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yesnomaybeso

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About Me

Me... you either love me or hate me. I'll always tell you truth even though it might offend you. Im blunt, outspoken and pessimistic. Im impatient and spastic. I love to laugh till I cry. I have recently learned that life is ok, and that I am going to be ok, thank god - even though this took me years to realize. People walk into your life for a reason and they teach you many things you just have to learn to stop and listen for a moment. I could eat Mexican food for every meal, every day. I'm a Republican, Ronald Reagan is my hero and its crazy how much I look to his life recently. I'm an only child, it explains alot I promise you. My parents are fabulous. Dr. Pepper is the greatest thing in the universe. Dark grey winter days make me happy. Marcie's babies make me smile. Sad songs Rock! Prayer is important and we can't make in life with out it.
There are so many things I want to do in life, but the ADD kicks in and I can't finish any of them. I want to plant flowers, and not kill them. I want to really learn how to sew, I will stick to making pillows and cutains until then. I want to renovate a really old house someday and live in my accomplishment. I hope I am as successful as my father one day. I want to buy a rent house, ok maybe a few of them. Im obsessed with government, historic buildings, historic downtowns and old homes. I want to run for office, you just wait, I will do it. I have so many plans and ideas but I get very excited about things fast and I have no patience to follow through. I want to learn how to play guitar. I want to be comfortable in my own skin and enjoy life. I love live music, it makes me truly happy for that small moment in time. There are so many places I want to go and things I want to see. I want to move out of Texas for the first time, maybe to some cute New England town, make snowmen and skate on frozen ponds and drive a volvo, but Texas will always be my home and heart.
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My Interests

Politics, History, Music, Talk Radio, Camping, Traveling, Reading, Friends, Family, God, Dreaming, Wishing, Hoping...

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Music:

Where do I begin... My roots are country. I grew up listening to George Strait, George Jones, Willie Nelson, Alabama, The Judds and watching the Grand Ole Opry with my grandparents. Randy Rogers Band, Eli Young Band, Aaron Watson. And my girls to sing along to in the car, Martina McBride, Sugarland, Miranda Lambert. I go from that to John Mayer, Ian Moore, Jack Johnson, Dave Matthews Band, Coldplay, Blue October, Linkin Park, Sarah McLachlin, Goo Goo DollsThird Eye Blind, Counting Crows, Candlebox, Collective Soul, Stone Temple Pilots, Silverchair, Black Crowes, The Wallflowers, Fleetwood Mac, James Taylor, Incubus, Gin Blossoms, Marron 5, Matchbox 20, Sister Hazel... I should stop cause this might on for awhile. I have a major weakness for a man with a guitar and I'm kind of in love with 80's country and 90's alternative rock. If you just give me some old songs, a few beers and some backroads I will be the happiest girl alive.

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Heroes:

My Heroes have always been Cowboys! So maybe their politicians but whatever!

My Parents, They have been there for me through every step of my life and I could not have made it with out them. If I end up being half as fabulous as them I'll be happy.

My Grandparents, They brought laughter and smiles into my childhood and they taught me its ok to be simple.

My Best Friend, the one that understands me. I am lucky to have someone that I can talk to and keep me sane. We balance each other.

My Blog

Its December 1... time to start over again!

A new month can bring a new beginning I guess, who the hell needs to wait for a new year.  I woke up this morning and I realized that all the things I have been worrying about and putting myself ...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Sat, 01 Dec 2007 08:02:00 PST

See the thing is...

I let myself care.  I let myself make mistakes.  I let myself be blinded.  I am done.  Done with playing mind games.  Done with the unknowing.  Done with the emptyness.&n...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 08:10:00 PST

ungrateful, inconsiderate, pathetic excuse for family

Yes that is how I would have to discribe some certain people right now and thats about all I can really say about it right now because I am so mad. 
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 05:09:00 PST

No direction here just writing... who knows where it will end...

I have been contemplating life the past couple of days.  Death and Birth.  Its crazy, in the same day I get a phone call telling me someone I knew died, I also get a phone call telling ...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 08:24:00 PST

tattoo

I know what my next tattoo is going to be.  It is very simple and it is super meaningful.  Memory on my left wrist, facing so that I can read it when i look at my wrist.  And Ill be abl...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Wed, 01 Aug 2007 09:36:00 PST

so long ago

So I found these cd's that had an ass load of mp3's on them.  They were from my computer that I had about four years ago.  I just put all the music on them and forgot about them.  This ...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 08:39:00 PST

Absolutely Insane!!!

Its funny how when people hear things they don't want to hear they try to lash out and hurt someone just to make themselves feel better.  Its time some people grew up and face themselves... you h...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:54:00 PST

not confused... just can't hold my attention...

recently this life that i live in told me that i am not confused at all.  even though that has been the answer here in this past of mine.  you think that i am confused because i cant ch...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Tue, 01 May 2007 07:49:00 PST

pressure

I think small towns are good but they come with this pressure that you need to settle down and have a family by the time your 25.  Well can I just say that at 25 I am still just as immature in th...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 06:18:00 PST

Years of thoughts

So today as I was going through the last box of unpacking I came across something incredibly special that I thought I had lost forever.  It is this notebook of things I had written, poems, though...
Posted by yesnomaybeso on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 08:15:00 PST