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About Me

"Too wierd to live, too rare to die"

My Interests

Bailey, My Jimmy3, Kurt Cobain, Jack White, Tom York, cartoons, comic books, cuddling, my guitar, UFC, singing, snakes, LIVE CONCERTS, abstract art, surrealism, astral-projection, feeling ALIVE, transformation, transmutation, transcendence, mind-fucking, FREEDOM, wildlife, animals, tattoos, piercings, photography, parapsychology, lizards, blue christmas lights, forensics, Angelina Jolie, Beavis and Butthead, laughing til my face hurts, friends, smiles, thunderstorms, lightning, lightning bugs, ladybugs, butterflies, learning, teaching, living in the moment, motorcycles, Anne Rice-style vampires, metaphors, prisms, echoes, turning my life into a poem, martial arts, meditation and visualization, body-paint, vulnerability, SPENCER'S, chocolate milk, milkshakes, Jack Nicholson, a good book, bubble bath, caves, waterfalls, waterslides, fireworks, bonfires, camping, hiking, summertime, autumn, the sunrise over the ocean, bridge-jumping, dreams, yoga, unconditional love, light and dark, water-fights, HUGS AND KISSES, finger-paint, mud-wrestling, movies, Eddie Vedder, Native American culture, empowering myself, GUYS WITH LONG HAIR, cute butts, Thai food, sushi, cheese, wine, gourmet coffee, tea, chocolate, Batman, The Joker, and Harley Quinn, stones, sage, candles, incense, sunsets, dancing all night, dancing in the rain, Johnny Depp, destroying fear and illusion, losing myself and then finding myself again, saying exactly whats on my mind, cemetaries, Halloween, feeling crazy, feeling introspective, lotion, lipgloss, glitter, living breathing things, sand between my toes, kittens, monkeys, forts, behaving like a child, blue eyes, green eyes, sparklers, stars, THE MOON, astrology, herbalism and holistic healing, lucidity, contrast, design, diversity, temporary insanity, forgiveness, understanding, making jewelry, textures, flavors, colors, beauty, divinity

I'd like to meet:

Jack White, someone who isn't brainwashed by someone or something, musicians, artists, nature-lovers and free-spirits.... Oh yeah... and chicks that squirt;P

Music:


Nirvana (DADDY), WHITE STRIPES, The Doors, Led Zeppelin, TOOL, Heart, Pearl Jam, James Brown's Body, Grateful Dead, Neil Young, Bob Dylan, Radiohead, Johnny Cash, Kill Whitney Dead, MSI, Rancid, The Bangles, System of a Down, Violent Femmes, Outkast, Screaming Trees, The Melvins, Tori Amos, Everlast, Gwen Stefani, Tricky, Pink Floyd, B.B. King, Fugazi, Andrew WK, Bela Fleck, The Vandals, Modest Mouse, Soundgarden, Wolfmother, Audioslave, Lead Belly, Smashing Pumpkins, MC Lars, Fearless Leader, Primus, Silverchair, The Pixies, Alannis Morrissette, Damien Rice, Moby, Amy Winehouse, BlindMelon, Foo-Fighters, Nine Inch Nails, Orgy, Opeth, The Exploited, Alice in Chains, Screeching Weazel, Flaming Lips, Red Hot Chili Peppers, The Vaseline's, Queens of the Stoneage, Placebo, Between Walls, Tupac, NOFX, Sublime, Brandsten, Descendants, Regina Spektor, Sneakerpimps, The Eagles of Death Metal, Mazzy Star, Marcy Playground, Poe, Shakira, Eminem, The Gorillaz, KMFDM, The Used, Live, KORN, Enya, A Life Once Lost, Talking Heads, Coheed and Cambria, Guns 'n Roses, Dead Kennedy's, Sex Pistols, Antiflag, Strung Out, The National, Gravity Kills, Jane's Addiction, Veruca Salt, The Clash, Mock Orange, Ani Difranco, Bjork, Fiona Apple, Sarah Maclaughlin, Collective Soul, Ramones, A Perfect Circle, Hatebreed, NWA, Grand Funk Railroad, Van Morrison, Cake, Bush, Hum, Black Flag, Depechemode, The Cure, Portishead, Jewel, Dropkick Murphys, Weezer, The Misfits, Goldfinger, Pennywise, Bad Religion, Moneen, The Velvet Underground, Alkaline Trio, Rammstein, OpIvy, Cream, Aphex Twin, Elliot Smith, Counting Crows, Type O Negative, Coldplay, Third Eye Blind, Propaghandi, Reel Big Fish, Donna the Buffalo, Sim Redmond Band, classical

