"Stab your demoniac smile to my brain,
Soak me cognac, kisses, cocaine."
-Aleister Crowley
"Diary of a Drug Fiend"
A saint.... well sorta.
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Description: Your inner soul is calling for
help! Everyday you wonder why you are still
here when there is nothing left. You use to
once be a happy, loving soul, but it was
damaged by 'them' and seems like it never can
be fixed again. You've been hurt, abused, and
damned far too much for you to handle it all
anymore! No one understands you because
theyre too scared to get to know you!
You want to finally give up; just escape and
rid of all your pain. You want people to
understand, you want comfort... You tend to
bottle up all of your emotions and problems,
hoping that theyll all go away But you long
to reach out and tell that one special person
all of your feelings and troubles! But you
never seem to have that person to talk to, or
they just dont seem to want to hear you! You
like expressing yourself in many ways;
whether it be through your emotions, words,
art, or even physically. You also enjoy nice
quiet sceneries that just dazzle your mind
with awe. You want a normal and
happy life. You always feel this sense
of loneliness clouding over your head, though
surrounded by several people. None of them
know you; you feel as though no one can
relate to you. You want understanding, you
want that friend, and you want that perfect
life! Your sanctuary would probably be any
place where you can be alone and hide out,
such as your bedroom... You may be tough at
times and try to prevent yourself from crying
on the outside.... But your heart is
always crying on the inside... Try to
loosen up and have some fun! Never start
frowning because you never know who's falling
in love with your smile :)
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Quote: Spiteful words can hurt your
feelings, but silence breaks your
heart
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Poem Verse:
But finally, after all the tears, Ive drowned
After all the cuts, blood still runs down
The distance between us is hurting; my heart
seared,
But the closeness was what really killed me, what I
really feared
(DieColdHearted)
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Symbol: A tear (sign of strength, yet it
contains pain)
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What Is Your Inner Soul Trying To Say? (For Girls and Guys; Contains Pictures)
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You are a Self-Discoverer
You're not religious, but you've created your own kind of spirituality.
Introspective and thoughtful, you tend to look inward for the divine.
You are distrusting of all forms of organized religion.
You especially dislike religious gurus and leaders, who you feel are charlatans.
What's Your Religious Philosophy?
You belong to the eight circle of hell. You love causing pain and misery. You hurt others for no reason other than for personal pleasure. Your one big wish is to have all the slaves you want to abuse and kill as you see fit.
Which of the Nine Circles of Hell Do You Belong To
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You're a blizzard. When you get mad, you give
people the cold shoulder and strike down with
your blazing fury when people won't leave you
alone. You're cool and calculating in your
anger, but you can have a very heated temper
when you want to.
What kind of storm are you? (Cool Pics)
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Sorrowed
You act this way because you need others to hurt as
much as you do.. your life saddens you .. and
though you regret things you have done..you
need to do them
Just how dark are you and why? (unique aray of pics)
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your color is black.you dont trust people....entirly.the people you do trust, follow you and do what u say.and if they dont, youll threatin to kill them.you hate the world and you are the reject in it.you dont really apprcate anything people do for you, and you hate love.your mainly evil and only enjoy other people's pain.you hate it when someone is happy, so you try to make them cry.you dont really care for your friends....well, the one or two that you have.
what color is you soul?(with anime pics)
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MEDIEVAL / PERIOD GOTH
Your style is
Medieval or Period. I love your style. You
prefer long, flowing dresses and for guys, dark
suits, cloaks, and hats. You have a very dark,
alluring, and mysterious style, which is calm,
solemn, and very elegant.
What's your Gothic style? [Pics / 10 Results]
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You Have a Melancholic Temperament
Introspective and reflective, you think about everything and anything.
You are a soft-hearted daydreamer. You long for your ideal life.
You love silence and solitude. Everyday life is usually too chaotic for you.
Given enough time alone, it's easy for you to find inner peace.
You tend to be spiritual, having found your own meaning of life.
Wise and patient, you can help people through difficult times.
At your worst, you brood and sulk. Your negative thoughts can trap you.
You are reserved and withdrawn. This makes it hard to connect to others.
