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About Me


Create Your Own!i really don't know what to say about myself... i'm kind of shy i guess, usually pretty self conscious, and tend to be kind of quiet, but i actually do love to talk and be spontaneous if i want to be. i don't think a lot of people understand me and think i'm weird, but that's ok... i tend to worry too much... i love music and thoroughly enjoy going to see bands as much as i can because i'd rather do that than go out to bars and waste all my money. my dream is to go into film and now i'm in vancouver to go to film school for a year so i can pursue acting as a career.i also have a xanga site that i write on every once and awhile. check it out if you feel so inclined...one of the reasons why i don't eat chicken:

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My Interests

i love: music, going to shows, dancing at shows, hanging out with friends, fake meat, all my animal friends, my little pony, late nights, bright colors, floppy veggie weiners, soy cheese and buns, acting, rainbows and rainbow brite kinda goes along with that, creating havoc, i have an unhealthy addiction to trail mix and hummus and crackers, i like shopping for vintage and thriftstore clothing, going for adventures in the easter mobile, and hot showers... .. width="425" height="350" .. Which SLC Punk are you?
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I'd like to meet:

dennis lyxzen, marisa tomei, charlie kaufman, tim burton, johnny depp, to name a few...

Music:

music makes me happy:) some of the stuff i enjoy: REFUSED, the wolfnote, the operators, scatter the ashes, the bled, interpol, sigur ros, peter bjorn and john, moneen, stars, modest mouse, cornelius, no doubt, saul williams, choke, fractal pattern, rise against, nevertheless, tapes 'n tapes, the go! team, avenged sevenfold, the stills, death by stereo, the islands, the bedouin sound clash, lcd soundsystem, the national, death cab for cutie, hot hot heat, the corta vita, bouncing souls, joel plaskett emergency, youth group, at the drive in, whitey houston, ugly casanova, every time i die, phoenix, the kasuals, shout out out out out, cat power, kissing tigers, thrice, firetheft, thursday, le tigre, ted leo and the pharmacists, bloc party, chad vangaalen, osker, you say party! we say die!, statistics, tsunami bomb, the mars volta, broken social scene, five o clock charlie, beastie boys, rancid, iron and wine, minus the bear, comeback kid, pinback, 88 fingers louie, arcade fire, the blameits, fruitbats, the clash, tom vek, hot chip, halloween alaska, misery signals, sylvie, killswitch engage, t(i)nc, bouncing souls, death from above 1979, clap your hands say yeah!, dismemberment plan, the boy least likely to, the johnsons, change methodical, postal service, tiger army, beatsteaks, neutral milk hotel, alkaline trio, hot water music, tegan and sara, the lovely feathers, luke doucet, dead city serpents, architecture in helsinki, mountain goats, converge, millencolin, pretty girls make graves, tv on the radio, feist, the weakerthans, the most serene republic, lost patrol, the anniversary, femme fatale, love is all, giant drag, deefhoof, sarah blasko, ben kweller, wolf parade, the list could go on...

Movies:

The Nightmare Before Christmas, Brick, Garden State, Edward Scissorhands, Benny and Joon, Adaptation, Beetlejuice, Ghost World, SLC Punk, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Mysterious Skin, the Science of Sleep, Donnie Darko, Me and You and Everyone We Know, Thumbsucker, The Life Aquatic, Squid and the Whale, The United States of Leland, Little Miss Sunshine...

Television:

six feet under, scrubs, the office, arrested development, heroes, futurama, hockey, discovery channel, beautiful people, i used to watch roswell religiously, and i still love clone high and conan when ever i get the chance to watch it. other than that i never watch tv...

Books:

The Meloncholy Death of Oyster Boy and Other Stories by Tim Burton, The Unbearable Lightness of Being

Heroes:

nicki is my hero... she doesn't take anyone's bullshit and is one of the strongest people i know. sometimes i wish i had her confidence and ability to talk to people easier, but i guess that's what makes us different and unique. she's all business woman-like now, and puts up with the kinda crap at work that i would never be able to handle. that girl nicki definitely rocks!

My Blog

hello my name is bluebell

Don't stop moving.I'm not allowed to stop moving. I can't stop thinking.The gears are fucking grinding in my brain.This coldness seems to seep into every crack in the room.Every crack in my skin.A fro...
Posted by soup on Sun, 06 May 2007 02:07:00 PST

ugly

well i think yesterday and today have been the perfect fall days... the weather has been beautiful; barely any clouds in the sky, leaves on the ground, colorful leaves in the trees, and leaves blowing...
Posted by soup on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:33:00 PST

mars volta etc....

so I went to the used/alexisonfire/underoath show at the agricom on monday night... i missed part of underoath's set because i had to work til 7 and got there late, which pissed me off because th...
Posted by soup on Thu, 22 Sep 2005 02:49:00 PST

another one...

I wrote this about a month or so ago, but I just found it, so I thought I'd post it...   Select me from the crowd define me with your smile forget that outside there are clouds in the sky let tha...
Posted by soup on Sun, 11 Sep 2005 03:07:00 PST

the lashes obsolete

Another night turned cold rotting under the flesh of anxiety happiness mutilated by the pure misunderstanding of humanity The bitter taste of lonliness resonates upon the tongue like a broken record p...
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

another poem

Empty stomachs feed the stubborn climax resistant glances reinforce the broken bottles and dirty hands. These sparks burn our clothes, brand our minds with the incessant desire to change ourselves. Th...
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

believe that it could come to this

Rewind the rain storm Remove all tearducts Unwrap you scarlet ribbon and rip out the stiches proudly watch your sharp blade fall. the stars won't come out tonight but your hair will burn in the fire o...
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

stupid shack

my job is making me angry... i keep getting stuck out in the 10th hole concession shack at the golf course and it's never that busy when im out there and today i made $3 in tips on top of the $6 an ho...
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

my ass is sore

my ass is sore because i'm supposed to be doing homework, but instead i'm just sitting at this stupid computer doing random stuff, like checking myspace, which really should not be important at all ri...
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

i am slowly going crazy 123456...789

man life is hectic and busy and all that good stuff right now, i have tons of drama productions this week so that should be interesting. i am tired. and have to go set up now. adios amigos.
Posted by soup on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST