Jena

I am Jena Lynae [birth name] or Janina [Polish name]
I am Cunty or Vajena [what it is]
I am Jenny, Jenner, Je1Na, or Jenabean [nicknames]
21/F/NJ4L [Jersey Shore represent!]
I am the original Silverton/Green Island crew for 21 years and still kickin’ it.
Random things about me:
I always wondered why I was created by God and two mentally ill, drug addict, alcoholic teenagers who still know just as much now then they did then. But I'm just living proof that anything's possible. You live and learn from mistakes, I suppose.
*I was born March 24th, 1986 at Community Medical Center and I’ve lived in Toms River, New Jersey my entire life.
*It’s true “Our life is your vacation!” and you’re damn right I defend Jersey! BENNYGOHOME.com
*My grandparents ARE my parents, they’ve raised me, loved me, and supported me since the day I was born and will until the day I die. They mean the world to me. I’m so grateful to have them in my life because without them I honestly don’t know where or who I’d be right now. My grandfather has always been my hero but my grandmother is just as much a savior to me. Honestly, I owe my life to them.
*Moving on...I’m a Silver Bay Elementary kid, a Toms River Intermediate East hooligan, and I finally graduated from Toms River High School North in June 2004. I also took a few classes at Ocean County College but I plan on going back to OCC or UCC to become a sign language interpreter or working in the legal system or with children. Another option is working in the medical field, particularly with animals. But I enjoy office environments and business management. So I guess we'll see how things fall into place!
*I started playing violin in the 5th grade and was playing in the Garden State Philhamonic the next year. I gave it up once I got to high school but I should really pick it up again. It's the only talent I had.
*I want to live on my own again. I'm a loner and a homebody. I want to come HOME to MY things, not a room and closet full of boxes packed with everything I own.
*I’m on my 3rd car. My first car was a ’99 black Toyota Camry SE while my 2nd was a similiar but not close enough ‘00 black Mazda 626 LE and now I finally have a dream car: MY ’06 silver Scion tC w/sport muffler, spoiler, 18” rims, Pioneer headunit, Rockford 900 watt amp & box w/12inch Alpine R series subwoofer, lame body kit, blue LEDs inside, racing pedals...and I want 100/180 spoke 20inch rims, blue streetglow under body and a turbo kit
*Blue eyes [that too often look green nowadays], long brown hair [finally! Interesting fact: While in high school, I dyed my hair, glittered my hair, spiked my hair, shaved my head and I also had a mohawk then I started to grow out just to do it all over again!], a smirk to die for, straight teeth [never had braces!] real curves even though my weight is always fluctuating between 130-150, real ass&tits, child-bearing hips...what more could you ask for? I am naturally beautiful, which is a rarity, so I don't need to wear animal fat and disgusting makeup on my face.
*I am a proud dorkasaurus/geek/nerdbomb, Polack/Nazi [with a little Italian and Native Americans], and gamer [NINTENDO, SuperNES, SEGA, Dreamcast, Gamecube, Xbox, PS2, PSP, NintendoDS, Gameboy Advanced SP, Wii...yup, those are my favorites. haha.]
:: how nintendo are you? ::
*My life revolves around, well, ME. “I’m conceited and I gotta reason.”
*If you would’ve known me in just the past years of my life then you’d know I’ve come quite a long way...Borderline Personality Disorder [bpdcentral.com] and all the lovely things that go along with it [depression, manic, bipolar, cutting, addiction, lack of motivation or feelings] and with degenerate biological parents, lack of fitting in and schooling...finally, at the age of 20, am I really finding out who I truly am. Everyday I never cease to amaze myself. But really I thank God for everything because without Him, I wouldn't have the strength to go on.
*I’ve learned just about every hard way...but I'm stubborn and what doesn’t kill you will only make you stronger! I live with no regrets because everything is a learning experience. If you make the mistake of letting it happen again then that’s your fault and you’re the one to blame.
*I’m self-motivated and focus mainly on myself because no matter what, you will be yer best friend, yer worst enemy, yer everything...you will always be there for you and no one else. YOU need to take care of YERSELF and nobody else. So I guess you could say I'm independent.
*I simply do not care what [other] people think because I'm not out to impress anyone. ONLY GOD CAN JUDGE ME =P
*I think for myself and do so for my own well being. You can’t depend on others your whole life because at one point or another, you will have to fend for yourself.
*Fuck milk [I never did like it]! Drink soy [it's so delicious]!
*I've been an on/off vegetarian since elementary school. I beleive throughout my 4 years of high school I was a veggie but gave it up. I think about going back to that lifestyle but a majority of my diet is fruits, veggies, vegetarian, chicken, and seafood anyways. I'm not a fan of red meat though I do eat it once in awhile.
*I try to make everyday for the better, whether it's picking up a piece of trash off the beach, donating a dollar to a charity, or advice. If you need a shoulder to lean on, I'm here. I try to help everyone w/everything and I'm always gonna be there NO MATTER WHAT. I will put you before myself...it's just in my nature. I have a mothering sense to me where I feel the need to support everybody else.
*My family and friends come before anyone, sometimes including myself. The true ones I love with all my heart and would do anything for. They know I got their backs.
*I beleive VERY strongly in God, Karma, destiny, fate, and faith, specifically in yerself.
Two quotes that I live by: “And I heard ‘em say, ‘Nothing’s ever promised tomorrow today.’" --Kanye West and "No need to cherish luxuries (cause everythin' come and go) Even the life that you have is borrowed (Cause you're not promised tomorrow) So live your life as if everyday's gonna be your last Once you move forward can't go back Best prepare to remove your past" --Akon.