You tend to over think small things, making decisions difficult.
What Temperment Are You?
You are the Angel of Sorrow. You are always lost
deep in thought, and sad, though you may not
know why. You long for the pain to go away
above everything else, and yet a part of you
needs the depression, so you can never truly
get out of it. You are a kind person, but you
don't let yourself get close to other people
for fear of being hurt.
What are you the Angel of?
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You Are The Angel Of Death
You bring souls to judgement with on touch. If they
are destined for heaven or hell you don't care,
as long as they will come peacefully.
Which Creature Of The Dark Are You?
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Pretty much anyone
Love is an overrated pleasure; a brief and brutal blindness with boredom and disgust hard on its heels
-Aleister Crowley
You cry because you have had your heart broken by
someone you loved. This has made you vow not to
be hurt like that ever again and you have
become distant so that it never will. Because
of this you feel sad and lonely. You cry tears
of emptyness. You dream of being loved and
cared for. To find someone who will take the
pain away, to understand you. But it can't
happen if your scared of being hurt.
What has made you cry? [pics]
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Your beauty hides in your pain.
Pain is beauty, and you're gorgeous. You're so full of pain and there is no way to escape. You wish to find others that know your darkness. Don't give up because there is someone out there that knows what it feels, that knows how bad it hurts. You're probably a cutter, and that's okay. Why should someone judge your actions to release your pain anyway? Don't give in to the pain yet, there will always be hope. Just hold your head up high and one day you shall defeat the darkness inside.
Your Quote:
'If pain is beauty, I must be fucking gorgeous.'
Your Song
Wish I Had an Angel - Nightwish
Lyrics
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel tonight
Deep into a dying day
I took a step outside an innocent heart
Prepare to hate me fall when I may
This night will hurt you like never before
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel
For one moment of love
I wish I had your angel
Your Virgin Mary undone
I'm in love with my lust
Burning angelwings to dust
I wish I had your angel tonight
I'm going down so frail'n cruel
Drunken disguise changes all the rules
Old loves they die hard
Old lies they die harder
I wish I had an angel...
Greatest thrill
Not to kill
But to have the prize of the night
Hypocrite
Wannabe friend
13th disciple who betrayed me for nothing!
Last dance, first kiss
Your touch my bliss
Beauty always comes with dark thoughts
I wish I had an angel
Where does Your Beauty Hide? Dark Pictures and Deep Results
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You're fated to have a Dark love.
Probably a lover of things gothic, you're
artistic and original. Although you are a loner
and independent to a fault, all you will need
is her, and she will feel the same...
What Love are you Fated for? ~AWESOME anime pics!~
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Dark
You have a Dark spirit. Inside you're a tormented and dark person. You feel at home with those who also share the deep passions you feel in your day-to-day life. At least that's when you feel like being around other people anyway. Which is rare at the most.
Good Points: You have the ability to listen exactly and take everything around you in and be able to judge on that. You also have the ability to read people well and know how someone is going to react to something you have said or done. Your smart, clever and your unique skills are only unique to you because your individuality is all you and that's just the way you like it.
Bad Points: You can't trust anyone. Be it because you have been hurt or just have witnessed too much you just can't. It's hard for you to open up and socialize even though you would rather not. Often you come off as scary morbid or just plain mean because you have very little tolerance for people who don't like you. Then again you never give people the chance to see if they like you or not. You also take to much of what other people say seriously and to heart.
Advice: Your Unique, don't change that part about you its fine the way it is. Change how you act towards people; you can be unique and also talkative you don't have to keep recoiling when people approach you, not everybody will want to hurt you and don't take what anyone says to heart. Otherwise where is the Unique-ness in that?
What is your inner Spirit?
