analyzing shit, being a drunk, the kentucky straight, pornography, dead baby jokes, geeky things, cuddling, walking around naked, punky gothy girls, indulging in vice, giggling uncontrollably about nothing, talking about girls and sex and sex with girls, staring into space, wandering the streets aimlessly, mumbling about nonsense, eating tasty food, radiating energy, watching people watch people, mentally undressing everyone I see, throwing things at people, hurting myself in pleasant ways, getting mad about politics and commercials, writing poetry about sex and infinity, hugging my cat, making stupid faces, marvelling at the intricacies of the human brain, trying to overcome my shyness, contemplating the nature of time and space, overthinking things so much that I want to tear my brain out of my skull, human contact, life, death, the moment
people who are:strange crazy psychotic honest real raw kinky weak loving fucking thinking drunk alone
the birthday party, nick cave, the jesus lizard, scratch acid, the gits, butter 08, pj harvey, radiohead, wesley willis, violent femmes, louis armstrong, billie holiday, beethoven
Serenity, Children of Men, Breakfast of Champions, Secretary, Lost in Translation, Donnie Darko, Eternal Sunshine, Memento, Fight Club, 12 monkeys, Pi, Fear & Loathing, Delicatessen, City of the Lost Children, Confessions of a Dangerous Mind, the Big Lebowski, Being John Malkovich, Unbreakable, Brazil, american psycho, Desperate Living, Mulholland Drive, Lord of the Rings, Harold and Maude, American Beauty, Evil Dead, Bubba Ho-Tep, Taxi Driver, Clockwork Orange, Blade Runner
fuck tv
dostoevsky, William gibson, william burroughs, kurt vonnegut, zelazny, various sci-fi stuff, books about psychology & philosophy, books about crazy people