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About Me

Something like a realist, I wander around the world, with a romantic eye, trying to get a better perspective, and share it with others. So I write down a lot of stuff. Like watching the perfect moment and never being able to forget.This site under construction.maybe you'll come too....and I'll be one of the people you've met on the way.-------------------------------------------------------- -----------------------------you know that's just some bullshit that I slapped down in a rush years ago and then just forgot about. I don't even know anymore... If you know me then you know; I'm just plain crazy. But my friends like that about me. People that are earnestly insane and honest enough to share that with people are rare in this world. I think my personal style of mental dellusion is fun, and others agree. I always do my best...well, mostly.The bottom line at the moment is as follows: I just want to shine like the sun, upon a world that needs a bit more light upon it.a traveling circus,and a moveable feast: Brother love's traveling soul shaking show---Amen

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

YOU!!!

My Blog

Suburban Cowboy

I exist, In a house with walls of beige, Just slightly lighter in toneThan the walls outsideAmong a thousand other houses, Of slightly varying shadesLike fields of corn, this farm of concreteHere the ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Dec 2007 14:28:00 GMT

advice in a freak out

A conversation had... hey A, i'm back in paris again and on the downswing of my vacationing high. gotta be out of here in three weeks and am now in the freak out black hole... i'm bumming ...
Posted by on Thu, 27 Jan 2005 15:44:00 GMT

Is this what life is?

I'm freaking out. I'm here in this place again. And it's been again and again and again. But in the moments just passed, I've for the first time had the sincere and honest desire for death. I fe...
Posted by on Fri, 31 Dec 2004 03:27:00 GMT

to love you madly

I want to love you madly and not to care if you'll break my heart or if you'll think I'm a fool. I'll be the fool. For some one who can appreaciate the courage it takes to say one, two, three, g...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Dec 2004 01:12:00 GMT

Notes to Myself

just when I think i have learned the way to live, life changes and I am left the same as I began. The more things change the more I am the same. It appears that my life is a constant irony of m...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Dec 2004 01:09:00 GMT

a message from a girl.

After a week spent with an angel, we parted ways. I told her to call me when that moment of feeling the loss came. I was feeling it as she left. this was the message she left at 3:08 am: I sho...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Dec 2004 16:07:00 GMT