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SabraX

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About Me


“The only thing that makes life possible is a permanent, intolerable uncertainty: not knowing what comes next”
MY UPDATED/UPDATED TOP EIGHT! The coolest people ever.
I bring you SabraX version 4.2 So enter my celebration of positive and boundless happiness. Welcome to my humble temple of enthusiastic felicity and euphoria.The reality of self. I am truly a work in progress. I am hyper critical only because I truly want to be an exception human being. I have a vast dichotomy of interests and passions. I have lived a great life so far even though many times I almost drowned in a sea of despair and horrific circumstance. I am always questioning the meaning and purpose of life. I can be exceedingly positive and unbelievable dire. I have quite the acerbic and caustic wit. My life has been filled with diametrically opposing pursuits and wild explorations of who I really am.

My Interests

Spectacular Apathy, my favorite activity. For me life is nothing more than a quick succession of busy nothings. OK, seriously, I have a vast plethora and profusion of interests. I adore spending quality time with my friends. I love to travel. I have a dark sense of fashion that reflects my acerbic and caustic personality. Every color... is a different shade of BLACK. I am addicted to working out and the gym and eating sweets. Seems I traded some vile vices for more socialy acceptable ones. I have a certain affinity for indie and foreign films. I love to read yet choose my favs off the New York Times Best Seller list yet I have read a ton of classical literature. I absolutely love to ride my Buell X-1 Lightning yet I do it rarely, partly because I need to blast my favorite of the moment CD while I drive. A strange Sabra fact; I love Radio Disney. I like going to Gallery Openings. I am trying to learn how to cook again (Thanks for the Rachel Rey Book Tyler!). I like extremes. I loath pretension except when it is me that is wearing the thin facade of haute couture (I am better than you guile) One of the things that brings me the most joy is Space Kitty on my lap purring while I watch Fight Club for the 300th time. I snowboard, Mt Bike, Dive, Bust crazy dance moves at the newest and coolest night club of the moment, give blood (Twelve Treats!!! This is an inside joke), volenteer... and seem to never find enough time for any of those pursuits. I love to explore. I try and live my life big and have adventures in all I do.

I'd like to meet:

Gaius Julius Caesar one of the most influential men in world history. A towering figure of greatness. His Commentariii’s are a revelation. “All bad precedents begin as justifiable measures.”
Jean-Paul Sartre who was a brilliant existentialist. His plays and books Being and Nothingness and Critique of Dialectical Reason changed the way I perceive things. “Life has no meaning the moment you loose the illusion of being eternal.”
Charles Pierre Baudelaire, one of the most influential French poets of the nineteenth century. Les Fleurs du mal is a very cool book of poems a copy of which my dear friend Tammie procured for me. “Genius is childhood recalled at will.”
Tenzin Gyatso AKA His Holieness the Dalai Lama. I saw him in Boston and was astounded by the pure sense of joy he eminated. The The Art of Happiness and An Open Heart are a view to reverie of the spirit. “Love and compassion are necessities, not luxuries. Without them humanity cannot survive.”
I'd also like to meet Robert Oppenheimer, Edward Teller, Enrico Fermi, Niels Bohr, John Wheeler, Hans Bethe, John Van Vleck and I have to throw in Werner Heisenberg.
Of course I want to meet cool interesting people like YOU. People that live life big with passion and verve. People with acumen for cleverness and acuity score MENSA like points with me. I appreciate ebullient authentic behavior as well as iconoclastic displays of eccentricity. I welcome every one that has lived on the wild and reckless road of life. I disparage judgmental people that validate their self with misanthropic displays of vile vitriol. I have a strong affinity towards people who have an eloquent vocabulary. I admire anyone with a grand plan in life. Anyone with aspiration that push the limit of possibility and plausibility. Kindness. Huge epic points for people that truly and deeply care about others. I have a special sphere of existence for every one that has Rockstar aspirations. I hope to meet people that know life is to be lived fully. There never has been a Hearse towing a U-Hall trailer to the grave. Life is a treasure of experiences and I hope to fill that chest up with moments that star you.

Music:

NIN!!! My favorite of all time...Closer is my all time favorite song.Hurt would be second. Frederic Chopin especially his nocturnes. They are just haunting. DJ Tomcraft because he knows how to do a great mix and live he can get a huge Ibiza Dance Floor to explode. BT, he is brilliant. A true composer that happens to do pop, techno, trance. Graham Edwards and The Matrix. The best song writers on the planet. I have seen dozens of operas at the War Memorial Theater in San Francisco (cosi fan tutti is my fave). OK I admit I love 80's music because I can't escape my past.

Movies:

KISS KISS BANG BANG, MEET JOE BLACK, MANSFIED PARK, FIGHT CLUB, AMERICAN PSYCHO, OFFICE SPACE, AMERICAN BEAUTY. LOTS OF NOIR FILMS SUCH AS... Ran, Like Water for Chocholate, Le Grand Illusion.

Television:

HBO Sunday night original programing!!! Rome, six feet under, sporanos etc. I am addicted to survivor and amazing race. I want to be on either show. nip tuck.

Books:

Charles Baudelaire's Fleurs du Mal (Flowers of evil) OK I have read a ton of mindless sci-fi. Isaac Asimov(I robot, Foundation Series), Brian Herbert (Dune). Into thin air, the power of now, The chronicals of taticus. The US Army Survival Manual.

Heroes:

The Dali Lama, Barry Bonds when hittin the roids, Jack or Tyler. Patrick Bateman, Peter Gibbons.

My Blog

A singular moment of perfection

Let me pose a question to you. What was the greatest most precious singular moment in your life? What is the one memory that you cherish above all others? I would be remiss to ask this of you and not ...
Posted by SabraX on Thu, 08 May 2008 03:10:00 PST

Top 8

Narcissistic? You betcha. I think I am so freaking awesome. Well some times I really do. Most of the time I am masking a foreboding. I am so insecure that to compensate I go over the top with how grea...
Posted by SabraX on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 01:40:00 PST

The Top 8/12/16/20/24/28/32/26/40 etc. Dilemma

So really who are your top eight? Your real friends that would without hesitation lay down their lives for you? Are they people who would do anything for you& that would be THERE for you under any cir...
Posted by SabraX on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 02:23:00 PST

Gender confusion in the Animal Kingdom

 So my cat is a Boy Again. Despite the excursion into being a transgender Feline it seems the only well of confusion emanated from my inability to properly discern the sex of cats. OK so My Hunti...
Posted by SabraX on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 12:58:00 PST

A horrid tragedy of lies and deceit

I am in unexpurgated bewilderment.  Confounded with utter astonishment at the epic revelation that has exploded the very core of my existence. It is the most staggering event that has unfolded. I...
Posted by SabraX on Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:10:00 PST

Where's my Lithium

Severe Bipolar disorder type I(The best excuse you will ever need)Imagine a 3rd grader that every Tuesday gets pulled out of class to take two hours to talk to Mrs. Cherry. Seems she was a child ...
Posted by SabraX on Fri, 04 Aug 2006 04:32:00 PST

The Magical Misery Tour

Fa La La La La La, Its the magical MISERY TOUR. So you want on the bill? You think you are worthy of demagoguery at the Temple of Suck? The origin of the tour started in Long Beach with my good friend...
Posted by SabraX on Fri, 14 Jul 2006 07:05:00 PST