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Tyler

When the light gets into your heart, baby.

About Me

I'm ready to leave, and i'm being held back...but you should know that I am content with who I am. I know I have flaws, and we all do. I love life, even at it's darkest, even when all I feel is hatred and sorrow. I will never quit. I will always try to love what i'm doing. I will always dream. My name is Tyler.learn more about me, here:http://www.nexopia.com/profile.php?uid=257764

My Interests

Music, in all it's glorious forms...wether i am listening to it and enjoying it or creating it myself. Movies. I love movies. Art. Vinyl. Tattoo's. Piercing's. Suspension. Solemnity. Being out of it and listening to music that bends my spinal cord. Losing touch with things, if only for a minute. Being bipolar. Thinking about the essence of all human existence, wether it involves the actual way time functions or the ability for mankind to change what they percieve subconciously. Floating your soul in a river of emotion. Laughing at people who threaten you. Never worrying. Sleeping. Driving. Cuddling. Sex. The aftermath. The war. The signs that every single one of us will die, on our own, in our own way. Being a slave to consumerism and loving it.

I'd like to meet:

People who are human, in a lethargically open way, with no restrictions set upon themselves.

Music:

Just about everything, with the exception of new country music, "chick rap" (chingy, p-diddy, nelly, etc) and ethnic music (with the exception of tuvian throat singing, that's neat).

Movies:

way too many to mention.

Television:

Heroes, Millenium, Carnivale, Soprano's, Oz, Reno 911, Family Guy, Simpsons, Boomtown, Chappelle's Show, Curb Your Enthusiasm, Twilight Zone (the original one), Twin Peaks, Unsolved Mysteries, Robot Chicken, Mr. Show, Kids In The Hall, X-Men: The Animated Series, Batman: The Animated Series, Batman Beyond, Justice League.

Books:

Above Black, The Club Dumas, So You Wanna Be A Rock & Roll Star?, Alchemy: An Introduction To The Symbolism And The Psychology, Illium, Olympos, 100 Suns, Platon's Republic, American Music...comic books: 100 Bullets, The Winter Men, Y: The Last Man, The Losers, Desolation Jones, Fear Agent, Lucifer, Testament, Fell, Deadman, Eternals, The Sandman, Doom Patrol and Loveless.

Heroes:

Lou Reed, Luke Skywalker, Genghis Khan, Adam Jones, Trent Reznor, Efrim Menuck, Platon, Christian Bale, Alex Grey, the people of Damanhur and you, if you've ever helped me get from one point to another.

My Blog

11 Days In California/Coachella 2007

05/02/07The sun sets high in the sky. Softly lit, behind the San Jacinto mountains, I sit by the pool of the Caliente Tropics. It's wednesday, some three days after the 2007 Coachella Valley Music &am...
Posted by Tyler on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:10:00 PST

Here today, gone tommorow.

The sun beats down hard against my pale skin. Weathered and dry, seasonably flushed...I feel true life being breathed into me.  The arms of another coasting into my own in remembrance of another ...
Posted by Tyler on Mon, 23 Apr 2007 05:58:00 PST

I know, i'm there...

Between the ash of the logical and the hopes of the dreamer's you may find comfort in the fact that things will never change. The only change is people themselves, we see no consistency, but still...t...
Posted by Tyler on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:43:00 PST

a start

It all starts with a coin. You find it on the street, pick it up for good luck and sooner or later you're making perfect change for a coffee. It moves through the system like heroine in a junkie, and ...
Posted by Tyler on Sat, 24 Feb 2007 09:59:00 PST

This I Can Do.

This I can do. I can can stand on the edge of this place and watch it crumble beneath my feet. I can run as fast as my heart will let me and when my feet give up I can flow with the winds and ebb into...
Posted by Tyler on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 09:19:00 PST

Maybe

Maybe it's been so long that i've been stuck in these motions, i've just forgot exactly what i've been doing with my life. Tonight I realized what my major malfunction is and, for the first time in a ...
Posted by Tyler on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 08:45:00 PST

Places and People

When I walked out the door with the only belongings I really felt a need to have, and my mom brought the rest of the stuff she thought I might want later. When I met a girl I knew nothing about and lo...
Posted by Tyler on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

Dauos 86b

Unit 86b: Activate. I can feel your reverberations through my bones, iteration after iteration. Re-identify: Unit 86bRe-identify As: Dauos 86b So that's the part of me that remains, hm? I suppose it f...
Posted by Tyler on Wed, 20 Dec 2006 07:44:00 PST

Dying breeds.

Every day I crawl out from under my sheets, sometimes just the blanket, and into the dark of the early morning I walk to the mirror. Sometimes I don't even turn on the light, these days I just ge...
Posted by Tyler on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 09:16:00 PST

The Walk

I looked out my window tonight, and for the first time in a while, it all felt real again. I dug out my scarf and shook out the dust, pulled a toque out of the top of closet and slipped it over my tho...
Posted by Tyler on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 10:07:00 PST