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Christian

We Are Eternally Bound to the Negative....Like Soul to Flesh...

About Me


My name is Christian. I am originally from the Buffalo, NY area. I work all week and make music most of the rest of the time. I care not about money or material wealth, only the passion and knowledge that material items usually cannot provide. I love to read, my favorites being HP Lovecraft, Donald Tyson, Clive Barker and Charles Baudelaire. I believe in neither a heaven nor hell, god or devil, but thats not to say that I dont believe that there is more out there than this vile place. As you can tell, I do have some misanthropic tendencies. I am open and honest about who I am and how I feel and expect nothing but the same from those I choose my company with. I try not to take anything for granted, for this is all fleeting. I akin myself to cats and find comfort being around them. I cherish my family and would sacrifice myself for them if need be. I have many personal beliefs and doctrines that I follow and none of them are affiliated with political agendas or organized religious dogmas. I can thank John Dee, Aleister Crowley, Anton LaVey, Friedrich Nietzsche and Miltons' Lucifer for my awareness.
At the Gates - Cold - Live 2008

My Interests



Reading
Writing
Making Music
Well Made Movies (and sometimes poorly made also)
The Weekend
Enjoying the Company of my Friends
Meeting New People

I'd like to meet:

Anyone who can move me or enlighten me on ideas and thoughts that I have yet to be shown.

I am Azathoth

Known as the "Blind Idiot God", the center of all cycles known as Azathoth is the great void itself, infinite creation and inescapable oblivion made one. The Great God is without ego, as it has been embodied in a seperate consciousness as Azathoth has cast off the curse of self-awareness. Surrounded by the host of flautist servitors, piping the songs of the unknowable, Azathoth is not to be known by his aspirants. That is the purpose of another God...


Which Great Old One are you?

Music:


I am into so many different styles that I can almost find great songwriting in any genre. I prefer anything that is deep, emotional, dark and usually macabre in some way, shape or form.

Movies:


Haxan : Witchcraft Thru the Ages
The Omen Trilogy
Hellboy
Pan's Labryinth
Cloverfield
The Fountain
Spinal Tap
The Darjeeling Limited
Hellraiser I & II
The Big Lebowski
The Exorcist
Lars and the Real Girl
Blade Runner
A Scanner Darkly
Indiana Jones series
Lord of Illusions
A Fistful of Dollars/For a Few Dollars More
The Beyond
At the Mouth of Madness
Event Horizon
Sin City
Eternal Sunshine on a Spotless Mind

so on and so forth...
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Television:

Arrested Development (greatest show ever made)
Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia (also greatness)
Metalocalypse
Heroes
Flight of the Conchords
Benny Hill
Rome
Six Feet Under
Carnivale
Adult Swim (esp. Frisky Dingo)
History & Discovery Channels
Vh1 Classics
G-4

Books:

SOOOOOO many authors...just ask.

Heroes:

Anyone willing to be true to themselves and their art. Anyone who flies in the face of ignorance and doubt and perseveres to do exactly what their mind, heart and spirit intend to do.

My Blog

For Fans of Hellraiser & Clive Barker in General

Here is the info on the new book entitled "The Scarlet Gospels"   The story centers on two characters Barker has used in his previous work. The first is the private investigator Harry D'Amour, a ...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 06:24:00 PST

De Vermis Mystiirium

De Vermis Mystiirium Lord of Hyborian times         & nbsp;         & nbsp;      ...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 08:11:00 PST

Requiem of the Forgotten

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Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Tue, 02 Jan 2007 07:53:00 PST

Classic Album Review

Iron Maiden - Powerslave *Remastered* Not many albums hold up and stand the test of time.  Powerslave is one of those rare albums that is completely and utterly flawless in everyway.  I just...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 09:06:00 PST

The Devil and the Child (A Pre-Rehearsal)

The knives they spin in counterclockwise fashion, undoing every good deed this boy ever accomplished.  And the devil asked me "what is it, child  that you think you're saving yourself from" ...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 08:32:00 PST

Within The Realm of Despair

Within the Realm of Despair I glanced along a darkened horizon with intentions of finding resolve and all that was shown to me were morbid intentions and sadistic ways Ive dug my fingers into the eart...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 08:30:00 PST

The Ties That Bind

Tear the flesh away and peel the substance from my bones for the life of me I cant recall a time that I gave in so easily Now my gaze fixes eastward and I remember why I dont care The devil spoke in s...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 08:28:00 PST

Enshrined in the Blackened Ash

In a hail of gunfire and cross cut lies I stand above the shuffle and noise.   Ive grown so weary of realms which I cannot dictate reality and truth becomes the ever present hooded figure.&n...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 09:56:00 PST

My Top Ten Punk Albums

1. The Nerve Agents : Days of the White Owl 2. RKL : Riches to Rags 3. Strung Out : Suburban Teenage Wasteland Blues 4. AFI : Black Sails in the Sunset 5. The Vandals : Oi to the World 6. Lagwagon : T...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Sat, 07 Jan 2006 06:54:00 PST

The Day of the Beast

So!  My band TDOTB has some cool shit coming up.  We have 4 songs so far and the way that theyre going is very cool.  Polyrythmns, classical styled solo's *think Testament*, triple voca...
Posted by La Fin Absolue du Monde on Thu, 29 Sep 2005 11:00:00 PST