I'm Rob. I love airplanes. especially WW2 bomber planes. I am obsessed with pin up girls. I like WW2 stuff. like jackets patches etc. i like movies on ww2, im so fascinated with it but i hate war. it scares me. I like air plane nose art stuff. I love space. I would love to be in space checking out the vast universe etc. I wish i was a pilot. flying jets and stuff like that. i like going to airshows. I have the best friends in the world. I am very very fortunate in that department. I am very sensitive. which usually is a bad thing,. but i am who i am. I am the black sheep of my family. I always try to fit in where i dont belong so now i dont want to belong to anywhere. I shouldnt need to be into something that makes me uncomfortable. I have to sleep with a fan on at night otherwise my mind wanders and i cant sleep. i like to sleep. but i like to stay up late. i dont want to sleep cause i think i may miss out on something great. usually ends up losing sleep which would have been grand but oh well. i choose to stay up late. I like to drive at night. on the road with my band i usually end up taking the night shift. its calming. i get a lot of stuff sorted out in my head on those hours. but at the end of the drive i end up going a little crazy ha. one time i actually started talking to myself to keep awake. yeah im weird.
I am scared of love. It terrifies me way too bad. ive been close to being married but it always ends up horrible whether i get cheated on or they just leave me in the dust. so people wonder why im scared to jump into a relationship. im not anti relationship im just cautious. probably too cautious. im not good at meeting people. im freeze up. especially girls. i just cant do it. i hate rejection. I have a lot of insecurities. more than anyone should have to live with. but im working to just be a good person and hopefully it will all work out. I am way too nice of a guy. im a sucker. When i like someone i go for it but usually end up being to forward so i feel like a dumbass. but its me and sometimes its hard to change, i wish i could change all the bad shit about me but then i wouldnt be me so im glad i am who i am. what you see is what you get with me. i dont hide anything unless it has to do with my feelings. then you have to ask. but you have to really want to know. cause i will say it just how it is. i dont like people knowing my feelings but i wear it on my shoulder.
I love soccer. i wish i played more but lately raquetball has been the new sport.Music is my life, my passion, my heart, my feelings, my most favorite thing in the world. I play drums for a band called broke city. I love it and i love my friends. here is a little taste its old but i love it
and this is for anyone that has ever gotten hurt.
