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BarbieBoi

All is bound, i'm falling. Tie me up, and break me. I am lost, and weighing, with each breath, as yo

About Me

I have delt with some serious shit in my life, and one thing has remained consistant, is me, I am always here, and always end up coming back to me to try to fix me. Even though I would rather not deal with me sometimes, I still take care of me. LOL!I'm not the same person I use to be, and don't let people in easily, but, if you think I'm worth your energy and time, and think that I will be able to tolerate you, please, by all means, feel free to say hello. I definitely bite, but only afer I nibble. LOL!

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I'd like to meet:

Ok, to start, I am looking for some loving friends. I prefere people of spiritual paths or open minded. And along the way If I should happen to meet a really good man whois strong willed, butch, loving, attractive and concerned about my well being. WooHoo, lucky me.Actually, what I would really love, is if I was to find one of the most awsome loves imaginable, and be able to live in it, blissfully. LOL! Well, you asked. SO I gave you an answer.

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Music:

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Movies:

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You Are 30% Boyish and 70% Girlish
Even if you're not a girl, you're very feminine.
You're in touch with your feelings, and your heart rules you.
A bit of a emotional roller coaster, one moment you're up and the next you're down.
But no matter what, you try to be as cute and perky as possible. How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Television:


Your Personality Is
Guardian (SJ)

You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented.
Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules.

You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader.
You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you.

A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do.
You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up.

In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly.

At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions.

With others, you tend to be polite and formal.

As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself.

On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Books:

Pagan Ways, The Solitary Wiccans Bible, and whatever else happens to grab my attention. Maybe very soon I will be able to find some normal books that make me happy and keep my interest.

Heroes:

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Your Seduction Style: Prized Object
The seduction game you play is tried, true, and still effective: hard to get.
You know that the best seducers turn the tables - and get their crush to seduce them.
The one running has the power, and you're a challenge that is worth the chase.
You are a master of enticing and pulling back. Giving a little and taking some away.
You are controlled enough to know rewards come after a long seduction dance.
Even though you want to call, email, or say "I love you" first - you don't!
You're style is the perfect mix of hot and cold - so much so that you have many suitors.
Think Holly Golightly from Breakfast at Tiffany's ... or any of those creepy guys from the Bachelor.
You're skilled at inspiring a chase. The real test is picking the person to slow down for. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

My Blog

Efforts...

 Do you ever find yourself in the middle? You knew you needed to start before you could be where you wanted to be. Procrastinating, and simply waiting and hoping that it would magikally happ...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Fri, 09 Feb 2007 09:31:00 PST

Be my Frankenstein...

 Since I can't have you whole, I will make you from parts.Can I have your arm, someone gave a part of their heart. What about your chest, your a big strong man, you will do best. Will you pr...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 01:33:00 PST

Flurt...

 Did I tell you how much I like you today? Did I make you feel more special than anyone else has in a long time? Did I show you that there are some people out their that actually give a shit? Wel...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 12:56:00 PST

Boy...

 Boys, breakin my heart, takin my money tellin me i'm blond... Who are you, I'm mean, I know I like you, and I know who you say you are, but who the fuck are you? Are you the person you...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:35:00 PST

Peace...

 How can I find peace in my heart for you, if you hate me?How can I find peace in my heart for you, when you have none for me? Am I to be the better person here. But wait, your the christian, and...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Tue, 09 Jan 2007 03:20:00 PST

What it's like to care...

 How hard is it to care? Does your heart not do it naturally? I find I have no choice with mine. It's actually harder for me not to care, than it is for me to care.   Sometimes I wonder...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 02:47:00 PST

No more...

 I'm not here for you anymore, because being here for you never made me happy, in fact, being here for you, never made you happy either. So i'm not here for you anymore. I'm not here so that...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 01:14:00 PST

Faster...

 So I run faster, but you caught me here, yes my loyalties turn, like my ancore, in a sellun gray, running after billy, running after the rain. So I run faster, and faster, and faster...&nbs...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 06:54:00 PST

Dating...GO

Here I am, I am loving, gentle, sincere, pretty, sexy, playful, at times domineering, fight for whats right, snobby, down to earth, a perfect wife, and lonely.As I sit here alone, procrastinating on d...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:48:00 PST

Future, past and present

Now, I was warned about this part of life. I was told that when looking for someone, you wont find them, they will find you when your not looking. So my question to that is, is the other person lookin...
Posted by BarbieBoi on Wed, 06 Dec 2006 11:26:00 PST