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Max Ariel

don't be so scared. it's harder for me.

About Me


Hi. I am a boy named MAX and i am HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE with the idea of being HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE. but i never have anybody to be HEAD OVER HEELS IN LOVE with, so am always alone and PARTNERLESS. plus i have a HUGE fear of commitment and i never really let myself within an arms length from anyone ANYWAY so it will just never happen. ITS MY FAULT.
I am a HAIRSTYLIST. i always looking for new clients/friends. read my blog and look at all my BEAUTIFUL CLIENTS. message me if you need anything. most people need SOMETHING.
I am a DREAMER. i'd love to get a business degree and open my own SALON. i always rip out pictures and articles for inspiration but i hate the idea of going back to school. i love working and/or touring full time. it is very gradifying. EVEN WHEN I AM BROKE.
I am a PESIMIST. sometimes. i have this fear of being naive. i would RATHER BE A REALIST and not get my hopes up, then be dissapointed all the time. sometimes i think i miss out on alot of things because of this FEAR. when you are optimistic you go out on limbs and out of your comfort zone alot.
I am COWARD. my life revolves around past experiences. when things go wrong you LEARN FROM THEM. but i believe myself to be COLD AND CALUSSED from my history. i try to look forward but sometimes it is hard to face your fears. there is alot of things i want to do in life and i don't want to PUSH PEOPLE AWAY from me forever.
I am a DRUG ADDICT. no longer practicing of course. its been over SEVEN YEARS since i have drank alcohol or taken any drugs recreationally. i do like a cup of COFFEE and a few ADVIL when i have a headache at work, so don't confuse me with the straight edge. i APPRECIATE THE CULTURE entirely but due to my beliefs, i DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF part of the EXTREMIST MOVEMENT. i have learned to take are of myself over the years and i am proud of it. i have come a long way from my DARK PAST and i don't intend to return.
I am a BASSIST. i play in a band called THE EVIDENCE. if you like really HEAVY, MATHY, SPASTIC, and SMART sounding music then you just might enjoy us. if not, i understand. we are an acquired taste.
I am a VOCALIST. my other band is called A WELL THOUGHT TRAGEDY. we are way more like your TRADITIONAL, BRUTAL, METAL band with HARDCORE PARTS. i guess thats how this band wound up on Creep/Blackout Records. We are a bit more commercial i suppose, than the other band.
IF YOU WANT TO CHECK THEM OUT:
You can go to these URL links or just click on either of the HTML banners at the very top of this page.
www.Myspace.com/TheEvidenceBand
www.Myspace.com/aWellThoughtTragedy

My Interests

things that are WIRELESS, jazz, POCKET BILLIARDS, shoes, soda, ant farms, scarves, TEA, coats, cufflinks, CALCULATORS, furniture, turn tables, records, KISSING, making love, going to shows, painting, collaging, table tennis, DANCING, singing, sleeping, dreaming... but i can't list them all of course. i'm interested in millions of things, and millions of people.

I'd like to meet:



I am looking to be INSPIRED and i believe that everyone else is too. i want to be IN LOVE, and i want to FEEL PAIN. i want to LAUGH and CRY and be confused sometimes. i want to feel and i want to FEEL ALIVE.

I love meeting people. i am good at it. my life is always open and welcome to all males, BOTH REGULAR AND FE.

I want to be around people who UNDERSTAND ME. people who like BOTH of my bands even though they are very different. i am good at talking, and bad at listening. so THANK YOU FOR EVERY SECOND that you are even friends with me. i appreciate it, i swear.

My screen name is DANCESWITHMAX.

Music:

please come home, hot damn, para toda vida, the colour an shape, by the way, on a wire, calculating infinity, phantoms, the stings of consciousness, paint the town, trainwreck, from here to infirmary, destination beautiful, almost here, bleed american, the illusion of safety, transatlanticism, miss machine, face the mirror, sing the sorrow, jagged little pill, clarity, frail words collapse, californiacation, the oncoming storm, out of time, blueprints for the black market, the joshua tree, dream to make believe, stunt, the silent circus, god dammit, die for the government, tell all your friends, viessu, crossroad, razorblade suitcase, chroma, in motion, turn it around, picaresque, wincing the night away, toxicity, pinkerton, the places you have come to fear the most, confessing my love to the firing squad, futures, alaska, nevermind, for those who have heart, stadium arcadium, everythingthe art of drowning, i touch falls to pieces, good mourning, sixteenth stone, plans, dog problems, records, too bad you're beautiful, sunburn, something to write home about, the artist in the ambulance, dizzy up the girl, dookie, i am hollywood, decadence, the design, traveling without moving, on the six, pieces of you, experience, emotion is dead, breakaway, no strings attached, the emaculate collection, mother's milk, fantasy, songs about jane, yourself or someone like you, millenium, they make ber comercials like this, mirrors, on dear ears you plead your case, identity crisis, slowly going the way of the buffalo, bless the martyr and kiss the child, smash, moving units, black sails in the sunset, all we know is falling, spellbound, dark side of the moon, the oposite of december, give up, document, the battle of los angelos, thrillseeker, rodeo and piccaso, blood sugar sex magic, chutes too narrow, if we could only see us now, in response, haymaker, full callapse, they're only chasing safety, what to do when you are dead.

Movies:

pulp fiction, natural born killers, momento, 25th hour, resevior dogs, FOUR ROOMS, from dusk till dawn, full metal jacket, a clockwork orange, requiem for a dream, clerks, mallrats, chasing amy, DARK CITY, the rocky horror picture show, BACK TO THE FUTURE, stir of echoes, the devil's advocate, SLEEPLESS IN SEATLE, my best friends wedding, notting hill, now and then, somethings gotta give, say anything, when harry met sally, KISSING JESSICA STEIN, the island, a beautiful mind, hide and seek, MYSTIC RIVER, the interpreter, love accually, star wars and anything that stephen king wrote. his movies are never as good as his novels but i always feel like they are well done. very scary.

Television:

i dont really watch alot of television because i am rarely home and i HATE BEING SCHEDULED by the networks. the only shows i have truly gotten a chance to get into are all shows that came out with SEASONS ON DVD. i guess you could say i did like alot of television shows a few years back when i was a youngster. we will divide them into dated shows, i guess, and current shows.

Books:

most of my favorite books are just the ones i read when i was GOING THROUGH A HARD TIME, so they are all completely arbitrary. Rose Madder (stephen king) i read in a HALFWAY HOUSE, and i stuck with him for a while through JAIL with Needful Things, A REHAB with Geralds Game, and FOSTER CARE with Christine. other books i read at somepoint and remember liking were The Andromeda Strain (chrighton) Farenheight 451 (bradbury) Slaughterhouse Five (vonnegut) A Little Fate (Nora Roberts) and that book The Giver from like ELEMENTARY SCHOOL. My favorite book is still ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS by Bill Wilson. it is a wonderful tale READ BY A DRUNK OR OTHERWISE.

Heroes:

people that try new things and IMPROVE THE WORLD. some people do it with music, some people invent tools, hair products, fashion designing, childrens toys, or any other form of technological introduction. I SALUT YOU. you bent the rules and created a breakthrough. you made the world happy and EXPRESSED YOURSELVES at the same time. MAYBE SOMEDAY that will be me.

My Blog

Yes, I am hair stylist.

Unfortunately I have had bad luck working in a salon and being in a touring band at the same time. It seems as though both tasks have been dreams of mine, and they are both constantly battling eachoth...
Posted by Max Ariel on Wed, 21 Sep 2005 10:52:00 PST