Ray of Light :)

Personalities shouldn't be reduced to a myspace profile, but as an introduction... I'm Jordan, I am 22, and I'm married with a baby girl and another baby on the way. Outside my domestic role in life, I am a free spirited lover. I love being outside- escaping from the lock down of reality to the fresh green, blue stream, and naturistic part of life is heaven. At this point, anything refreshing is a blessing. Cool, shady trees surrounding our campsite on a mountain maybe, and a good hike trail that runs along a creek so we can exercise and get hungry and have an excuse to eat ten hot dogs! That sounds pretty good to me!There really is something about joining forces with nature and using your body and limited supplies to enjoy what it offers. Not to mention the great workouts hiking, mmm s'mores, and ghost stories followed by the acoustic versions of expression. Splendid.I love to sing and dance like most people, but I like it typically when it is innapropriate and annoying. I never wanted to believe this before, but I I've finally realized I can be annoying. Actually, I think people are just so entertained and jealous of my creativity they say I am annoying to make me stop standing out and being awesome. You people should quit, because I won't :-P Or maybe I am just annoying. Dancing, is so much fun but has been nearly impossible lately. My version of dancinf is bending my knees and pointing my fingers. I swear I am packing on 30 lbs, and it's all in the tummy. Moving is one of my biggest challenges right now!I don't know if I like to work out, or if I like the way I feel during and after I work out, but depending on my energy levels, exercise is fun to do! I know people that aren’t complete without squeezing a workout in (and you know who you are, crazy freak!), which is great; I mean power to you… My favorite thing about working out is that it’s an opportunity I have everyday to push myself, and it’s all totally achievable. It's just another experience in life I can use to help me grow- and be better. That’s what I like! Plus, I like to get high on myself, if you know what I mean :)
All that aside, the basics of me is this: I am addicted to peach crisp, and lately peanut butter. What is up with pregnancy and peanut butter?! I guess you try to give it to your kid as much as you can while they can eat it because the first two years of life (if you are strict like me) comes with no peanut butter. What else? Ahh yes, my humor can be sickening... If I haven’t talked about poop with you yet, we might not be good friends! I never liked shopping in my life, until I turned 18 or 19, and then I went through a 4 year phase of it, but morning sickness combined with working in retail can work miracles in the shopping addict. And yes, it is a disease. I love family get-togethers, and it’s great because half of my family lives here in Austin! AUSTIN FAM WE NEED TO HAVE MORE GET TOGETHERS!!!I think a lot about life, and I am really into figuring out how I really feel about things. And to be honest, I have no idea how I feel about a lot of things… yet. I enjoy getting into deep conversations about it though. I am all about the Socrates quote “the unexamined life is not worth living.” I don’t think people that aren’t into knowing themselves should die, but I think they should find some meaning to the madness. I love white chocolate mousse from tcby, and will go out of my way any day to conquer my craving for it. I often consider opening my own tcby franchise, but that’s just ridiculous. I am a pervert.I may be an angel to you, but trust me, when no ones watching (and sometimes when they are), there’s a devilish side to my personality. I’m really into beauty. Real, untouched and naive beauty. It’s kind of funny… the movie American Beauty, the guy records the bag floating around and thinks it’s beautiful… I think that scene is funny and f*cking weird… but it’s true. Sometimes, it is too much, and it’s hard to take.On my way to work one day I found myself in a similar situation. I was driving (go figure) and there was a beach ball rolling down the road, in the middle of the day surrounded by 18 wheelers and dirty old cars… happily rolling down the street with it’s bright colors this beach ball. I was just sitting in my car watching, wondering what was going to happen, and thinking about my life and what I do with it everyday. Then it occurred to me, that the beach ball probably doesn’t know what the hell it’s doing either :)