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☆The past is only the future with the lights on!

caleb95

About Me


Three passions have governed my life: The longings for love, the search for knowledge, And unbearable pity for the suffering.
Love brings ecstasy and relieves loneliness. In the union of love I have seen In a mystic miniature the prefiguring vision Of the heavens that saints and poets have imagined.
With equal passion I have sought knowledge. I have wished to understand the hearts of people. I have wished to know why the stars shine.
Love and knowledge led upwards to the heavens, But always pity brought me back to earth; Cries of pain reverberated in my heart Of children in famine, of victims tortured And of old people left helpless. I long to alleviate the evil, but I cannot, And I too suffer.
This has been my life; I found it worth living.

My Interests

The 2 greatest girls I know! Friendship is a knot tied by angels' hands One kiss breaches the distance between friendship and love

I'd like to meet:

It is better to conquer yourself than to win a thousand battles. Then the victory is yours. It cannot be taken from you, not by angels or by demons, heaven or hell.

My Blog

something.

Sailing, sailing away from you. I'm leaving, everything I had from you. And I say, is this the answer to what it's supposed to be? Am I leaving, or is it you that's leaving me? I don't know what to sa...
Posted by The past is only the future with the lights on! on Fri, 18 Jan 2008 05:49:00 PST

Dream of the day.

If there ever was a day, where I could say I love you, it'd be that day. The air was so sweet, and the sky was so blue, I knew our love was true. I held when you cried, I wiped the tears fro...
Posted by The past is only the future with the lights on! on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:53:00 PST

Conflicted

Alcohol I'm Downing This Bathtub I'm Drowning These razor blades in my skin cut so thin. Bleeding on floor wanting more. Sittin here, I feel the fear. Skin is blue and black, can't go back. Blood is ...
Posted by The past is only the future with the lights on! on Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:21:00 PST