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I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow!

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About Me

Perfectionist. Masochist. Paradox. Introvert. Individualist. Narcissist. Fighter. Dandy. Passivist. Confrontationist. Non-Conformist. Secular Humanist. Spelling Nazi.
This is REAL FRIENDS ONLY!
"Castitatis Lilium" means "Lily of Purity" in Latin.
Mens regnum bona possidet.
An honest heart is a kingdom in itself.
Originally from San Francisco, California, I moved to Bronxville, New York--a half hour train ride away from New York City--to attend Sarah Lawrence College. I'm in my First-Year phase of college, and currently the party captain of the Sarah Lawrence Party Team.
I am currently a club promoter through ReVamp Entertainment & Unwritten Entertainment in New York City, on top of my work studies at college, babysitting, finding modeling opportunities, and starting a club franchise with my business partner.
Some may say that's ambitious, but I would rather risk failing than never taking a chance at all. If we only get one life to live, then I want to experience it to it's full potential, and make up for time wasted when I thought it was always too late to start new things. That way I know will never have any regrets.
So maybe my ideas sound a little unrealistic to the average person, but then again most people don't know me. I'm driven, persistent, motivated and I'm not afraid to take a risk in life. I learned long ago not to let people kill my drive when I was passionate about something because listening only resulted in me losing the most important thing in my life.
I'm bilingual. I speak French & English fluently. I've also taken 6 years of Mandarin, and I plan on switching to Japanese in college.
I have duel citizenship: I'm French & American.
I am a singer, and I do record, and write my own songs.
If you'd like to listen to them, you can click here.
I plan on double majoring in psychology & music in college, and clinical psychology in graduate school.
& happily single. ♥
I like girls, not boys.

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


This is my personal MySpace, so I only want my real life friends, old friends I lost touch with, my close internet friends or local people that I can meet & hang out with to add me.
If you still want to add me, and none of the above applies to you, click here to add my main account.

My AIM screen names are private, so you'll have to msg or comment me your screen name.
AmaeKyou;
PrdxlCrmnlMschst;
TwilightGardenXO.
+ Confessions +

