relentless...connoisseur of the stache...i like to drink, a lot. i love attention from the boys i surround myself with. i like dancing. i like being loud. i love horror films. listen to music most would hate. i do not like to read. though an occasional book will tickle my fancy. i enjoy being single. love random make outs. it all makes me feel good, it may make me pathetic, but i need it. i don't want to be saved, fixed, cured, unbroken. i live in drama, because i welcome it. i surround myself with the friends i do, because i will not get too close, and i will not be hurt. i black out,and have insomnia. it all gets me off. it drives me. its is me. plain and simple. this is me being honest to you, and myself.i live in an idealistic mind, and i won't settle for anything less. this is why i get hurt. i know. i am a junkie of sorts. my addiction is boys. maybe one day i'll find someone who is like me, and wants to live in my fantasy land, but until then and only then, will i slow...