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Pretty Damn near anything and everything, primarily metal in all its forms..... Alice Cooper, Amon Amarath Ancient, Ayreon, Battlelore, Blind Melon, Black Label Society, Beck, Candlemass, Cradle of Filth, Dead Can Dance, Deep Purple, Demonoid, Domain, Drain STH, Enslaved, Flogging Molly, The Gathering, Garbage, Godiva, Godsmack, Grand Magus, Green Day, In Flames, ICP, Jack Off Jill, King Diamond, Kittie, Korpiklaani, Lacuna Coil, Lennon, Leaves Eyes, London After Midnight, Marilyn Manson, Mastodon, Megadeth, Mercenary, Midnattsol, Mindless Self Indulgence, Mortiis, Murderdolls, My Ruin, Nightwish, Nile, No Doubt, Opeth, Order of the Ebon Hand, Otep, Pagans Mind, Poison, Powerman 5000, Queen, Rob Zombie, Red Hot Chili Peppers, Scum of the Earth. Sentenced, Slough Feg, Smashing Pumpkins, Sonata Arctica, Soundgarden, Travis Tritt, Tristania, Toby Keith, Voltaire, Within Temptation, Wednesday 13, Wolf, White Zombie, ZZ Top, Primal Fear, Grateful Dead, Gaelic Storm, Iron Maidon, Hexentanz, Apocolyptica, Fear Factory, Coal Chamber, Monty Python, The Beatles, Green Jelly, Guns and Roses, Weird Al, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmie's, Vanilla Ninja, Green Carnation, Leningrad, Bjork, Bad Religion, Switchblade Symphonie, and many many more.............
You're Dave Mustaine, upset with being kicked out
of a band by your own friends you spend most of
your life filled with hate...but thankfully it
fuels your creative fires you psychotic badass!
Take No Prisoners, Take No Shit!
Which Heavy Metal Axeslinger Are You? [pics]
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F**KING METAL
How METAL are you?
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Horror, both very scary and really cheesy :p
Poor you. You spend your nights home alone, either cutting or doing some other shit to destroy your life more because you've gone through unwanted things in your life. You sit in a corner, crying, listening to something like Silverstein or some other emo music. Most people hate your type of people because they dont want to take care of anybody else's problems but their own and call you an attention whore. Dont listen to them. All you wanted was to feel loved, but things arent going as you had hoped. People are scared of what they dont understand and you're probably one of the many things that they are scared of. You feel more alone and probably try to commit suicide about every week. But you fail almost everytime because youre last thought always thinks that "Well maybe somebody will come along and actually care.." and that has kept you alive and hoping for a long while. You probably have a best friend who does anything to help you and keep you happy. And they succeed some of the time. Be strong and hold on. More help is on the way.
So What are you really? (With Pics!!)
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Your Famous Last Words Will Be:
"So, you're a cannibal."
What Will Your Famous Last Words Be?
Current: Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Angel, Stargate SG-1, CSI, The Pretender, Mythbusters, Dirty Jobs, Historys Lost and Found, Modern Marvels, The Gilmore Girls, The Simpsons, Futurama, Family Guy, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, Robot Chicken, FarScape, Surface, x-files, x-play, attack of the show
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Old (either from 10+ years ago or at least not on the air in my area): Junkyard wars, Daria, Tales from the Crypt, Fraggle Rock, Ren and Stimpy(old not new), Red Dwarf, The Adams Family, The Munsters, I Dream of Genie, Bewitched, I love Lucy,
Erotic Thriller
You've made your own rules in life - and sometimes that catches up with you.
Winding a web of deceit comes naturally, and no one really knows the true you.
Your best movie matches: Swimming Pool, Unfaithful, The Crush
If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?
Anything by H.P. LoveCraft........in my opinion the greatest of all horror writersOther Favorite others include: Margret Weis, Tracy Hickman, Terry Prachett, Kim Harrison, Dante, Douglas Adams,Robert Anton Wilson, Amy Tan, Grant Naylor, and many more
I amGreat Cthulhu!
"And for them shall be set the greatest of the Star-Spawned, and he shall be their Priest!" or so it is written in the Grimiore Helesh Nasheed. The being known as Great Cthulhu is the intermediary between the aspirant and the other great powers. He is envisioned as a towering giant with an eight-tentacled face. His prodigious corpus is shrouded in wicked shadows cast by his chiropteran wings. We believe he rests dreaming beneath this world's oceans emitting dreams to his chosen. The time of his awakening is known.