Natalie

Natalie - a female given name: from a Latin word meaning “birthday.”

Slightly Ironic since I never celebrate mine. Im a firm believer in my grandmas words when she once said: "every single day should be cherished, not just November 15th of each year." She passed away In September of 2005. No one can ever hurt me more than her death did. Shes in a better place? where is this place?. Though Ive changed in time, softened, symbolized, and taken apart, On a daily basis I find myself expanding not only my mind, but my heart. I know what I want to become and I know what Im capable of because of the person who has stood by me for seventeen years. He has taught me to keep my head up, and my shoulders back. ( I love you dad). Ive never been the type to look before I leap, so he is always the one to sort my thoughts when my head explodes onto the ceiling. Im obsessed with human interaction, Epictestus, astronomy and philosophy. Im tired of waiting for things that never come. I write more than I speak, and love alone time. Im always in a state of constant change, thats what keeps life exiting. Everyday you see me will be the best day of my life. I comprehend things and try my hardest to make the best out of them. I am constantly getting aimed at, but Im able to consume hits because of the beings I choose to place around my head, more importantly, my heart. Nothing could ever make me happier than the sunshine In the sky. Its Impossible to tear me away from love itself, and even harder to get me not to believe in myself. Wednesday is, and will continue to be my release. Its the day I choose to vent, reconstruct and replace any negative thoughts with good vibes and pure souls. Options are endless at this point, and I will no longer deny anyone help.

Have a nice day.