Movies:

I Heart Huckabees, Braveheart, The Cell, Vanilla Sky, Rose Red, Requiem for a Dream, Boondock Saints, Superbad, The Illusionist, Romeo and Juliet, Gia, One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Blow, Boys Dont Cry, Borat, American Beauty, Dead Poet's Society, Donny Darko, Patch Adams, The Texas Chainsaw Massacre, Cemetary Man, Boogie Nights, Army of Darkness, Sin City, The Lost Boys, The Nightmare Before Christmas, The Corpse Bride, What Dreams May Come, Wedding Crashers, Me Myself and Irene, Beetlegeuse, American History X, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, 40- Year-Old Virgin, Walk the Line, Almost Famous, Baseketball, Office Space, The Labyrinth, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, Pulp Fiction, Kill Bill I and II, Shrek, The Lion King, ET, Chasing Amy, Clerks, Clerks II, Saw 1 and 2, The Ring, Mr. and Mrs. Smith, Edward Scissorhands, Batman, The Crow, The Shining, As Good as it Gets, The Notebook, A Clockwork Orange, Memento, Interview with a Vampire, Legends of the Fall, The Return of Oz, What's Eating Gilbert Grape?, The Lorax, Bad Santa, Fight Club, Bong Water, Karate Kid, Old School, Girl Interupted, Natural Born Killers, Silence of the Lambs, Instinct, Jay and Silent Bob Strike Back, 13 Ghosts, A Beautiful Mind, The Breakfast Club, Taking Lives, School of Rock, The Titanic, Waking Life, 8 Mile, Swingers, Resident Evil I, II, and III

Television:

I LOVE LOST, the UFC, Quantum Leap, Mindfreak, Aquateen Hungerforce, Foamy the Squirrel, Ren and Stimpy, Chappelle Show, Family Guy, Kids in the Hall, The Munsters, Alfred Hitchcock Presents, Dragonball Z(Japanese), Fraggle Rock, Spongebob Squarepants, The Simpsons, The Pirates of Darkwater, Batman the Animated Series, Beavis and Butthead, The Daily Show with John Stewart, Mad T.V., Metalacolypse

Books:

"Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsch, also Anne Rice kicks major ass, Charles Bukowski, Eckhardt Tolle, Hunter S. Thompson, L. Ron Hubbard, Nietzsche, Rimbaud, Edgar Allen Poe, J.D. Salinger, Aleister Crowley, Steven King, Robert Frost, Sylvia Brown, William Blake, Walt Whitman, William Shakespeare, Emily Dickenson, Tom Wolfe--- my list would never end...

Heroes:

Hunter S. Thompson and all the Gods of Rock
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?

Passion


92%

Eyes full of Pain


75%

Mysterious


75%

Diamond Eyes


67%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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You scored as Red. Just like Red, you fit most catergories. Red can be used to describe danger, and danger is what you are all about. You possibly tend not to follow the rules, are not afraid of most things and know exactly what you want. Red can also be described as the colour of 'love' and this is your weakness. You are an absolute sucker for romance and your usual stubborn shell falls when in the presense of someone you like. You are passionate, beautiful and alluring to the eye.

Red


89%

White


72%

Black


67%

Pink


66%

Blue


61%

Green


56%

Orange


56%

Purple


50%

Yellow


44%
Which Colour Represents You???
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You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him.

