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BeckyEPIC

I miss knowing that someone is there for me.

About Me

♥ Becky ♥
I'm stronger than you think, and i always win.
Most of my friends are either liers or cheaters..and the ones who aren't, aren't really worth my time. I value honesty..but i rarely get it. I always try my best by everyone, which is why people take advantage. But my biggest downfall is... i care far too much about everyone else around me.
This year has been incredible hard on me, ive been lied too, cheated on, walked all over. Its not getting any easier either. But im big enough and strong enough to stand up to my mistakes.
I guess the saddest part of this story is he's got me exactly where he wants me now.
I don't forgive people because i'm weak, i forgive people because i'm strong enough to know that people make mistakes.
This is my baby, and it's the only thing keeping me going at the moment. Try and hurt it in anyway possible and you will be sorry. Everyone keeps telling me how hard its going to be, and yes, it will...but damn, its going to be worth it.
I was right, she's so worth it. Didn't think i could love anyone as much as i love Mollie... and even when its 3 o clock in the morning and i feel like ripping my hair out, i look at her and smile.

My plan now is to forgive and forget. Forgive myself for being so stupid... and forget that you ever existed.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

My two children which i apparently gave birth too yet never even knew i was pregnant :/

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Music:

Lost In Vegas
Breaking Benjamin
Sikth
Bleeding Through
I Killed The Prom Queen
It Dies Today
All That Remains
Haste The Day
Killswitch Engage
Atreyu
10 Years
Thrice

Heroes:


Andrew.
When i tell you that i love you, i don't say it out of habit or to make conversation, i say it to remind you that your the best thing that ever happened to me.
Most girls say that they want a fairy tale, but you taught me that it's not really what i want. I want someone who will make fun of me, and laugh at my jokes even when they aren't funny, someone who wrestles with me and doesn't let me win just because i'm a girl.
Yeah, riding off into the sunset on a white horse would be nice... but playing football with you seems so much better. I can't be anymore honest with you now.
Your my best friend. Your the one who makes me laugh when i don't even feel like smiling. The one who makes me feel so secure when i'm so scared. And lets not forget your the one i fell completely in love with.

Corinne
Natalie Olliver
Dan Kelly
Lauren Quick
Chris Lynch
Dave Roach
Scotty Vegas
Chris Jones
Kylie Crane

And everyone else who has been there for me.

My Blog

fantastic.

For so long now, i've been so un-happy.I couldn't even remember the last time something made me smile and than all day i walked around smileing cos i couldn't shake off that feeling of happiness that ...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 01:23:00 PST

heartbreak.

Well, here i am again. Sitting on my bed askiing myself all those stupid questions about why my life has turned out the way that it has and how the heck can i change it. I'm stuck. & no matter how...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 07:29:00 PST

dear life.

Dear life,          Today my heart broke. Between the cartoons, the feeds, and the toilet runs i realised something. I would make a great mom. People everywhere...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Tue, 13 Nov 2007 07:54:00 PST

Andy <3

Andrew.Theres just so much to say about you.I love how you can make me laugh when all i want to do is cry.I love how when i'm with you, i'm just there and its just enough.I love how there isn't anothe...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:17:00 PST

Looooooooozzzy <3

Looooooooozzzzzypops. ?I just thought that you should know that you are my best friend. I only have a a few reaally good friends & your one of them.and...i wanted you to know how much that i appre...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:03:00 PST

where are the words i need to hear?

Everything is so hard to handle at the moment. Its so difficult when you feel like you have to pretend to be happy and smile, even though being honest you really don't want too, and sometimes it just ...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:19:00 PST

your not here beside me.

I didn't think things could get much worse for me than they was last week. Sitting there alone, wondering why everyone i love just seems to disapear.Wondering why i ever bother to smile and lift my ch...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Sun, 23 Sep 2007 10:49:00 PST

i love you with every little bit of my heart.

when i met andy i never thought i'd meet the guy i would want to spend the rest of my life with...but i did. and now hes not here. i miss him so much. i know that we have been through so much shit tog...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:29:00 PST

confused.

I'm confused. help. ...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 02:01:00 PST

thhank you......

This is for the people who have made me, me. The reasons why i'm still here now. Thank you.... (no order) Corinne... When i first met you i didn't know what to think tbh. People had told me so much a...
Posted by BeckyEPIC on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 03:55:00 PST