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When All We Are Has Ceased To Exist.....

I Am Your God,And I've Never Been So In Love,So Spread Your Legs,Close Your Eyes And Say A Prayer Fo

About Me

Take Me As I Am.I Won't Change For Anyone,So Lets Get That Straight Right Here.Many Have Tried To Change Me And Failed.Get Over It.I'm A Vocalist.I Love To Get Wasted With Friends,Because Life Makes The Most Sense When I'm Numbed To The Pain.I Suffer From Strange Reactions In Certain Situations,And I Can't Get Over The Feeling That I'm Going To Be Destroyed By Something.But Certain People,And A Very Special Person Who I'd Gladly Do Anything For Are Starting To Remedy This.She Completes Me,Which Is Why I Worry About Everything.
The Gaz
People Iced: Six Hundred
Car Bombs Planted: One(Dave's Mini)
Favorite Weapon The Stoned Pony
Arms Broken: Fifty
Eyes Gouged: Eleventy Twelve
Tongues Cut Off: Uncountable
Biggest Enemy: The Dave,Aromatic Bitters
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AWSOME-GAME
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Pimp MySpace
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You Are 92% Evil
You're the most evil person you know.
The devil is even a little scared of you! How Evil Are You?

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Even Though He's Gone,I Would Love To Have Met Anton Szandor Lavey.There Are So Many Things I Would Have Wanted To Talk About.

Music:

Here Goes: Axis Of Perdition, Amen, American Head Charge, Alkaline Trio, Coal Chamber, Cannibal Corpse, Devildriver, Desolation, Decapitated, Deftones, Chimaira, Sikth, Dog Fashion Disco, Slipknot, Korn, Mudvayne, Mushroomhead, downthesun, 36 Crazyfists, Glassjaw, Head Automatica, Lamb Of God, Static-X, Fear Factory, Threat Signal, Polkadot Cadaver, Etc

Movies:

House On Haunted Hill,Hellraiser,Aliens,Predator,Tetsuo The Iron Man(Real Messed Up)House Of A 1000 Corpses,Texas Chainsaw,Etc

Television:

Family Guy,South Park,Drawn Together,American Dad,Simpsons,Futurama,Monkey Dust.

Books:

Anything By Richard Laymon,He's The Greatest Horror Writer Ever.His Books Pretty Much Hook You On The First Page And You Won't Put It Down.Stephen King,Dean Koontz.

Heroes:

Charly-For Loving Me For Who I Am,No Matter How Much I Fuck Things Up.You Are Everything To Me.I Don't Know What I'd Do Without You.Karl-For Always Being There For Me,You're A True Friend.Pete-For Proving That I Don't Always Have To Not Say Random Things,Although It Can Be A Bitch If I Speak Before I Think.lol.Woody-For Showing Up For A Monthly Visit And Getting Fucked Up,lol.Nat-For Listening To Me Talk Bollocks,And For Taking All The Abuse We Throw At You,Without Snapping And Stabbing Us All,Truly Heroic.

My Blog

The Thorn In My Spine

So With The Recent Events In Life,Perspectives Change Yet Again.   I've Got In Touch With Some Old Friends,Caught Up With A Lot Of Things And Generally Had A Good Time.   But There's Still S...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Thu, 10 May 2007 05:41:00 PST

Do You Know Me?

Now I've Had Enough.Sick Of All This Backstabbing Bullshit.If Ya'll Have Something To Say To Me Get It Said And Fuck Off.I Think I've Finally Figured Out Who My Real Friends Are And Who The Lying...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Wed, 11 Apr 2007 04:32:00 PST

Wankered;.

pretty much explains itself.thankyou very much.can't feel my face,lol.if i died right now i'd be so happy.lol.love everyone.   The Gaz.XxxxX
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Sat, 07 Apr 2007 02:37:00 PST

Falls An Angel From The Sky.....

Well,I'm Starting To Be Happier Again,Randomly.Probably Just The Good Weather,lol.Think Some Things Are Getting Sorted Finally.Still Slowly Annihilating My Insides Every Weekend,Which Is Always Good F...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 06:35:00 PST

The Last Word?.....

A Lot Of Decisions Have Been Made In My Mind Now,And Only A Few More Need To be Sorted For Me To Be Fully Happy Again.....This Week Will Be The Final Stage.....Some Friendships Will Strengthen And Oth...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 05:49:00 PST

The Golden Dawn.....

Well,Everyone Moaned About My Blog Being Slightly Emo And Depressing,But It's All I Feel At The Minute.I Spend All Week Stuck Either At Work Or At Home,Don't See Any Of My Friends Or Sam For Ages,Get ...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:47:00 PST

Strange Highways.....

I Don't Know What The Hell Is Wrong With Me.....Everything Was Going Fine And Now I've Got This Deep Feeling Of Depression.....I Feel Like I'm Being Crushed Inside,And I Don't Know What To Do.....I Ca...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:09:00 PST

Life.....Pt.1

Another Late Night,Another Random Blog..... I Find It Easier To Write At night,Cos My My Mind Finally Seems To Open up,So Here Goes.   The Past..... Been Reminiscing A Lot Lately.....Had Some Goo...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 06:06:00 PST

New Years Revelations Pt.2

Indeed,More Random Thoughts To Bring Into The New Year. It's Been A Goodish Start To The New Year,Had One Of The Best Christmases Ever(Don't Know How I Survived Christmas Eve,lol). Thinking About Life...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 05:33:00 PST

New Year's Revelations.....

So A New Year, A Chance For A Fresh Start For Some Of Us, A Chance To Repeat Old Mistakes For Others. I've Hit Another Turning Point In Life Again, And It's Making Things Very Difficult For Me. I've ...
Posted by Finding Beauty In The Madness,Listen Then Erase... on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 05:28:00 PST