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BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn

Following my heart ... and falling towards forever ...

About Me



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I am unsure and clumsy. I fall easily but skinned knees are easier to heal than a broken heart. I'm searching for forever and letting go of a past I'm happy with. I dance through my days and daydream past the hours. My friends hold me up when my knees get weak. I am thankful everyday for the "family" I've aquired. My heart is mine and I belong to me. I don't need a man to "complete" me. I am learning to be happy again and healing from things left unspoken. I appreciate honesty and look for the good in all things. One day my prince charming will find me. I'm soul searching and vulnerable. I want to spend the rest of my life dancing and enjoying every minute. The friends I've broken the walls down for, I love you.
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My Interests

Dancing, punk music, cute boys, tight chicks, shopping, Abercrombie and Fitch, driving around with the top down, cruising state, bar hopping, drinking mimosas at brunch after a long night of drinking, partying with the girls, hottubbing, ... you name it, I probably like it!!!

I'd like to meet:

I'm not sure ... I enjoy the people that I have in my life for a reason. I believe everyone comes into my life for a reason, season or a lifetime. Show me which you're here for and we'll see if I let you in.

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, Who calls you back when you hang up on him, Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, Who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says,".....that's her."

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Music:

Hard Rockin' Johnsons, Broke City, SuperSoFar, Yellowcard, Fallout Boy, Story of The Year, Taking Back Sunday, Plain White T's, +44, Matchbook Romance, Hawthorne Heights, My Chemical Romance, Simple Plan, Good Charlotte, Blink 182, Angels and Airwaves, Less Than Jake, All-American Rejects, The Used, Hoobastank, Linkin Park, Blue October, Lost Prophets, Mest, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Madina Lake, Foo Fighters, ... need I go on??

Movies:

Big Fish, Sweet Home Alabama, Legally Blonde 1&2, Can't Hardly Wait, I Know What You Did Last Summer, I Still Know What You Did Last Summer, The Notebook, The Grudge, The Grudge 2, Red Eye, Pretty In Pink, Sixteen Candles, The Breakfast Club, Dirty Dancing, Dirty Dancing Havanna Nights, The Hot Chick, Mean Girls, Vanity Fair, The Fast and The Furious, Gone in 60 Seconds ... and the list goes on ... but I'll stop here!!!

Television:

So You Think You Can Dance, One Tree Hill, Gilmore Girls, Friends, Laguna Beach, The Real World, America's Next Top Model, Hogan Knows Best, Bams Unholy Union, Dirty Jobs, The Hills, Maui Fever, What About Brian ... and so on and so forth!!! :)

Books:

So-Called "Chick Lit"

Heroes:

My dad, my mom ... and my seven best friends!!

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My Blog

Coming undone ...

Have you ever had that moment in your life where time stands still, and you have to look in the mirror and face ... you??  I had that today.  The funny thing is, I had a minor glimpse of the...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Tue, 21 Aug 2007 08:35:00 PST

Continuation ...

Things have been spoken about ... it still hurts but I'm making it through.  Thanks to those of you who read the first one ... *tear*  I love you all ...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:46:00 PST

Attn:Boys - Im DONE!!

I am tired of the bullshit.  I'm sick and tired of going through this amazing but difficult journey of finding myself and getting tripped up by stupid bumps in the road.  I am losing focus ...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 06:04:00 PST

I dont care what you think ...

The other night, a few of my girlies and I went out to a club.  I got on the dance floor and it was like I was in my element.  I couldn't have cared less what people were thinking or saying....
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Mon, 13 Aug 2007 08:59:00 PST

To My FrIeNdS

For awhile I was strongly doubting my ability to actually make something out of myself.  I am finally starting to see results from the hard work that I'm doing and I am realizing the am...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 08:09:00 PST

Coming of age ...

I wish I were 10 again.  Life was so much simpler then.  You're biggest concern was whether to ride your bike to your friends house or just veg out in front of the tv watching Saturday ...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 09:02:00 PST

Moving On ...

I'm finding myself in a situation where I am at a crossroads.  This is the hard part.  Which do I choose?  One leads to somewhere that I stand up for myself, and become a big girl, no m...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Thu, 05 Jul 2007 09:09:00 PST

Are you looking for a fight???

WTF is with boys who feel that it is okay to treat women like they are disposable??  Why is it that boys think because you have sex once that automatically makes you a "for sure" thing??  Wh...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Thu, 28 Jun 2007 08:50:00 PST

Tryouts???

So ... I have decided to take the plunge and tryout for the Harley Davidson Blaze dancers this coming October!!  Lets just say ... I'm absolutely petrified!!!  I haven't danced in quite a fe...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Tue, 26 Jun 2007 09:03:00 PST

One day ...

One day a man will come along that can figure it out.  There is a song I recently found (thank you Broke City - new release The Answer) and it encompasses everything my heart is aching for.&...
Posted by BeAuTiFuL oBsEsSiOn on Thu, 21 Jun 2007 09:33:00 PST