About Me

Well I am 20, a senior in college, but I will be in undergrad for an extra year (5 total); a biological sciences and biomedical sciences double major, with a minor in biochemical pharmicology and a minor in French, I love the scene that I am in dearly....and enjoy all of the concerts that I attend, I have my own radio show once a week and I am the loud rock music director at our college station as well. I am an independent individual, I have learned how to cope on my own. I am very blunt and honest; I think thats what people notice first about me.

I do actually like people and I try to find the best in them; I love making friends and meeting new people, as long as you do not scare me. I really do not carry a grudge on somebody unless they truly deserve it. However, I am a bitch and I will put you in your place if need be. I hate those who are mean, condescending, derrogatory, racist, etc....I am a feminist and a very liberal democrat, Vote Hillary '08!!! I am honest, I do not lie, unless you are my rents...I have much love for Nu Metal, Goth metal, alternative rock, and my favorite band COLD.

I have grown to love my friends and I would do almost anything for them, I used to despise the human race ever so much, but I have come to realize that people deserve a little bit more credit.

I am outgoing and love to party, I like a realitive amount of attention, but who doesnt? I am relatively innocent and you can see that in my eyes. Also, I cannot stand drugs of any sort; I find them extremly trashy. I adore my style and if you rip it off you must die!!! nahh...j/k Be who you want to be, I dress and act the way that I wish to, honestly I do not care. I am me and if you do not like, then SHOOO!!!

I hold on tightly to my convictions and when they are questioned, oh hell expect me to react....if you would like to know more just contact me and I shall answer you....please be nice though, mean ppl are not a high priority on my list....furthermore, I am not here for a dating service or a quick hook up, just for friends...

I like to write and read poetry or a good novel...I love going to the gym and working out - I believe a healthy body is best. I love science and school, I love museums - art and science, I could sit there for hours. I adore music and just spitting out stupid music trivia at a moments glance. I love to party and go out, I love to dance and to go clubbing. I adore my friends, I will always be supportive and have their backs. I love to cuddle and sleep...oh how I adore sleep on the rare occasion that I get to sleep...I love looking at the stars, I could lay outside for hours just staring at them....I love to cuddle, just to be held - it makes me feel safe....I love fashion, shopping, food

I am just me....want to know anything more, just ask and I shall answer....

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.. width="425" height="350" .. Without COLD, I would be nothing, I would have nothing....I would have died years ago...but because of them...I am here...they have helped more than you will ever comprehend....I thank Scooter for all his advice, he has impacted my world and for that I will be forever greatful!Group Shot of the Cold Army in Rochester with COLD
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My Interests

Music = Going to concerts and listening to music, writing, poetry, clubbing, partying, working out...death...

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Things about me:

I am a bitch.

I almost 100% of the time voice my opinion.

I fart in my sleep.

I cry a lot.

I wear extensions.

90% of the time I am better than you!

I have fake nails.

I will succeed in life.

I have fake tits.

I am in a sorority and I love it!

I like some country music, but NU metal holds my heart.

I do not need a significant other in my life to be strong.

I have great friends, but I am independent and would rather be alone most of the time.

I do almost everything by myself without the aid of others.

Concerts make me happy.

I fall in love too easily. I am too blunt and open.

I do not sensor myself, I wish others would do the same.

I hate the human race.

I get obsessed really easily with people and things.

I hate war.

I love animals.

I haven't any self asteem.

I wear too much makeup and I like it that way.

I will not change for anyone.

I am the most loyal person ever.

I am a doormat.

People rarely treat me with respect.

My greatest goal in life is to find love and acceptance.

I am lost.

I am not a fan of tattoos.

I love to make-out.

I'm bi-polar.

I love to swing and go to playgrounds at night.

I like hugs, I wasn't hugged enough as a child.

I hate body hair.

Armpits scare me.

People who have foot fetishes should be shot.

Death is a good thing.

I like blankies.

I am an alcoholic.

I hate the sun.

I am afraid of the dark.

I hate spiders.

Boys who wear girl's pants need an ass kicking.

I don't know how to smile.

you are: the pile on! you just can't stand around
or mosh like everyone else, you HAVE to get in
on top of the action. Everyone loves you, and
most people love to watch or take part in you!

