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SHAYNA[nigans]

The difference between false memories and true ones is the same as for jewels: it is always the fals

About Me

quick summery of me
Hello.
my name is shayna.(and i used to be a fish!)
You might like me the first time you talk to me.
You might even like me the second time, but on the third time i might start to bore you.
Then, on one day you'll decide we're friends. And we might not.
what i'm trying to say is i change how i act. sometimes i'm entertaining, and other times i just want to get you to shut up. i wouldn't be who i am if it wasn't for the way i dress and alot of people would had never talked to me if it wasn't for how i dress.
people are superficial like that.
I'm a nice person and i tend to be painfully logical.
i don't feel comfotable without telling the truth cause i'll bottle it up inside and write an angry blog about you.
a huge amount of my time is spent on imagining the future and having conversations with myself.
i am in deniel about the future, but not about the present.
i trust people too easily and try to see the best in people way too often, which punches me in the face most of the time.
but once i hate you you better know you can never get on my good side again.
that's it. have a nice day. ♥
"I can smell shit and sugar in everything. I can see stars in daylight. Sometimes it all gets mixed up and I see sounds and taste things. Like peach flavoured sky through my window."
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My Interests


I'd like to meet:


Music:

♦ My Chemical Romance
♦ The Used
♦ Alkaline Trio
♦ The Dresden Dolls
♦ Judy And Mary[/Yuki]
♦ Mayday Parade
♦ No Doubt
♦ AFI
♦ We Are The Fury
♦ The Killers
♦ Smashing Pumpkins
♦ Kanye West
♦ Chiodos
♦ Alesana
♦ Eminem
♦ Panic! At The Disco
♦ Death Cab For Cutie
♦ Mindless Self Indulgence
♦ The White Stripes
♦ Maximo Park
♦ Lily Allen
♦ Brokencyde
♦ Bloc Party
♦ Cobra Starship
♦ Motion City Soundtrack
♦ Maroon 5
♦ The Hush Sound
♦ Taking Back Sounday
♦ Reel Big Fish
♦ The Postal Service
♦ LoveHateHero

-And more...

Movies:

♦ Kamikaze Girls
♦ Waitress
♦ Little Miss Sunshine
♦ 300
♦ Supersize Me
♦ Ray
♦ The Nightmare Before Christmas
♦ Laputa
♦ Sweeney Todd
♦ Fight Club
♦ Zoolander
♦ Kikis Delivery Service
♦ Enchanted
♦ Juno
♦ Scarface
♦ Nana 2
♦ Ponyo On The Cliff By The Sea

Television:

♦ Prisonbreak
♦ Project Runway
♦ Americas Next Top Model
♦ Lost
♦ The Office
♦ House
♦ Conan Obrien
♦ Family Guy
♦ Weeds
♦ That 70's Show
♦ The War At Home
♦ Entourage
♦ Grey's Anatomy
♦ Dexter
♦ Desprate Housewives
♦ D!rt
♦ Make Me A Super Model
♦ Ugly Betty
♦ Sex And The City

Books:

♦ Stargirl
♦ Venus as a Boy
♦ Darkly Dreaming Dexter
♦ Harry Potter Books
♦ The Seymour Tapes
♦ Fast Food Nation
♦ I, Fatty
♦ the Shopoholic books
♦ And Then Their Where None
♦ A Holiday For Murder
♦ Flowers In The Attic
♦ The Perks of Being a Wallflower
♦ The Five People you Meet in Heaven
♦ The Catcher in the Rye
♦ anything Roald Dahl
♦ The Mouse and His Child

Heroes:

Agent Provocateur
Alexander McQueen
Alexander Wang
Anne Sui
Akris
Baby,The Stars Shine Bright
Balenciaga
Betsey Johnson
Chanel
Christian Dior
Christian Lacroix
Christopher Kane
Comme Des Garcons
Fendi
Gareth Pugh
Giambattista Valli
Giles
House Of Holland
Hussein Chalayan
Heatherette
Jay McCarroll
Jean Paul Gaulier
Jeremy Scott
Limi Feu
Louise Goldin
Louis Vuitton
Maison Martin Margiela
Marc Jacobs
Matthew Williamson
Maurizio Pecoraro
Miu Miu
Peter Pilotto
Prada
Rick Owens
Rodarte
Stella McCartney
Undercover
Viktor & Rolf
Vivienne Westwood
Yohji Yamamoto
Y-3

My Blog

Get out.

DenialAggravatingNever-endinglyIrrational I'm doneAnd I'm kicking you outweather I like it or notcause you insisted on being disgustingand this is the last time I'm writing anything about youcause I c...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:00:00 PST

Taking out the trash.

well i guess its timeto take out the trashas in you. i did what i didyou didnt what you didnt i faced up and apologized for things i didnt doand you just agreedand kept living in denial. and you know ...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Sun, 03 Aug 2008 07:51:00 PST

Lyrics

List of lyrics i like.iv'e filled my organizer with this shit so heretell me if you have other good ones :)this is fucking long, so you're probably gonna get bored at one point, i'm doing this for my ...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 12:34:00 PST

good bye waingels

before i start, i wrote in one of my notebooks that the science class is a waste of my fucking life. "what is this?""what does it look like?""i want an explanation""i think it's pretty self explanitor...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Sat, 17 May 2008 02:17:00 PST

You’re (still) an asshole

This aggravation is infiniteYour immortal adolescence is repetitiveBrief moments of knowledge almost instantaneously devoured by stupidityI love you for those momentsBut they are so rareOpinion quickl...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 02:34:00 PST

You disgust me.

To have fallen from such a heightTo where you areDisgusted my lifeAnd every human is just another person to doubt.The faith I put in youTo make the right choicesDrained as I watched in horrorAt the ra...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 05:14:00 PST

Transparent.

Crystal clearPerfect visionRight through youAlmost like glassesScanning every single wordSo simple to catch nowUntil the point where I just stop listeningAnd every word brings up a sad memoryI see no ...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 01:04:00 PST

Feel crappy? take a nap.

In a crowded cramped locationI sit in utter frustrationThe words are filling in my headOf how I hate every so-called friendBut wait a secondI think I'm just tiredI close my eyes and just retireGive in...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 01:06:00 PST

"I’d Hate To Be You When People Find Out What This Song Is About"

I just can't understand why you do this to meYou hold all the cardsYou deal as you pleaseOne for the other but no other fucker for meYou glam the present peasant Is that how you see itSkip half of the...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Sat, 19 Jan 2008 01:04:00 PST

deal with what you have. then add to trouble.

im so fucking sick of my mom giggling with her friends about adopting a child. fuck you, you already have 2 children on the other side of the world that you refuse to support. you cant deal with them,...
Posted by SHAYNA[nigans] on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:32:00 PST