*I've come to the conclusion that I want to be a suicidegirl
*Current piercings: tongue, nipples, and my ears are gauged to double zer0s
*Retired piercings: my first...belly button, ears, nose, and septum.
*Future [re]piercings: nose and clit.
*Current tattoos: 2 black/red nautical stars on my shoulders done by Lara Slater.
*Future tattoos: disclosed information at this time. Ohhh...ink gets me excited! ;-)
*I love VAGINA. I love the word. I love the association. I LOVE MY VAG TO THE MAX.
I have been clinically diagnosed w/borderline personality disorder aka I'm a psycho, bipolar bitch and you probably can't handle dis. ha! [Don't worry, no one can!] And I might-as-well have ADD [thank you, drugs!] or you can just call it the worst short term memory ever...and a little OCD for dessert. Speaking of which, I seperate my food and things must be symetrical/lined up evenly, in size or color order, etc. haha. As odd as this sounds, I'm a disorganized organizational person.
*I’m a better person than I've ever been, always trying to keep my chin up and see the posi side of things even when they're at its worse. You gotta take the good w/the bad. You also need to understand that things can't be perfect...there's a posi/negitive side to EVERYTHING and without those there could be no equilibrium.
*I try to keep a smile on my face...and others.
*There's always room for improvement but I'm just lazy and procrastinate.
*Fact: NOTHING IS PERFECT.
*I have terrible road rage...very short temper and I'm just a crazy, raving bitch. Quit being stupid, people! haha. =X
I have feelings too! I'm sensitive, emotional, compassionate, and care far too much. Most honest, sincere, trustworthy person ever. I’m not scared to hold anything back except for promises.
I love that feeling in yer stomach and cheeks from laughing too hard. I make people laugh, too...sometimes just by laughing. haha.
*I'm an extreme animal lover, pet owner, PETA supporter, and former vegetarian.
*I love the zoo! I’ve only been to Popcorn Park, Cape May, and Sea World. Take me other places [hint hint: Bronx Zoo, Philadelphia Zoo, San Diego Zoo...aquariums]!
*I love Koalas, 2-toed sloths, and sugar gliders. I think they’re my favorite animals other than my pets. Almost all animals are cute, though.
*I broke edge on New Years of '03. 13 shots of Jack Daniels. Theresa Kamm. Crystal’s house!
*I respect the straightedge way of life. I dislike drugs and losing friends to them. I have no respect for irresponsible people with no self control. I'm not against marijuana [or other NATURAL drugs used for the right reasons such as self exploration, appreciation of nature, etc.] or drinking within limits. Personally, I'm struggling at the moment to keep the blood in my veins pure...but one day I'm gonna be able to do it!
*I enjoy wasting gas [a.k.a. aimlessly driving around]
*Jena, gee you knit? Yessir!
*I love the smell of skunks, gasoline, lavander, and chamomile...among other things.
*Music is my life. When you hear something as simple as a "sentence" in a song and it just hits home...it's an amazing feeling, is it not? How some complete stranger can just hit the nail on the head, whether it be happiness, heartache, love, an experience...I'm sure you can relate. Music helps A LOT. Unfortunately, "the scene" and stupid kids killed my pleasure of the mosh so I rarely go to shows...but I do miss it; it was a good portion of my life traveling to shows every week. I occasionally hit up a party in Philly and New York every once in awhile too but that's a whole different ballgame. How can one resist breakdancing, lights & hard beats?!
I never really knew how to dance but you just go w/the flow, esp. if yer crunk clubbin'. haha! And even though I'm the whitest girl, I got the booty bouncin', hip shakin', and pop-lock-and-droppin' down.
*I enjoy traveling. I wish I had done it sooner but I have the rest of my life to experience anything and everything. I’ve been fortunate enough to go to Germany, Austria, Switzerland, Lichtenstein, and Hawaii in the past few years. I NEED to see: Italy, Norway, Finland, Amsterdam, Russia, Poland, Australia, Africa, Jamaica and Japan. As cool as Europa/Asia is, I still miss Hawaii even more. It's all about the hang time, duuuude. And I’d like to learn how to surf this time around. I’m also going to get married there...or at least have my honeymoon there. You just don’t understand until you’ve been there. ::sigh::
=) + Things that excite me: Aloha
=( - Things that I hate: Bennies, the way people simply cannot drive the speed limit, people that don’t use blinkers, people that talk on cell phones while driving, people that cut me off, people that cut me off while talking on their cell phone and not using their blinker, people that tailgate when yer doing the speed limit or 5+ over, loose lips, BEEFY vaginas [because there's no reason why a vagina shouldn't be tight], heroin, crack, cocaine, ketamine, faces of meth, pills that weren't prescribed to you, misuse of drugs [such as mixing acid, shrooms, ecstasy and/or weed], people that can’t be wrong, ignorance, stupidity, irresponsibility, disappointments, underappreciation, lying, breaking promises, disrespect, being stood up or let down, immaturity at the wrong times, mixed signals/feelings, lazy bums [like people without a job or people that rely on others all the time], my lack of memory, my lack of motivation, my OCD, my bad habit of biting my nails, spiders, electricity/lightning, storms/hurricanes/tornados, annoying bugs, FLIES, feet, my constant analyzation of flaws in others [and myself], my inability to please everyone, my drunken state of minds, lack of a significant other
*"Every creature on this earth dies alone.” –Roberta Sparrow
*I lost train of thought [uncommon? nah!] and I'm bored, so...come again!
PS. I'm too lazy to make continuously growing lists to prove how interesting I really am to you. Add me or don't. Whatev. If you really wanna be my friend, prove it, fuckass!
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