Which moshpit move are you?
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You like the sweet, shy type.

What kind of guy are you most attracted to?
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Your Heart is Black

What Color is Your Heart?
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You are sad because of your life and obsession with
death

Why are you sad? [amazing pictures] For darker people
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Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
brought to you by Quizilla"I'm a glass doll and I can break so easily" ~Bow Ever Down~

I'd like to meet:

Others involved in the Goth or Metal scene....or anyone who can hold an intelligent conversation.The COLD ARMY!!!!Zach Braff, Diecast, Jessicka Fodera, Robert Smith of The Cure, Marilyn Manson, Howard Stern, Jay Gordon, KoRn, London After Midnight, Kelly Osbourne.Also, I would like to meet somebody I could connect with; look into their eyes and see the universe.

-- --Scooter Ward of COLD and myself

.."Click Me.."
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Music:

COLD, Him, Orgy, Marilyn Manson, Scarling, Jack off Jill, Finger Eleven, KoRn, Hate in the Box, Nonpoint, Lacuna Coil, My Ruin, Bow Ever Down, Cradle of Filth, Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Pearl Jam, Kidney Thieves, Adema, The Cruxshadows, The Cure, Rush, The Smiths, Poison, Otep, Audiovent, Stone Temple Pilots, Nine Inch Nails, Static-X, Powerman 5000, Soundgarden, 36 Crazyfists, The Yardbirds, Phil Collins, London After Midnight, The Animals, Billy Idol, Bush, The Cranberries, Bif Naked, The Doors, Garbage, Cky, Guns-n-Roses, Coal Chamber, From Zero, Rage Against the Machine, Def Leppard, Journey, A Perfect Circle, The Sex Pistols, Yes, KISS, The Steve Miller Band, Zeromancer, Cheap Trick, Motley Crue, Covenant, My Dying Bride, Pat Benatar, Dredg, Foo Fighters, Genesis, The Offspring, Deicide, Queen, Rammstein, Revis, Black Sabbath, Ozzy Osbourne, Converge, Shinedown, Molly Hatchet, Dishwalla, Skid Row, Unloco, (hed)pe, Breaking Benjamin, The Black Crows, Stix, Heart, .38 Special, Caustic, Buckcherry, The Planet Smashers, Switchblade Symphony, 30 Seconds to Mars, Janis Joplin, Flyleaf, Toad and the Wet Sprocket, ZZ Top, Boyhitscar, Mest, The Bangles, Bella Morte, Lynyrd Skynyrd, Cinderella, Tantric, Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers, Duran Duran, Cat Stevens, Avenged Sevenfold, Cake, Dope, Jane's Addiction, Dave Navaro, Econoline Crush, Gin Blossoms, Mad at Gravity, Lamb of God, American Head Charge, Peter, Paul, & Mary, The Smashing Pumpkins, Deep Purple, Unwritten Law, Lita Ford, Joan Jett, The Ramones, Sevendust, Sublime, The Scorpions, Ill Nino, Unearth, Flaw, Lizzy Borden, The Mighty Mighty Bosstones, Tool, A Dozen Furies, Pink Floyd, Lit, Letters to Cleo, Spineshank, Damage Plan, Save Ferris, 3rd Strike, Counting Crows, Taproot, Slayer, Collide, Hungry Lucy, Iron Maiden, Sierra Swan, Rasputina, Chimaira, Shadows Fall, Earshot, Starship, George Thorogood, Fleetwood Mac, Seemless, Morrissey, Outspoken, CCR, Soil, Devil Driver, Killswitch Engage, The Vincent Black Shadow, Ankla, Blind Guardian, Stolen Babies, Goatwhore, Hinder, Cannibal Corpse, Ego Likeness, Hatebreed, Fear Factory, A Bullet for my Valentine, Allele, 40 Below Summer, Siouxie and the Banshees, Wednesday 13, 69 Eyes, Helloween, Dio, Danzig, Diecast, Say Anything, Suzanne Vega, Autumn, Biohazard, Mnemic, Anthrax, PANTERA, moe., Neurotic Fish, Hurt, Amon Amarth, Beneath the Sky, Soilwork, Nathalie Merchant, KD Lang, Lullacry, God Forbid, I Killed the Prom Queen, The Jon Bennett, Meat Puppets, Candlebox, The Verve Pipe, Boston, The Birthday Massacre, In Flames, In This Moment, Submersed, Shadow Bunny.....

