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Nicole Apparatus.

Liar, liar pants on fire hanging from a telephone wire.

About Me


fagger.
Who Killed Ronnie ?
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The Used and The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus make my heart go boom boom.


I'm extremely shy. I found my purpose in life; I was put here to love. I want to help troubled teenagers when I grow up. My favorite color is purple . Everday I wear jeans, a band shirt, and my jacket. You'll rarely see me without my jacket on. My sister Brooke is my best friend and my everything. Everyone thinks we're twins. I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup. Too many things annoy me. I'm very intelligent. I haven't had a boyfriend or my first kiss; it doesn't bother me at all. I'm not sure of my exact height, but I'm pretty tall. I'm the type of person who lets fear drive. I'm a proud Christian, and I love God with all of my heart.
Welcome to my life.
Cupcakes Taste Like Violence.
"Shake it, break it, get off your feet,
come dance with me and don't you fake it."
Brooke is my favorite color.
"Whether you never look in the mirror, or you spend hours looking at yourself: go bitch, live it and love it."
-Jeffree Star.
"It's not what you wear, it's not what you put on your face that makes you who you are. It's what's within your head . . ."
-Chris Crocker.
Jeph is my vagina.
"she's sittin in a bathroom stall
with a marker in her hand,
scribbling down the words
to a favorite song by her favorite band.
she hopes someone will read them
and maybe they'll understand how it feels
to care so much it hurts,
to fight so hard you shake,
to love so intensely that it scares you,
to build so much that something breaks.
she knows that she's not the only one,
but sometimes it sure feels that way."

CHADAM LIVES.


Kill. Smile. Cut it out for me this time.

My Interests



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Buzznet.
YouTube.
Twitter.
Alliance.
Photobucket.

HACKED. 11/11/07. 4:24 pm.
Nicole, you're my favorite. forever & ever & ever.
i love you a lot & i hope you smile when you see this.

why did the chicken cross the road?
because the dinosaur was on the other side. ♥

I'd like to meet:

Bert McCracken. Fall Out Boy. Paramore. My Chemical Romance. Branden Steineckert. Sonny Moore. Green Day. Clint Catalyst. Linda Strawberry. Aaron Rothe. Panic at the Disco. Zui Suicide. Dirty. John Feldmann. My Prince Charming.

Music:

They make my heart race . . .
The Used. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Paramore. Fall Out Boy. Boys Like Girls. The Almost. From First To Last. Avenged Sevenfold. My Chemical Romance. Jeffree Star. Green Day.

"I'm not sick. I'm not weird. I'm simply in love."
Seen Live Shadow Agency . Kaddisfly . Saosin . The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus .(2) Cobra Starship .(2) Paul Wall . The Academy Is... (2) +44 . Fall Out Boy . Chiodos . Adolescents . Boys Like Girls . The Almost .(3) Paramore .(3) Drowning Pool . Saliva . Life In Jersey. Shiny Toy Guns . Satellite Party . The Used .(2) Voodoo Glow Skulls . Bill Cosby ! Set Your Goals . The Starting Line . Here I Come Falling . This Will Destroy You . Unwed Sailor . Seasons After . The Underneath . D'espairsRay . Mucc . Idiot Pilot . Bullet For My Valentine . blessthefall . Atreyu . Avenged Sevenfold . Lights Resolve . Street Drum Corps . Army Of Me .(2) Straylight Run . Dear and the Headlights . Jimmy Eat World . Envy On The Coast . Emery . Gym Class Heroes . From First To Last . 3Oh!3 . Jeffree Star . Electric Valentine . The Maine . Angels and Airwaves .
" . . . we are finally free tonight. Tonight will change our lives. It's so good to be by your side. And we'll cry. We won't give up the fight. We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs. And they'll think it's just 'cause we're young. And we'll feel so alive."
I've Met Duke Kitchens. Joey Westwood. Elias Reidy. Jon Wilkes. Ronnie Winter. Audrey Kitching. Dan Whitesides. Jeph Howard. Jay Vilardi. Aaron Gillespie. Zacky Vengeance. Matt Shadows. The Rev. Johnny Christ. Synyster Gates. Matt Reich. Sherman. Neal Saini. Quinn Allman. Jael Strauss. Tarina Tarantino. Alex Aponte. Hanna Beth. Travis Richter. Chris Lent. Derek Bloom. Manning. Matt Good. Jeffree Star.