We go together perfectly like this.
17/04/08
First post of the year!
Anyways, it's been a year since I've had a FaceBook.
In a year I friended 1,541 people, got 667 pictures of myself & 32 videos & got 5,319 wall posts.
28/12/07
I danced in a cage for the first time last night at The Crib. ;]
07/12/07
I no longer want to juggle a zillion girls at a time.
06/11/07
I made out with a girl I thought I didn't really have a chance with.
I'm crossing my fingers and hoping it could be something more eventually.
09/10/07
Today, somewhere between 2 & 4 AM Eastern Time, Caleb & I decided to start a band while sitting around talking about everything in our Taylor dorm hall.
We haven't done anything to actively realize it yet, but I'm excited.
30/08/07
Today's my last day in San Francisco.
Tomorrow I'm leaving from SFO to JFK to move to Bronxville, NY for college.
17/04/07
Today I made a FaceBook. o_o;
Click here to look at profile.
26/03/07
I got accepted to Sarah Lawrence College & Clark University today!!! :D ♥
& I got wait listed at Smith and Lewis & Clark College.
& rejected from Wellesley. :[
19/03/07
I got accepted to St. Lawrence University today! :>
15/03/07
I got accepted to UC Davis today! :D
21/02/07
Jayme's still here for me when I need her.
[8:29:30 PM] TwilightGardenXO:
But no one cares that I am working my ass off.
[8:30:20 PM] killed the RADlO: i do. i'm proud of you!
[8:30:27 PM] killed the RADlO: you support yourself well. i admire that.
[8:30:35 PM] killed the RADlO: & i love you
11/02/07
I had a dream that Clint Eastwood didn't like me 'cause I was gay.
09/02/07
I've found my somebody.
I don't plan to fight alone.
But for now, that's how it will be as I pass the trials.
28/01/07
I'm in love with the sweetest girl ever. :] ♥
22/01/07
I just broke the handle on one of my dressers from attempting promiscuous dance moves.
21/01/07
[3:39:47 PM] killed the RADlO:
bleh. i just listend to that jayme song & cried. haha, then i let my pap listen to it & he said you "really have a voice" now i'm kind of sad...but i have cleaning & work to do since Nini's not here. I'll talk to you later...maybe? bye.
It's just that kind of relationship I guess.
19/01/07
I've completed more than half of my college applications. :]
10/01/07
Jayme & I are no longer talking as of tonight.
We are over.
Hello new year, I hate you.
08/01/07
I'm afraid of commitment.
01/01/07
HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
[6:09:54 PM] TwilightGardenXO:
Hm.
[6:10:14 PM] TwilightGardenXO: Why did you like me?
[6:13:37 PM] munkeydottcom12: lol
[6:13:45 PM] munkeydottcom12: Because you were funny, and smart, and cute.
[6:13:57 PM] munkeydottcom12: And I felt like I could trust you.
[6:14:01 PM] munkeydottcom12: And you're a good flirt.
[6:14:01 PM] munkeydottcom12: lol
[6:14:35 PM] TwilightGardenXO: rofl, Really?
[6:16:14 PM] munkeydottcom12: lol Yes.
rofl, She said I was a good flirt. ;]
25/12/06
Merry Christmas, everyone! ^^
As long as you're in my life, no matter what happens, everything will be fine. ♥
I will never take you for granted again.
23/12/06
Yesterday was lots of fun.
I went to see The Holiday with Jacquie & Cristina. :]
10/12/06
Today is mine & Jayme's one year anniversary. ♥
Since we've met & been married.
06/12/06
& I'll learn to let go of what I prize most, and in doing so, rekindle the fire with this sacrifice.
28/11/06
My big sister can beat your big sister in a beauty contest.
My big sister makes people spontaneously combust into passion when they look at her. ;]
Hahaha, Erin = awesomest big sister ever. ♥
13/10/06
Not much longer till I leave for New York City, and then go to Florida after. :]
19th-23rd of October: NYC.
23rd-28th: School.
28th Oct.-4th of Nov.: Florida.

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Music:

The Cure, No Doubt, Rilo Kiley, Gwen Stefani, Stars, Excuses For Skipping, BoySkouts, The Smiths, Morrissey, Placebo, Bright Eyes, Irrational, Recreational Revenge, The Postal Service, Heatmiser, Neutral Milk Hotel, Doveman, Regina Spektor, Joanna Newsom, Gravy Train, Malice Mizer, Moi Dix Mois, Ayumi Hamasaki, Utada Hikaru, Nami Tamaki, Namie Amuro, Gackt, Dir En Grey, Rurutia, Eminem, Sean Paul, Frou Frou, Shiny Toy Guns, The Beatles, David Bowie, Straylight Run, Blink 182, Angels & Airwaves, Cinema Strange, Fields Of The Nephilim, BlutEngel, Rammstein, Nightwish, Assemblage 23, Wolfsheim, Schiller, VNV Nation, :Wumpscut:, Apoptygma Berzerk, Diary Of Dreams, Mindless Self Indulgence, The Birthday Massacre, Nightmare Of You, Suicide Commando, Hocico, Grendel, Infected Mushroom, Circa Survive, The Clash, Lostprophets, Savage Garden, The Pretenders, The Capricorns, Depeche Mode, Ladytron, Frente!, Darling Violetta, The Dandy Warhols, Prince, Kraftwerk, Coldplay, Pearl Jam, Moving Units, Joy Division, Radiohead, and more.

Movies:

Check out Excuses For Skipping!

Join the Uh Huh Her Street Team!

Television:

TV Shows
The L Word, Roseanne, Grey's Anatomy, Xena Warrior Princess, Exes & Ohs, Family Guy, and old skool TV shows.
[30.11.05]
I got interviewed for [YO! TV] .

