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Inimical

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About Me

I'm a cynical, funny, sarcastic, self-loathing, self-centered, deep-rooted, nerdy, eccentric, unlucky, socially phobic, nervous, fantasizing, clumsy, lazy, vengeful, distrusting, lonely bitter loser of nearly everything he ever truly cared about who's hiding in his shell and doesn't really care to ever come out.

Overall, I'm a fairly normal guy.

My Interests

Brazil
Cartoons
Childhood
Common sense
Death
Dreams and the subconscious
Failure
Footbag
Technicalities
The English language
Video games

I'd like to meet:

Pretty much no one...

Music:

A Life Once Lost
Amorphis
A Perfect Circle
As Cities Burn
As Hope Dies
A Silver Mt. Zion
At The Drive In
Becoming The Archetype
Behemoth
Beloved (US)
Between The Buried And Me
Big Dumb Face
Black Sabbath
Blind The Fold
Blindside
Blood Has Been Shed
Bloodsimple
Botch
Brazil
Bright Eyes
Burn The Priest
Burnt By The Sun
Burst
Bush
Candiria
Cave In
Chimaira
Circa Survive
Circle Takes The Square
cKy
Cleric
Coal Chamber
Codeseven
Coheed And Cambria
Collective Soul
Controlling The Famous
Converge
Crossbreed
Crotchduster
Cult Of Luna
Cursive
Darkest Hour
Deadbird
Death Cab For Cutie
Deftones
Dillinger Escape Plan
Dimmu Borgir
Dredg
Drowningman
Eighteen Visions
Electric Wizard
Elliott Smith
Eminem
E. Town Concrete
Every Time I Die
Explosions In The Sky
Factory 81
Fantomas
Fear Factory
Finch
Froglick
Glassjaw
God Forbid
Haste
He Is Legend
High On Fire
Hopesfall
Illborn
Incubus
Into Eternity
Ion Dissonance
ISIS
Jurassic 5
Kaddisfly
Khanate
Killswitch Engage (w/Jesse)
Kittie
Lacuna Coil
Lamb Of God
Losa
Mare
Marilyn Manson
Mastodon
Meshuggah
Metallica (old shit, of course)
Mindless Self Indulgence
Minus
Misery Index
Misery Signals
Mouth Of The Architect
Mr. Bungle
Mudvayne
Nasum
Neurosis
Nile
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
Norma Jean (w/ Josh)
Nothingface
Old Man's Child
Old Man Gloom
Opeth
Otep
Parallax
Paria
Peeping Tom
Pig Destroyer
Pink Floyd
Poison The Well
Project 86
Radiation4
Radiohead
Rage Against The Machine
Refused
Reveille
Rise Against
Rosetta
Scarlet
Scars Of Tomorrow
Sepultura
Sevendust
Shadows Fall
Sigur Ros
Silent Drive
Simon Says
Skinlab
Sleepytime Gorilla Museum
Slipknot
Snot
Society's Finest
Soilwork
Soulfly
Sound Tribe Sector Nine
Spineshank
Spitfire
Sublime
Suffocation
Sunny Day Real Estate
Taproot
10 Years
The Appleseed Cast
The Chariot
The Crown
The Deadlights
The End
The Fire Theft
The Flaming Lips
The Good Life
The Haunted
The Hope Conspiracy
The Mars Volta
The Minor Times
The Postal Service
The Red Chord
The Secret
The Smashing Pumpkins
The Snake The Cross The Crown
The Used
These Arms Are Snakes
311
Thursday
Today Is The Day
Tool
Unearthly Trance
Vaux
Vehemence
Vision of Disorder
White Zombie
Wilco
Will Haven
Zao

Movies:

