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Esoterrorist

I am here for Friends

About Me

Ever try reinventing your soul, only to find that what you actually changed was your psyche...not so much as an epiphany, rather a diminutive break in the subject; a choral of the senses, bypassing heart-rate and the tripping of synapses. A genuine oops put simply. I have come to a number of paths, my pace down trodden yet Angelic. Stifling mostly with red coral and tooth root ripping away at my frail ankles...I have discovered...Visceral Refrain. I Shall Dive deeper, only to save myself and discover what so many writers either dreamt of or drank to achieve...My eyes no longer perceive common objects nor subjects, just tendrils pulling to the truth; sockets lying bare I can no longer distinguish blues and grays but the feeling...Dreams Die with the sun's rising...but I reinvent the world in their memory.

My Interests

Playing guitar, violin, keyboards, reading,writing, hanging out with friends, insomnia, wine, and my motorcycle

I'd like to meet:

This guy here,

and his mother

Music:

Rachmaninoff,radiohead,80's music,modest mouse,jets to brazil, built to spill, mozart, a bit of the ludwig van, pink floyd, sabath, stones, byam klavor w00t!, classical, cure, jethro tull, jeff buckley, ours, the smiths, nin, recoil, industrial, dk's, blue grass,portishead,boards of canada,muse,tom waits,depeche mode, my local bands, ani difranco, tori amos, nin, apc, tool,bright eyes,the faint, godspeed you black emperor, silver mt. zion, half way to concord, metric, postal service, idiot pilont, death cab, rubicon (wait and see),

Movies:

Eternal Sunshine!, Docter Strange Love, Amelie, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, The Adventures of Baron Munchhuesen, Lost in Translation, 28 Days, Shaun of The Dead, ((((Six-String Samurai)))), Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Charlie and The Chocolate Factory (new and old), A Clock Work Orange, The Royal Tenenbaums, Life Aquatic, What Dreams MAy Come, a bunch of movies

Television:

Not my drug of choice, but if you must know Adult Swim!

Books:

Anything by Kurt Vonegut, Philip K. Dick, Tom Robins, Good Omens, Cats Cradle, Stranger in a Strange Land, V.A.L.I.S, The Sirens of Titan, Skinny Legs and All, Rimbaud

Heroes:

Kilgore Trout, Eddie Izzard

My Blog

my first published short story.

One Chance                          "You know what else is annoying?  Leaving your fu...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:37:00 PST

post-coital blunder

I've spent much time calculating a number of things, none of which involve my test tomorrow.  I hear its cold outside though i have been sweating all day doing mostly nothing, a cup of coff...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 11:33:00 PST

deep thoughts

Big ol' Fucking Farce!!!! Bonsoir
Posted by Esoterrorist on Fri, 01 Sep 2006 12:01:00 PST

Bohemian Opulence

So, many of you may or may not know, Nicole and I just went on vacation. Where to?  a place...a magical place! where the beer flows like wine and the women flock like the salmon of capastono.&nbs...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Thu, 17 Aug 2006 11:16:00 PST

muahahaha!


Posted by Esoterrorist on Tue, 04 Apr 2006 09:48:00 PST

i gave up as a writer

                The secretary showed me into his office offered me a seat and told me it would be a few minutes. The plush leather ...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Wed, 08 Mar 2006 09:58:00 PST

But im allergic to Cats!

Everyday now for a week Ive heard Cat Stevens songs!  its freaking me out at this point,  thought i was just over analyzing but no.  What does it mean??@?@  ehh probably to many dr...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Fri, 21 Oct 2005 06:57:00 PST

Novel

  IWhen you are seventeen you aren't really serious.- One fine evening, you've had enough of beer and lemonade,And the rowdy cafes with their dazzling lights !- You go walking beneath the gr...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Wed, 19 Oct 2005 01:29:00 PST

work in progress

Please shut up I cant hear through all your lines your not saying what youve written your not writing what youve thought please shut up I cant take the silence theres someone knocking on the ...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Sun, 09 Oct 2005 03:19:00 PST

Happy Fathers Day

so last night in a chance coincidence, i met my fathers ex firm partner.  learned all of my fathers past, finally after twenty-two years.  my grandmother was a prostitute which i confronted ...
Posted by Esoterrorist on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 02:52:00 PST