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About Me

Sometimes I try to convince myself that I am okay. I tell myself that I am pretty easy-going guy that has my shit together. Eventually, I am sure that this self-control of all my thoughts and feelings will slip through my fingers and I will either become a renown revolutionary,or (more likely)... a crazy old man. I have a song going through my head 24/7. Sometimes this song matches the song that is flowing through my blood, screaming from the bottom of my heart, sometimes it is the themesong from TinTin or Fraggle Rock. But there's always a song. I often try to look for the good things in life, but I find this very hard to do with the state of the world as it is today. The corruption. The hopelessness. The neverending exploitation of anything or anyone that could possibly be used to make a buck or two. I still smile and wear a brave face for the truest of friends and the best family a guy could ask for, but the despair that I feel about the world is buried deep within. However, this despair can easily be hidden up with a little sideways grin and maybe even a totally outrageous statement. This way, everyone will think that everything is all A-OK and that any serious issues can be simply laughed away, as it is payday today, after all. I can appear to have no feelings, no heart, no emotion at all. I can be a machine. But inside, I'm crying. Not for me, and not for you, but for everything else in the world that is so evil, corrupt, and tragic. I am desperate to help. I want to find a way to change this insane world. And to do that, I think it is up to me - not you or anybody else - to be the one to find an answer and save the world. If I can only save myself first... Home | Browse | Search | Invite | Film | Mail | Blog | Favorites | Forum | Groups | Events | Videos | Music | Comedy | Classifieds

My Interests

these are a few of my general interests:the end of world poverty, the fight against police brutality, reducing my own personal impact on changing the climate, air and water pollution reduction, anarchy, death by stereo. I want to makepovertyhistory and do whatever I can for Engineers Without Borders with my degree and help people that need help.

I'd like to meet:

whether alive or dead, these people are all amazing: Desmond Tutu, Kofi Anan, George Orwell, Elie Weisel, Bill Cosby, Dr. David Suzuki, Johnny Carson, Jello Biafra, maybe Henry Rollins, Layne Staley (AIC), Mike Ness (SocialD), Sir Isaac Newton, Edgar Allan Poe, Adam Sandler, David Spade, Edward Norton, John Malkovich, and Jerry Seinfeld. Also Mr. Engel.
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Music:

DbS, old A7X, AIC, Alk 3, AFI, PtW, DKM, PW, MGB, death cab for cutie, raised fist, tsunami bomb, ignite, boysetsfire, osker, pulley, millencolin, strike anywhere, satanic surfers, guttermouth, the unseen, the virus, walls of jericho, chidren of bodom, at the gates, radiohead, fractal pattern, choke, social distortion, generic punk: nofx, bad religion, rancid, anti-flag, and for a change: muse, smile empty soul, gershwin, the blackheart procession, weezer's blue album, silverchair, black label society, glenn danzig, hayden, city and colour. (+ country tunes on occasion.)

Movies:

An Inconvenient Truth, Blood Diamond, The Constant Gardener, Crash, The Shining, Hotel Rwanda, Bowling for Columbine, Farenheit 9/11, LOTR, Star Wars III, Traffic, Gangs of NY, The Decline of Western Civilization, Toy Story 2, The Wedding Singer, Army of Darkness, Empire Records.

Television:

All in the Family, Seinfeld, The Raccoons, Drew Carey, The Late Show with Dave Letterman!

Books:

1984, LOTR, The DaVinci Code, Confessions of An Economic Hitman, American Hardcore: A Tribal History, Fury's Hour, and Harry Potter is actually pretty damn' amazing.

Heroes:

I am my own hero.I am 53% Grunge.
.. I am pretty dirty, all right and, I reek of teen spirit... I would sell my own children for a moldy hotpocket, man. Take the
Grunge Test
@ FualiDotComI am 55% Metal Head.
.. I rock just as hard as the rest of the thrash set, except when no ones looking I like to get down with a little "More than a Feeling." Take the
Metal Head Test
@ FualiDotComI am 60% Punk Rock.
.. The intelligent punk. Tuff and Smart. I may be able to maintain a train of thought long enough... What the fuck was I talking about? Take the
Punk Rock Test
@ FualiDotComI am 21% Emo.
.. Okay... so I'm not emo at all.. I am probably not even goth, because goths are just messed up emo kids... I am probably a metal head... or into boy bands... Take the
Emo Test
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My Blog

discs

to pick up when i get money: new: unearth, anti-flag, misery signals, good riddance, dragonforce, nightwish.  any: blood for blood, call on my brothers (ignite), danzig, misfits...  ...
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:14:00 PST

movielist

to see or see again: constant gardener, little miss sunshine, crash, farenheit 9/11, the awful truth series, bowling for columbine, hotel rwanda, apocalypse now, full metal jacket, the decline of west...
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 10:05:00 PST

booklist

to read or read again:confessions of an economic hitman, perkins;  the end of poverty, sachs; bill bryson's african diary; tragedy of the commons (article); am. hxc, blush; fury's hour: a (sort o...
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 09:33:00 PST

Do you ever feel like?

YOUR HEAD IS GONNA EXPLODE? well if you do, be rest assured that you are not alone.        
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:22:00 PST

Defining Hardcore

Before we begin&   I would like to try and answer the question what is hardcore? But in doing this, I am sure everyone has theyre own personal view on what it should include and not include.&n...
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Thu, 08 Dec 2005 10:51:00 PST

why i like death by stereo:

why i like death by stereo:   they are coming to play 3 shows in alberta in november. bc only gets one. saskatchewan: zero. manitoba: zero. i will bring the lucky.   "DO YOU HEAR WHAT IM SAY...
Posted by |eternalstrength| on Sat, 15 Oct 2005 12:35:00 PST