..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself]

About Me

my name is Heather.
im more serious than you think.
i am me and i like how i am...if there is a problem say so....
i have a twin sister.
i speak my mind. if i dont like you i'll tell you.
i am a helpless romantic
i like turtles alot.
i like to listen to peoples problems and help them out.
i care about my friends more than i care about myself.
i day dream more than night dream
i sing like no one is listening
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My Interests

hair.
makeup.
shows.
friends.
writing.
movies
poetry.
drawing/painting.
moon and stars.

Music:

Haste the day.
Good Clean Fun.
underOath.
blood for blood.
Everytime I Die
Eighteen Visions.
Zombies Ate My Neighbors.
Pretty Girls make graves.
As I Lay Dying.
A Thorn for every Heart.
killswitch engage.
Chiodos.
A Heartwell Ending.
self against city
I killed the promqueen.
Proceline and the tramps
He is legend.
Boys like Girls
Boys night out.
Chiodos
Within Temptation.
Escape the fate.
Chasing victory.
scary kids scaring kids
the warriors.
bayside
Xarmed for battleX
Fear Before the march of flames.
evergreen terrace.
Circa survive
halifax.
still remains.
all that remains.
Greeley estates
I am ghost.
Amber Pacific.
30 seconds to mars.
atreyu.
silverstein.
After the tragedy
bury your dead.
Paramore.
scars of tomarrow.
terror.
it dies today.
hawthorne heights.
from autumn to ashes.
comeback kid.
converge.
Boys night Out
bleeding through.
The 69 eyes.
Sentenced.
Haste the day.
Since the flood.
Roses are red.
Further seems forever.
beloved.
bleed the dream.
Head Automatica.
Death before dishonor.
Flyleaf.
terminal.
arch enemy.
walls of jericho.
aiden.
the agony scene.
alexisonfire.
The Number 12 looks like you.
Rasputina
Mindless self indulgence

Movies:

Horror and Romance movies are one of my favorites..I know strange combination.

Television:

Anything thats good thats on..ill watch it.

Books:

Romance are my all time favorite books dont matter what kind of romance..
Suspence
Mystery
New Age

Heroes:

My friends.They keep me from doing things stupid, That can hurt me...

My Blog

"Lost in Memory"

So many places, so filled with memory. So filled with grief. Through my imprisonment these walls weep. for they taste my bitter insanity. They feast on the fear that im left to face. Though my mind i...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Tue, 15 May 2007 02:51:00 PST

"Remember Forever"

Remember me. When you think back on what you left behind.It seems the air is thickening every mile you fly away.To kill the sting of loneliness,I'll lay with the stars and thing of you.And now the bir...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Sat, 24 Mar 2007 10:09:00 PST

No one Special

Everything seemed to make sence.nothing there to fix.Now piece are crashing,these walls are crackng.Theres a part of me falling.This heart of mine keeps killing me.My life with you means everything so...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Thu, 15 Feb 2007 02:55:00 PST

yay for chocolate and lovers

Ive been i total depresion al night..im a wreck....its bad enough that im in love with a "jerk" but my closest friends ar turning on me..I just want to be in love with who im with and not feel like im...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 09:07:00 PST

"Car crash,baby"

I'll try to sleep tonight,though i feel as if I've been hit by a car crash. My nerves are on end, my emotions are going wild. I wont see you tonight and it throws me over the edge. Its be...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 07:37:00 PST

"To the moon and back"

I could give you the moon , if that were what you wanted. I'd jump off a million buildings, if that would make you cry out for me. I'd love you like no other, if you liked to watch me bleed. This is ...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Mon, 08 Jan 2007 03:33:00 PST

Thoughts of wonderment

hmm.. im in love.and scarily ive gotten to a point in this love that i cant stand to be with out him...i feel so much..and in so much of a small place.I know he knows i love him..and ive told him so m...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 03:07:00 PST

And in that, love still lies

I am in a love that is unchangeable. I'm filled with happiness for so long i couldnt help but feel empty and wounded until the day you walked into my life. It started out so innocent when just a tear ...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Wed, 27 Sep 2006 04:24:00 PST

your so good at what you do.

In an instant, my heart stopped beating,my lungs stopped breathing.my head stopped thinking and my whole being lost control and shook. Gasping for air.... my god, im choking. Things I shouldnt have do...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Tue, 26 Sep 2006 05:08:00 PST

Baby you should know

He must know how much I love him, how much it kills me to lose my mind and doubt what we have. Do i believe he cares when i think back and cry my heart out. When i sit alone with only him on my mind ...
Posted by ..Heather..['Make a change....Kill yourself] on Sun, 17 Sep 2006 02:07:00 PST