You know who you are |
How can I watch you disappear?
How can I just SIT here and smile at you?
How can I keep talking like nothing's changed?
How can I live with myself?
I can't.
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Posted by on Wed, 07 Feb 2007 13:13:00 GMT |
straightening out |
Things get sad and confusing. But I love my life. I love my family. I love my friends. And I love my boyfriend. I am truly blessed. I don't show it enough. I have been taking this all for granted. God...
Posted by on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 09:30:00 GMT |
i forgot to mention pumpkin pie |
I'm trying to keep going and stop screwing up!!!! A thousand miles an hour!!! Help me Lord!!!
You are faithful and I don't doubt it! You are here and I can feel it.
Everything is changing and I'm hol...
Posted by on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 12:05:00 GMT |
STUPID WEDNESDAY!!! |
EVERYTHING IS FALLING APART AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO FIX IT! I WANT TO FIX IT!!! I HATE CRYING AT WORK!!! STUPID SLOW, SAD WEDNESDAY!!!
Posted by on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 10:32:00 GMT |
I Will Never Forget |
Middle of the day. Lying in the middle of an open field on my tummy. The whole day spent in silence. 40 some odd degrees. No food. No drink. So thirsty. Cant leave this blissful moment. The small of m...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Jul 2006 09:37:00 GMT |
My heart today |
I have been feeling this hole inside my heart lately. Not that Im not happy. I am. But a void somewhere. A longing from within me so strong. It eats at me day after day. Every morning the same routine...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Jun 2006 13:04:00 GMT |
A 10:15 Prayer |
I surrender all of my insecurities and doubts to you God. They are holding me back and I am choosing to walk away from them. I give myself over to you. I will love without caution. You have given me m...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Apr 2006 09:17:00 GMT |
The Deceptiveness of Strawberries...(Someone HAD to say it!) |
Dear God,
I havent fallen away from you. I know you. I believe. What changed? Why is there more sadness than laughing now? Why are my tears so frozen? I ask who you are and where have you gone?...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Apr 2006 13:11:00 GMT |
gasp!!! ewwww..don't hit on me!!! |
So I have a past!
Ok, I CONTINUALLY have people coming up to me assuming I'm perfect or something silly like that. As though I've never done anything bad in my entire lifes existance. Its aggravating....
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 12:48:00 GMT |
My day today...whimpers |
Today has been disappointing. :( Tear.
Posted by on Fri, 27 Jan 2006 11:10:00 GMT |
