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About Me

I felt the earth on Monday. It moved beneath my feet. In the form of a morning paper. Laid out for me to see.Saw his face in a corner picture. I recognized the name. Could not stop staring at the. Face I'd never see again.It's a shame to awake in a world of pain What does it mean when a war has taken overIt's the same everyday in a hell manmade What can be saved, and who will be left to hold her?The whole world...World over. It's a worldwide suicide.Medals on a wooden mantle. Next to a handsome face. That the president took for granted. Writing checks that others pay.And in all the madness. Thought becomes numb and naive. So much to talk about. Nothing for to say.It's the same everyday and the wave won't break Tell you to pray, while the devils on their shoulderLaying claim to the take that our soldiers save Does not equate, and the truth's already out thereThe whole world,... World over. It's a worldwide suicide.The whole world,... World over. It's a worldwide suicide.Looking in the eyes of the fallen You got to know there's another, another, another, another Another wayIt's a shame to awake in a world of pain What does it mean when a war has taken overIt's the same everyday and the wave won't break Tell you to pray, while the devils on their shoulderThe whole world,... World over. It's a worldwide suicide.The whole world,... World over. It's a worldwide suicide.I'M GOING OFF THE GRID----------------

My Interests

i get a feeling of freedom from alienation like some alien nation left me behind to try and find peace of mind amongst your kind at this point i'm disregarding meter a fully thought out feeling whatever that means seems so much sweeter defeating this defeatist attitude with notions of gratitude the letting go of emotions refusing a static latitude the ideas and ideals provided by my minds eye remind me of a time when abstractions were considered a crime when all that mattered was that each line got sadder and sadder as a matter of fact it makes me laugh to look back at my past at least thats what i tell myself see, i find it's much better for my health blunted conjunction busting with compunction means nuthin my lack of punctuation demonstrates my liberation

I'd like to meet:

Music:

I will ALWAYS be BELOW AVERAGE!!!!! lets see: the mars volta tool roni size miles davis sage francis aesop rock El P mute math cold war kids puscifer massive Attack air st. germaine citizen cope pink floyd pearl jam jimi hendrix soundgarden john coltrane George Clinton Squarepusher Apex Twin 311 a perfect circle queens of the stone age BELOW AVERAGE PRODUCTIONS zero 7 manu chow the streets LTJ Bukem Planet of the Drums Aphex Theory the Bradburry Press Abandon Seattle Frank Sinatra Mad Season Rabbit In The Moon Donald Glaude Paul Oakenfold Seb Fontaine Green Velvet Herbie Hancock Incubus System of a Down Mudvayne Dean Martin Mel Torme Tabla Beat Science HOMESKOOL IISEI CAST OF CHARACTERS PROTOCOL Tech Itch Jimmy Hoffa Digital DJ Die CARL THOMPSON Paul Van Dyke Hatebreed ENTITY Charlie Parker Dexter Gordon Rinse Flux Baby Anne Icey Omar Santana, B.I.G. (R.I.P) FUCKING PANTERA!!!!! Mercir the Shins Transfer The Bradburry Press

Movies:

I'm a movie nut! uh...top 5 fav's 1. WAKING LIFE 2. Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas 3. Donnie Darko 4. 1 GIANT LEAP 5. Fight Club

Television:

KILL YOUR TELEVISION

Books:

anything by Tom Robbins, William S. Burroughs, Chuck Pahlaniuk, Jack Keroac, Hunter S. Thompson, Alan Ginsberg, Ishmael, the Story of B, Way of the Peaceful Warrior, Word Virus, A Clockwork Orange(the book), the Celestine Prophecy, Dante's Inferno, Lee Strobek, Blue Like Jazz, C.S. Lewis, the bible, various Hinu and Buddhist texts, and on and on and on...

Heroes:

My gramma, my mom, Miles Davis, Jimi Hendrix, Ghandi, Jesus Christ, Martin Luther King Jr.

My Blog

THIS IS NOW

Another memory and I'm asking myself why cant I let the past be the past. Once and for all take a hold of the future And not let it control what I aspire to have. I see where my decisions have brough...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 02:03:00 PST

THE BEGINNING

We are killing this planet. Actually, that's not entirely true. This planet has gone through much more radical changes in it's history then the ones we're forcing it through right now. The...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Wed, 19 Dec 2007 03:01:00 PST

COOL

What Is Cool?What's cool is what has been and what always will be.Do the right thing even when it's not popular or may not be "in fashion".Be into life for the long haul, not for the fast kill.Try to ...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Fri, 03 Aug 2007 07:41:00 PST

RIDE

DO YOU BELIEVE IN THE CHANCE TO BE COMPLETLY CHANGED BY SOMETHING AS TIMID AS A WORD?Can it really truely be? After all this time? Have I finally caught the wave? Can it really truely be t...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Tue, 29 May 2007 06:36:00 PST

CELLAR DOOR

So many things I can't begin to imagine, I'm sure.So many places I've never been, I'll never be.It's like the world almost needs a catastrophe.Like we're all subconsciously aiming ourselves towards it...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:45:00 PST

The Magician

Some say that science takes the magic out of life. I say that science validates us, reassures us, more than mere faith, that we are indeed surrounded by magic. A magician pulls...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Fri, 25 May 2007 09:17:00 PST

My Health

I've never really cared about my health, about the condition my body is in. I've always been just a biiiit overweight. When i was a small child it was cute, i mean what's cuter then a pud...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:17:00 PST

Reading Through an Empty Book

Just found these today. They're not exactly relavent anymore, but they are still beautiful At least I think so.......Life is pretty crazy. -The Beginning- She sparked m...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Mon, 10 Apr 2006 04:16:00 PST

Evolution Revolution

We are unconsciously living in a time of great great turmoil and change. A time of spiritual evolution. The religions of yesterday, based on blind faith and archaic values have been outmod...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 11:41:00 PST

A HUMBLE PRAYER

I long for the way it used to be, the way it should be. And I wonder was there ever such a time? A time when mankind was at peace with this world and not fighting to control it.&nbs...
Posted by B.I.G. S.E.X.Y. on Sun, 10 Sep 2006 12:49:00 PST