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bad actress

shinykid

About Me



i was born in bright and sunny california
my parents divorced
and i was dragged to wisconsin
i love my friends
so it's ok that i am here
milwaukee is a good time
i work at the lovely metro market
i'm terminally single
i dye my hair bi-weekly
someday i'm gonna be a rockstar

aim - peachyeffingkeen

My Interests

The hurt inside is unexplainable
The pain shines through that dark door
Into your world of shiny examples of humanoids
At least through your eyes

So what drives them away?

I strive for perfection
In various ways
Reach for the stars
And you’ll go far
A common misconception
Manipulated suggestion

Hiding in the corner of my brain
Cigarettes and coffee sustain
The ounce of sanity that remains
Theres no one to blame
Oh what a shame

Vanity (fleeting) pleading
Make way
For self doubt
It’s stronger
Lasts longer
Although of the first I’m fonder

Some kind of curse
Must flow through my veins
I only pretended to be
A few versions of me
Don’t hang up the phone
I don’t want to be alone

Drawing pictures in my mind
Of a place I’ve never seen
A place that you would call a dream
Why can’t this be my reality?

I'd like to meet:

SUPERMAN

Music:

bile
manson
deadsy
primer 55
killswitch engage
ladytron
peaches
freezepop
40 below summer
grateful dead
kotton mouth kings
pink floyd
rob zombie
nirvana
sublime
dj tomcraft
RA
briteny spears
lily allen
MSI
bob marley
alanis morrisette
rancid
skinny puppy
shiny toy guns
goldfrapp
scissors for lefty
yeah yeah yeahs
dresden dolls
portis head
cher
fiona apple

Movies:

eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

Heroes:

ur mom

My Blog

there will probably be an explination soon

blatantly obvious strange power over me senses manipulate my head can you control these feelings? separate myself from this out the door i'm searching for it for control, common sense my weakness i...
Posted by bad actress on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 12:09:00 PST

dear boy

i can't stop thinking about you.i've always liked youand you seem to be the kind of guywho would fit the directon my life is heading perfectlybut you live too faryet so close.life teases me with youan...
Posted by bad actress on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 04:56:00 PST

Two new fabulous song titles...

Are we still having phone sex?And i'm not white... (you know what i mean right?)
Posted by bad actress on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:48:00 PST

Oh

it wasnt realit never wasjust an excuseto get you offbut not for meyou were my worldi gave it alland i got hurtlets not pretendthat you were truedont pretendi ment nothing to youwhat should be donewha...
Posted by bad actress on Fri, 20 Apr 2007 12:42:00 PST

bah

On Vacation. mmmblah. Only gone out once. boooooooring.
Posted by bad actress on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:25:00 PST

thoughts

I feel like I need to write. An idea, a poem, a story. An endless sea of words for me to drown in. Overthinking myself often happens. So many theories, about everything. I'm constantly drowning in tho...
Posted by bad actress on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 03:03:00 PST

pretty please

someone buy me a hello kitty toaster
Posted by bad actress on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 03:48:00 PST

hahahahahaha

...
Posted by bad actress on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 04:18:00 PST

bah

boys fucking suck.
Posted by bad actress on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

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Posted by bad actress on Thu, 29 Mar 2007 07:50:00 PST