it there for a reason:]) a lot, until my privacy was invaded..fuckoffs.I treat my journal like someone who is listening to me..?? I'm a freak.I think it's the only evidence that I AM a girl.I really don't care what you say bout me once you know me. But don't think about talking about me without knowing anything about me because that pisses me off, and I'll be on you like a fly on a piece of dead ass.( which is a super lie,but I will think mean things.I'll get over it. promise.) :] I get attached easily. I fall in "love" easily. But that's cause you let me. Shame on youuu/(me?) AM I a hypocritical bitch for saying I love people? Maybe. Or maybe I was just told that I was loved too many times and lied to, to know what the fuck I'm talking about. I like the word fuck. I also like the word bitch. Put them together and you get most of the people in this world. I'm an angry person sometimes and have strong opinions all the time. If we're ever debating in life I'll probably win. Confident? On this subject yes, On any other level, no. I'm not confident in the least. I act like I'm tough I suppose, but I'm actually nice. (at least this is what I hear) I don't like when people don't like me. It bothers me, alot. More than it should. A lot is two separate words by the way, do not be fooled. I'm convinced that there are multiple people clashing inside of me. Every time I say something I contradict myself. It's rather frustrating. I figured out that I'm a jealous person. But not abusively or possessively jealous, but the type where I hurt a lot because of it. That frustrates me tooo. Upon editing this section, I finally learned how to spell frustrate. GO ME? I'm a mush, basically. I OVER THINK EVERYTHING. Really, it kinda blows chunks. I'm not all that cynical really, wait shit I lied. It really just depends on the day. But I swear, I'm not as scary as this makes me sound. I've got strong opinions and I'm definitely not afraid to voice them, but they could be good things...GOOD THINGS ABOUT YOU...SO...smile? :D. If you hurt me, be prepared to feel the wrath of my mind and tongue!!!!... and that's about it. They're my greatest weapon, they're my only weapon. I think I'm afraid of life, but at times I love living it. If I think of anything else to bitch about I'll add to this incredibly long about me section that is pointless. * im listening to some crazy techno at the moment. If i wasn't at work, I'd be dancing* GOOD bye
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