101 Dalmatians (1961)
2001: A Space Odyssey
21 Grams
25th Hour
28 Days Later
8 1/2
A Beautiful Mind
A Christmas Story
A Clockwork Orange
A League Of Their Own
A Mighty Wind
A Night At The Roxbury
Airplane!
Alice In Wonderland
Almost Famous
Amelie
American Beauty
American History X
American Pie
American Psycho
Anchorman
Annie Hall
Apollo 13
Austin Powers: International Man of Mystery
Austin Powers: The Spy Who Shagged Me
Back To The Future
Back To The Future Part II
Barton Fink
Basic
Batman
Batman Returns
Batman Forever
Batman Begins
Beetle Juice
Behind Enemy Lines
Being John Malkovich
BIG
Big Fish
Billy Madison
Blade Runner
Blazing Saddles
Bloodsimple
Blow
Bongwater
Boogie Nights
Bottle Rocket
Bram Stoker's Dracula
Brazil
Bubble Boy
Caddyshack
Cape Fear (1991)
Casablanca
Casino
Catch Me If You Can
Charlie And The Chocolate Factory
Chasing Amy
Christmas Vacation
Citizen Kane
City Of God
CKY
Close Encounters Of The Third Kind
Collateral
Coneheads
Confessions Of A Dangerous Mind
Conspiracy Theory
Constantine
Corpse Bride
Crash
Dawn Of The Dead (1978)
Dawn Of The Dead (2004)
Day Of The Dead
Dazed And Confused
Dead Poets Society
Death To Smoochy
Dennis The Menace
Die Hard
Dirty Work
Dodgeball
Dogma
Don't Say A Word
Donnie Darko
Dr. Strangelove Or How I Learned To Stop Worrying And Love The Bomb
Dragonfly
Dude, Where's My Car?
Dumb And Dumber
Edward Scissorhands
Encino Man
Eraserhead
Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind
Face/Off
Falling Down
Fargo
Fear And Loathing In Las Vegas
Felix The Cat: The Movie
Fight Club
Finding Nemo
Finding Neverland
Following
Forever Young
Forrest Gump
Frailty
Frida
From Hell
Full Metal Jacket
Gangs Of New York
Garden State
Gattaca
Ghost Busters
Girl, Interrupted
Gladiator
Goldeneye
Gone With The Wind
GoodFellas
Good Will Hunting
Gremlins
GRINDHOUSE
Groundhog Day
Half Baked
Halloween
Harry And The Hendersons
Harry Potter And The Sorcerer's Stone
Harry Potter And The Chamber Of Secrets
Harry Potter And The Prizoner Of Azkaban
Harry Potter And The Goblet Of Fire
Heathers
Helter Skelter (2004)
Hero
Hide And Seek
High Tension
Hook
House Of 1000 Corpses
House Of Flying Daggers
House Of Sand And Fog
Idendtity
Igby Goes Down
I ♥ Huckabees
It's A Mad, Mad, Mad, Mad World
It's A Wonderful Life
Jack
Jackie Brown
James And The Giant Peach
Josie And The Pussycats
Jurassic Park
K-PAX
Kill Bill
L.A. Confidential
Land Of The Dead
Layer Cake
Legends Of The Fall
Lemony Snicket's A Series Of Unfortunate Events
Liar Liar
Life As A House
Little Shop Of Horrors
Loser
Lost Souls
Love Liza
Magnolia
Mallrats
Man Bites Dog
Man Of The Century
Man On The Moon
Matchstick Men
Me, Myself & Irene
Meet Joe Black
Memento
Minority Report
Monsters, Inc.
Monty Python's And Now For Something Completely Different
Monty Python And The Holy Grail
Monty Python's Life Of Brian
Monty Python's The Meaning Of Life
Moulin Rouge!
Mr. & Mrs. Smith
Mr. Deeds
Mr. Holland's Opus
Mulholland Dr.
Murder By Numbers
Mystic River
Newsies
Night Of The Living Dead
Nightmare On Elm Street
Not Another Teen Movie
October Sky
Office Space
Old School
One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest
One Hour Photo
Orange County
Patch Adams
Payback
Phenomenon
Pi
Pirates Of The Caribbean: The Curse Of The Black Pearl
Pirates Of The Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest
Pleasantville
Poltergeist
Powder
Pride And Prejudice (1995 & 2005)
Primal Fear
Psycho
Pulp Fiction
Radio Flyer
Rain Man
Ransom
Reality Bites
Requiem For A Dream
Reservoir Dogs
Resident Evil
Resident Evil: Apocalypse
Ripley's Game
Road To Perdition
Robin Hood: Prince Of Thieves
Rubin And Ed
Running Scared
Rushmore
Saved!
Saving Silverman
Saw
Saw II
Scarface
Scotland, PA
Scrooged
Secret Window
Session 9
Se7en
Seven Years In Tibet
Shadow Of The Vampire
Shallow Hal
Shattered Glass
Shaun Of The Dead
Silent Hill
Sin City
Sleepy Hollow
Smokin' Aces
Snatch
South Park: Bigger, Longer and Uncut
Spaceballs
Spirited Away
Spun
Star Wars: Episode I - The Phantom Menace
Star Wars: Episode II - Attack of the Clones
Star Wars: Episode III - Revenge of the Sith
Star Wars: Episode IV - A New Hope
Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back
Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi
Sunset Boulevard
Super Troopers
Suspect Zero
Taxi Driver
Terminator 2: Judgment Day
That Thing You Do!
The 40-Year-Old Virgin
The Amityville Horror (2005)
The Bad Seed
The Big Lebowski
The Birds
The Boondock Saints
The Butterfly Effect
The Cable Guy
The Chronicles Of Narnia: The Lion, The Witch, And The Wardrobe
The Dangerous Lives Of Altar Boys
The Dark Crystal
The Descent
The Devil's Rejects
The Doors
The Elephant Man
The Emperor's Club
The Family Man
The Final Cut
The Glass House
The Green Mile
The Hot Chick
The Incredibles
The Jacket
The Life Aquatic With Steve Zissou
The Life Of David Gale
The Lord Of The Rings: The Fellowship Of The Ring
The Lord Of The Rings: The Two Towers
The Lord Of The Rings: Return Of The King
The Machinist
The Matrix
The Matrix: Reloaded
The Matrix: Revolutions
The Negotiator
The Nightmare Before Christmas
The Ninth Gate
The Outsiders
The Princess Bride
The Ring
The Rock
The Royal Tenenbaums
The Sandlot
The Score
The Shawshank Redemption
The Shining
The Shipping News
The Sixth Sense
The Sum Of All Fears
The Talented Mr. Ripley
The Texas Chainsaw Massacare
The Third Man
The Truman Show
The United States Of Leland
The Untouchables
The Usual Suspects
The Witches
The Wizard Of Oz
Thelma & Louise
This Is Spinal Tap
Tommy
Tommy Boy
Toy Story
Traffic
Trainspotting
Twelve Monkeys
V For Vendetta
Van Wilder
Vanilla Sky
Walt Disney Presents: Robin Hood
Wayne's World
West Side Story
Weekend At Bernie's
What About Bob?
What Dreams May Come
What Lies Beneath
What's Eating Gilbert Grape
Who Framed Roger Rabbit
Willy Wanka & The Chocolate Factory
X-Men
X2
Young Frankenstein
Zoolander