Movies:


Berth. Maybe Memories. Thirteen. Pirates of the Caribbean 1, 2 and 3. The Notebook. The Little Mermaid. Disturbia. The Shining. Life on the Murder Scene. All Excess. Scream 1, 2 and 3. Crossroads. Mean Girls. Fried Green Tomatoes.

Television:

Survivor. FUSE. The Cosby Show. Roseanne. America's Next Top Model. America's Most Smartest Model. Rock Of Love.

Books:

Twilight. New Moon. Eclipse. The Perks Of Being A Wallflower. Running With Scissors. Everybody Hurts. Dry.

Heroes:

BROOKE !
As long as you're alive, here I am.

The Used. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Paramore. Fall Out Boy.
I love you, always forever.

This heart, it beats, beats for only you. My heart is yours.

My Blog

Warped Tour. 2008. Ventura, California.

I just noticed how funky the line spacing is; I'm just going to leave it. It'd take forever to fix, and it looks like it might be easier to read this way.Gosh, I really don't want to start this b...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Wed, 25 Jun 2008 04:32:00 PST

California/Las Vegas. Summer 2008.

6/17/08 Tuesday. Hello, ladies and gentlemen. I have pictures from today ! My videos are uploading now. Buttt, here are the pictures. Ohmygawwwsh, I'm seeing The Almost tomorrow.My phone's on the ...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Sat, 31 May 2008 10:49:00 PST

Daily Journal 2.

5/30/08 Friday. 5/27/08 Tuesday.     WHOA. This is crazy, guys ! It's 10 40. 1) I've already taken a shower. 2) I've done my make up. 3) I've done my hair. 4) I'm in clothes not pajams. This ...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Thu, 28 Feb 2008 06:31:00 PST

Paramore. 4/17/08. Springfield, MO.

This is probably going to be a very short blog. It was my third time seeing them, and nothing new really happened that didn't the last two times I saw them. Sooo, here's a kind of quick blog about wha...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 04:50:00 PST

The Used ! Get A Life Tour. 4/5/08. Columbia, MO.

I have a feeling this is going to be a very long blog, but I can’t wait to write it all. THE SHOW WAS AMAZING. Okay . . . here I go. Brooke, Elicia, my mom, and I all got up at 2 45 AM on Saturd...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Tue, 08 Apr 2008 06:40:00 PST

Twitter !

You can stay updated with me here. : ) follow NicoleApparatus at http://twitter.com...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Mon, 24 Mar 2008 04:05:00 PST

Taste of Chaos ! Kansas City, MO. March 1, 2008.

Ohdaaang. I had so much fun ! I'll start with earrrrly Saturday morning. Brooke, Shyla and I woke up at 4 30. We stayed in bed until about 5 30. We got ready and stuff. blah blah. Then, Jessie and Chr...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 06:57:00 PST

Sometimes.

Sometimes I wish I could cut everyone out of my life except for my family.
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Fri, 22 Feb 2008 04:39:00 PST

Daily Journal.

2/12/08 Tuesday.     It's about 12 45 in the morning, and I'm listening to The Used on Loveline. Ohh, I love them so much. Did you listen to it ? I loved Bert's explanation for his...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 01:37:00 PST

The Almost. Remmingtons. 12/14/07.

Today was great. All during school, I kept thinking about how The Almost was HERE. It was so crazy to think about. 'Kay. After school I walked home and waited with Brooke for my mom to get home. We bl...
Posted by Nicole Apparatus. on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 12:05:00 PST