Dracula


100%

Lestat


75%

Marius


75%

Armand


67%

Louis


67%

Spike


58%

Blade


58%

Angel


50%

Deacon Frost


50%

Akasha


25%
Whose your Vampire personality? (images)
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Your Aura is Red
You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage.
Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works!
The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures
Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez
Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?
You scored as Faerie. Faerie: Aren't you a cute little flying person? Faeries are earth spirits. They live among each element completely hidden. They have cousins called Pixies. Pixies however, are very mischevious. They enjoy tormenting other creatures for fun. Little pranksters.. I hope you never meet one. Pixies have a bad reputation for finding a creature and clinging to them until death. Faeries can be somewhat close to a Pixie, but mostly they are loving, playful, and carry with them a child-like enthusiasm for life. Hide among the pedals of a Daisy, you are a Faerie.

Mermaid


You scored as Hannibal Lecter. You are Hannibal Lecter. You dont need to eat human flesh to live, but do so because it just taste good. You are very intelligent, and enjoy using it to your advantage to keep people guessing. You arent a killing machine, but when you do decide to let loose, watch out! Dinner is served, with some fava beans, and a nice chianti!

Pinhead


85%

Hannibal Lecter


85%

Michael Myers


70%

Jigsaw


65%

Freddy Krueger


50%

Candyman


50%

Buffalo Bill


40%

Jason Voorhees


35%

Leatherface


35%

Captain Spaulding


30%
Which Horror Killer are You?
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You scored as Hinduism. Your views are most similar to those of... Hinduism! Do some research on Hinduism and possibly consider becoming Hindu, if you aren't already.

Hinduism


79%

Buddhism


71%

Paganism


71%

Satanism


67%

Christianity


46%

Islam


42%

atheism


33%

Judaism


29%

agnosticism


25%
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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My Blog

Consciousness

Think of all the time we as Americans spend watching t.v., surfing the internet or any other time-consuming activity. Imagine if people instead spent that time fighting for a cause. We can all do some...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 10:31:00 PST

Fuckshitasscunt

Gggggrrrrrrrr. Life sux. Each year progressively worse. Still trying to slice through the fog and find my face. I feel like I'm drifting through life on the wings of a dream, while everything around m...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 02:54:00 PST

.....

I can't stop shaking. I can't stop thinking these thoughts. Relieved it's over, sorry I ruined it so that I could be relieved. I've never felt this alone, which is odd, because I've been alone all my ...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:41:00 PST

The Pain Body

From the early days of childhood, pain has taken on a life of it's very own. This is quite literally the truth. A brilliant spiritual teacher has made me aware of the pain body, a seperate entity that...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 10:45:00 PST

Hope is just another drug

I'm sick of being careful, of thinking before I speak, of being afraid. Am I better off keeping my feelings to myself???.....But I'm tired of living that way. I am who I am. I feel how I feel. I don't...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Thu, 07 Dec 2006 01:20:00 PST

Aaaaarrrrrggghh

Honestly people make me fucking sick. Most people don't do the right thing, or they do it for the wrong fucking reasons. Jesus people! If someone needs help, fucking help them! And don't go bragging a...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 10:24:00 PST

The Measure of Success

What does it mean to be successful? I guess every person must determine that for themselves. Some people would say fame or fortune. But honestly I find these things to be empty and fraudulent. Don't g...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 02:15:00 PST

GOD

Religions have turned 'God' into a dirty word. The bible as we know it bears little resemblance to the original script. The first editions that were published had been handed down by word of mouth tho...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 05:47:00 PST

Insomnia

Sleeplessness has re-entered my life. I have so many thoughts swimming around my mind at any given moment, I'm incapable of focusing on even the most menial of tasks. And I've been neglecting meditati...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 06:05:00 PST

"Through You"

"I see right through you" "I know right through you" "I feel right through you" "I walk right through you"-Alannis Morrissette     Somehow I can't believe you when you tell me how hap...
Posted by Fire waiting for fuel.... on Sun, 09 Jul 2006 10:49:00 PST