Television:

Æon Flux
Aqua Teen Hunger Force
Beavis And Butthead
Clone High
Daria
Eureeka's Castle
Family Guy
Fraggle Rock
House M.D.
Invader Zim
Looney Tunes
Rocko's Modern Life
South Park
The O.C.
The Sifl & Olly Show
Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (original series)
The Simpsons

Books:

Fantasy/Science fiction.
Enough said.

Heroes:



My Blog

If you were watching...

Memories of days passed flash more frequently than usual as of late.  I do my best to ignore them, but perhaps that's the reason behind their persistence.  They come quickly, shocking my mus...
Posted by Inimical on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 07:28:00 PST

Constructing a spaceship whilst living in your own world

The taste still lingers, but that was ages ago.  I ran.  I ran until I couldn't remember why I was running.  I guess it's caught up with me, only with a new face.  It rankles,...
Posted by Inimical on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 12:27:00 PST

I only talk to myself anymore

I'll never take you up on anything you have to offer. I don't deserve it anyway. Yeah, the pessimist speaks and the optimist advises. It's better this way. You can't deny that. It won't matter in...
Posted by Inimical on Sun, 18 Feb 2007 08:24:00 PST

Internal struggles of a would-be serial killer

Nothing important ever happens.  Nothing important ever changes.  Perhaps I'm being too critical.  Perhaps I am exactly right.  Will I ever do anything to disprove myself?  No...
Posted by Inimical on Sun, 15 Oct 2006 02:12:00 PST

The mask worn by someone coming out of hiding

Is it time?  I'm not ready, but okay...Hibernation has not been as comfortable as it had at first seemed.  Sure, I feel better.  I also feel worse.  Most of all, I feel the same as...
Posted by Inimical on Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:40:00 PST

Trusting the words of a Cynic

Be selective regarding the things with which you choose to concern yourself.  Recycle, but don't worry if that soda is rotting your teeth.  Help a friend in need, but ignore your personal pr...
Posted by Inimical on Mon, 19 Jun 2006 05:31:00 PST

The bitter stench of burning bridges

The thief and his older brother have gone missing and an old acquaintance wishes I had heard from them.  Sadly for her, happily for me, I haven't.  "They need some serious help."  ...
Posted by Inimical on Sat, 27 May 2006 04:00:00 PST

The professional escape artist's curse

You wanted more from me than I was willing to give.  It's not that I'm stubborn; I just don't see the point in closing myself and everyone else out just for you.  I get it.  You want it...
Posted by Inimical on Thu, 20 Apr 2006 03:07:00 PST

Nothing more

The color has been drained and washed down the gutter.  Was it the rain or had something greater robbed everything of its hues?  I don't let it bother me too much as long as t...
Posted by Inimical on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 09:25:00 PST

A feeling unfelt

Something I care about deeply has turned up missing.  It's not friendship, because I never truly sought that in the first place.  It's not really anything I can pin down and define.  Mo...
Posted by Inimical on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 12:58:00 PST