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BELLA NICOLA MARIA

Lighted path before me hear me now. which way do I go?"

About Me

I am full of compassion and love. I only want to be happy and for others in my life around me to be happy. I make each and everyday the best day that it can be. I just want to experiance life to its fullest. So my goals that I am going for, and have already started achieveing are: Singing, dancing, new job, I want to fly airplanes, sky dive, travel the world, own a business with my bestfriend=), own my own house or condo, travel to other countries and help families, I would love to donate my time and energy to those who need it more then I do sometimes I feel that I have more then enough. I just want be successful in my life and feel that I am living my life to its fullest.. When I die I want to feel that its the right time and that I fullfilled my destiny. ..

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My Interests

I love life!! I am only interested in experiancing everything life has to offer.... I am ready for whatever life has to give me I am prepared for the ups and downs the emotional brake downs. I want to travel the world, see the future, be the one I desire to be in all ways!

I'd like to meet:

Chante' and I have been bestest friends since the 4th grade. It all started when we had to interview eachother we clicked right away and new that we were going to be together forever. We have gone on sooo many journeys together through life.... She is my soulmate in life. We have experianced everything together and we will be bestfriends till the day we die! Chante' and Nikki bestfriends forever and ever and ever and ever. She is my inspiration in life she pushes me in the best way I love you my Chante' with all my heart and soul! Will you marry me?? lol MUAH I can't believe how blesses I am in life to have such a beautiful, smart, wonderful bestfriend. God really loves me because it is an honor to be so blessed.

Music:

Alphawezen Apex Dimension Attic Tree Biz MarkieBlak Beat Niks Blue Tribe Bob Marley Booka Shade Carla Alexandar The Chemical Brothers The Clash The Cure Bjork Block Party Coldplay Conjure One The Cranberries Cypress HIll Daft Punk Goldie De Phazz Delerium Depeche Mode Colette DJ Dara DJ Quest Esthero Evanescence Fugees Blue October moca Gorillas Groove rider Herbert Jay-J Jazzanova Jem John B John Mayer John West Justin Timberlake Kaskade Kora Lemon Jelly John Lemon Zigi Marley Los Ladrones Massive Attack mercedes Ming Moby Moodlex Nelly Furtado Peaches Pendulum Pitch Black The Postal Service Sade Tool Smashing Pumpkins Snoop Doggy Dogg Soul Confessional Soulstice Zero 7 Sterio Lab thunderball Tori Amos Tosca U2 Yeah Yeah Yeahs Younderboi 808 State Imago The Butterfly Effect Jamiroquai Nitin Sawhney 30 Seconds to Mars 8mm Andy C Bad Company D&B Blue October David Bowie Franz Ferdinand The Shinns Goldie India Arie janet Jackson Lilly Allen London Elektricity Marilyn Manson Moloko Morcheeba Natasha bedingfield Panic! at the disco Paul Oakenfold Portis Head Shy FX Telepopmusik Thievery Corporation AND SOOOOOO MUCH MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUSIC IS MY LIFE!!!!!!!1As we grow up we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to let us down probabley will. You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, soo remember how it felf when someone broke yours. You'll fight with your best friend and maybe even fall in love with them. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast and you'll eventually lose someone close to you. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every 60 seconds you spend angry or upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.Work like you don’t need the money, Love like you’ve never been hurt, Dance like no one is watching, Even when you're crushed in the dirt.Fight like you've already won, Daydream like you'll live forever, Don't ever quit 'til you're done. Hope like there's no word as "never."Forgive like you can’t waste your time, On grudges that kill you inside, Give like you’ll never get anything back, Be someone who has nothing to hide.Step out like you’ve never fallen, When you do, stand tall and brave, Laugh loud, no matter who hears you, Learn why joy cannot fear the grave.See beauty like it’s only the first time, Marvel at all that you see… It’s too big a world not to wonder, How you and I came to be.Savor each breath that you take, dear… 'Cuz time, honey? It just moves too fast. And above all, my friends, remember... To live...like this day is your last...aquarious, beauty, bothell, card dealing, casinos, clothes, club, color, creating, creative, culture, designing, experiancing life, fun, funny, intellect, intuition, italian, jazz, life, looking good, making money, nature, open minded, outgoing, performing, piano, playing, plur, seattle, smart, spirituality, success in ones mind, wild and crazy fun times hehe, witty

Movies:

If I were to tell you only one thing I would tell you this - Dark skies and rain clouds pass A sun will rise tomorrow And you will see everything in all it's beauty With newly awoken eyes The sadness you felt will undoubtedly pass Washing away like sand from the beach Until your heart becomes light Like a petal falling softly to the ground Tomorrow you will awaken anew As a rose does the day it is due to bloom A sun will rise tomorrow And it will rise because of you

Television:

knowing thyself is not loving thyself. to love myself, i must accept myself. to accept myself, i must be satisfied. satisfaction is the thirst that is never quenched. therefore, is loving myself akin to denying satisfaction? there is a mirror on the wall. a large, clear one. i love mirrors. when i look at it, i see a girl. a girl that is dark and mysterious, with a mischievious smile. i see a girl that is pleased by her appearance. a girl that deserves everything the world has to offer. a girl, that perhaps has seen too much suffering and misery in the universe. i see a willpower that is formidable; powerful. i think three words that best describe me are: passionate. creative. intelligent. but i am definetly not limited to just that. i can be anything i want to be, i can do anything. obstacles are only the stepping stones to a better outcome. i think the world is a simple place, if you let it be. the only complicated part is ourselves. we must change and better our insides, to better our outside. in having nothing, i have learned that i have everything.

My Blog

PICTURES ARE MEMORIES IN STILL FORM....ASTRAL TRAVEL TO SEE THE ONES YOU LOVE

Whispers of twilight through the air,Even in the darkest of night,I could feel you there,Close unseeing eyes,I know you’re not there,So I’ll travel to the place,That is stained with your g...
Posted by BELLA NICOLA MARIA on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 10:48:00 PST

KNOWING THYSELF IS NOT LOVING THYSELF

I CAN’T SAY IT ENOUGH!!!  LOVE WHO YOU ARE INSIDE AND OUT BECAUSE THIS IS WHAT WE ARE BLESSED WITH. I LOVE YOU ALL!  THANK YOU FOR ALL BEING INSPIRATIONS IN MY LIFE. SO HERE IS A POSI...
Posted by BELLA NICOLA MARIA on Tue, 25 Mar 2008 09:05:00 PST

Depths of my soul

..> The depth of my soul   I am mostly a very happy person, always in a good mood. Very rarely do I let things get to me.  Lately though little things have been getting to me and I&n...
Posted by BELLA NICOLA MARIA on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:13:00 PST

A very special person......

  Josh was born on April 10, 1974, in Pullman, Washington and spent his childhood in West Seattle.  He graduated from Kennedy High School, then graduated from Evergreen College in 1...
Posted by BELLA NICOLA MARIA on Tue, 28 Mar 2006 10:08:00 PST

A Spiritual Connection

            Using your psychic intuitive guidance is a spiritual process.  Why?  Because in order to manage change well, each one of us ...
Posted by BELLA NICOLA MARIA on Thu, 12 Jan 2006 12:38:00 PST