NO ONE

Which COLD song are you? (with pictures)
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Jessicka Fodera of JOJ

Scarling

The Cure

Two of the hottest men ever...Ville Valo of HIM and Sean Brennan of London After Midnight

Movies:

Breakfast Club, The Crow, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Powder, Nightmare Before Christmas, Pippi Longstocking, The Brave Little Toaster, Drop Dead Fred, Beavis and Butthead Do America, The Shining, Carrie, Lady and the Tramp, The US vs. John Lennon, V for Vendetta, Psycho...

Television:

Gilmore Girls; Two Guys, a Girl, and a Pizza Place; The Real World; Days of Our Lives; Daria; Beavis and Butthead; Ahh..Real Monsters; Beatlejuice; Rocko's Modern Life; Welcome Back Freshman; Hey Dude; Salute Your Shorts; Clarrisa Explains it All; Ren and Stimpy; Captain Planet; Garfield and Friends, Heithcliff; Inspector Gadget; Lambchop's Play Along; Alvin and the Chipmunks; Dog the Bounty Hunter; Gene Simmons' Family Jewels; Law & Order Criminal Intent; Alice in Wonderland; Under the Umbrella Tree; Elimidate; Blinddate; The Fifth Wheel; Reba; Even Stevens; Lizzie McGuire (its sad, i know :/)...Dog the Bounty Hunter, E! True Holywood Story, Forensic Files, Criss Angel MindFreak

Books:

Poe and Voltaire are my absolute favorites...

Heroes:

Scooter Ward and COLD, and Activists of all types.

My Blog

Boy Toy Application

Hmm...since I'm moving to Boston for a few months I figured I might want to put an application out there for some East Coast entertainment.21 SWF desires M between the ages of 20-24 in the Boston/Cam...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Fri, 15 Jun 2007 12:29:00 PST

There aren't any decent guys in Western, NY.

I have dated/made-out with every good looking/decent guy in Buffalo/Western, NY I am sure. Unless they are practically married, and the majority of the hot ones are; they find their one in high school...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Wed, 13 Jun 2007 11:23:00 PST

I am about to crack!

I am bored but at the same time I cannot face people. My depression is taking over every aspect of my life and I am utterly miserable. Help save me from myself. Ugh I hate this place I am stuck in.......
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 12:22:00 PST

Fooey on Monogamy...

You know, I have never been one for monogamy and at 20 years of age, no one individual needs to be tied down to another. 'Tis the age of exploration and innocence. Why hold yourself back or hinder you...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 11:50:00 PST

Summer is meant for fun!

For the first time in two years I actually get one month off for summer vacation. If I remain at home, I'll prolly jump in front of a moving tractor. I will more than likely be out in Buffalo for this...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Mon, 21 May 2007 02:09:00 PST

If one more person...

If one more person confesses their feelings, their undying love/devotion etc... to me I am going to fucking scream. I am sorry, I have been single for only one month, I still need time to be on my own...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Fri, 18 May 2007 10:07:00 PST

What I am looking for in a guy:

Nice Eyes. Someone I can watch football, baseball, and hockey with. Someone I can shoot the shit with over stupid random crap. Someone who can drink, and I mean drink like I do. Someone who is educat...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Sun, 06 May 2007 08:07:00 PST

I am too honest, here are some facts about me.

I am a bitch. I almost 100% of the time voice my opinion. I fart in my sleep. I cry a lot. I wear extensions. 90% of the time I am better than you! I have fake nails. I will succeed in life. I have fa...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Fri, 04 May 2007 04:33:00 PST

I'm just a country girl gone astray.

Little do most know that I am a country girl at heart. My roots are on the farm. I miss those days running around with the cows, playing in the pasture or haymount, good times indeed in the milk house...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Thu, 03 May 2007 12:36:00 PST

Finger Eleven = Fucking Amazing!!!!

Show last night in Toronto was a blast! A few rows back from the rail...I am covered in bruises and can barely move, my extensions were ripped out, I was stepped on and landed on by crowd surfers, I h...
Posted by Morbid Mistress on Wed, 02 May 2007 10:35:00 PST