Books:

"This is the hardest of all: to close the open hand out of love, and keep modest as a giver."
-- Friedrich Nietzsche.
Books
Kushiel's Legacy by Jacqueline Carey [Series], Affinity by Sarah Waters, The Alanna series by Tamora Pierce, Demian by Hermann Hesse, Narcissus And Goldmund by Hermann Hesse, Me Talk Pretty One Day by David Sedaris, Naked by David Sedaris, Dress Your Family In Corduroy And Denim by David Sedaris, The Great Gatsby by F. Scott Fitzgerald, To Kill a Mockingbird by Harper Lee, and Memoirs of a Geisha by Arthur Golden.
Writers
Ernest Dowson, Tamora Pierce, Hermann Hesse, John Donne, David Sedaris.
"People who have given us their complete confidence believe that they have a right to ours. The inference is false, a gift confers no rights. "
-- Friedrich Nietzsche.
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Chelsea.
In Love Since 1988Temporary break-up from 2004-2008
& back on track again.

My Blog

Ask me anything! Doesn't matter how personal! Here's your chance! :D

Alright, so I'm bored, and I figured why not do one of these?So you're allowed to ask me anything, no matter how personal, and I'll answer your questions.Check back later to see my reply.But yeah, obv...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Fri, 27 Apr 2007 09:15:00 PST

My 18th Birthday couldn't have been more special.

Haha, yes yes.Time to finally post the pictures of it.But don't get so excited. There are only two.This was the first time Michelle & I had ever met in person.Hardly what either of us had imagined.I w...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 02:59:00 PST

SEE! I can be nice according to Jayme, roflmfao. <3

[7:37:50 AM] TwilightGardenXO: Guess what I'm thinking of.[7:37:55 AM] killed the RADlO: what?[7:38:02 AM] TwilightGardenXO: Wow.[7:38:05 AM] TwilightGardenXO: You couldn't guess?[7:38:06 AM] Twilight...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Fri, 29 Dec 2006 09:07:00 PST

A viscoelastic friendship.

So Liesl & I dedicated an entire day to taking pictures for our Senior yearbook page back in November.We decided to go to the Metreon & take pictures in the park instead of Golden Gate because Golden ...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:41:00 PST

Christmas galore! I love you! ♥ ♥ ♥

This has got to be the best year for presents. Ever.Nigga said WHAT?!Pity it's blury. Would've been a good photo.& that was just one corner. ;]I went to bed at 7 AM today, and woke up at 2:45 PM. Yes ...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Tue, 26 Dec 2006 11:55:00 PST

Merry Christmas eve.

So it turns out the Christmas party is tomorrow, and not today.I suppose that's lucky for me since I went to bed at about 7 AM after making myself some hash browns.I also made my mom some scrambled e...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 07:23:00 PST

Sup Christmas & new clothes.

So I've been "window shopping" for a while lately & finally decided to make the purchase today.My grandma sent me a 300$ check for Christmas, and I deposited it on Thursday.I put 10$ in my Savings, ro...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Sun, 24 Dec 2006 11:34:00 PST

Pictures at I-Bar while I was in Florida. :]

It's time for pictures from when I was in Florida back in October.The lighting sucked at the club, so... yeah, haha.Here's Halloween @ I-Bar.Here's Thursday night after Halloween @ I-Bar when Joey & I...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 07:45:00 PST

San Francisco Season 4 Premiere Party for The L Word!

I can't wait for the 4th Season. :x!& omg, they're launching a new social networking site based off The L Word!!Click here to read the article.There's going to be a San Francisco Season 4 Premiere par...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:06:00 PST

& I retain a sense of contentness through it all.

x-posted to bulletin board.It is nearly 2 AM, and by the time I post this, it'll be past already.I have written over 1050 words for my H/G synthèse though it is now officially two days past the due da...
Posted by I'm not a rainbow lesbi--oo, pretty rainbow! on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 02:15:00 PST