Here is the first thing about me that is true.. I am bluessinger.. and this is how I sound:a little bit of Janis, but huskier, a little bit of Billie but meaner, a little bit of Bonnie but less restrained. ..the fact is I dont sound like nobody at all, but some little white girl from the delta who grew up singin with black folks.. in fact that's it! I sound like a white black girl. who likes to growl and cry and moan, and whisper and sing real silky like..silky and oh so smooth, unless of course Im singin mean..then Im gonna carry you right up on the end of the note thats gonna hurt you real real bad..and woo you right on back down..to where the sun does shine some days, and some o those days, fact is it dont.This is what I wish for you:May you be blessed with all things good. May your joys, like the stars at night, be too numerous to count. May your victories be more abundant than all the grains of sand on all the beaches on all the oceans in all the world. May lack and struggle be always absent from your life and may beauty order and abundance be your constant companions. May every pathway you choose lead to that which is pure and good and lovely. May every doubt and fear be replaced by a deep abiding trust as you behold evidence of a Higher Power all around you. And when there is only darkness and the storms of life are closing in May the light at the core of your being illuminate the world. May you always be aware you are loved beyond measure and may you be willing to love unconditionally in return. May you always feel protected and cradled in the arms of God, like the cherished child you are. And when you are tempted to judge may you be reminded that we are all ONE and that every thought you think reverberates across the universe, touching everyone and everything. And when you are tempted to hold back, may you remember that love flows best when it flows freely and it is in giving that we receive the greatest gift. May you always have music and laughter and may a rainbow follow every storm May gladness wash away every disappointment may joy dissolve every sorrow and my love ease every pain. May every wound bring wisdom and every trial bring triumph and with each passing day may you live more abundantly than the day before. May you be blessed And may others be blessed by you. This is my heartfelt wish for you. May you be blessed.**THIS IS EXACTLY HOW I FEEL AND HAVE NEVER BEEN ABLE TO VERBALIZE IT, QUITE THIS WAY. THIS IS ABSOLUTELY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE ME*****"The truly creative mind in any field is no more than this:
A human creature born abnormally, inhumanly sensitive. To them... A touch is a blow, a sound
Is a noise, a misfortune is a tragedy, a joy is an ecstasy, a friend is a lover, a lover is a god, and failure is death.
Add to this cruelly delicate organism the overpowering necessity to create, create, create -- so that without the creating of music Or poetry or books or buildings or something Of meaning, his very breath is cut off from him. He must create, must pour Out creation. By some strange, unknown, inward urgency he is not really Alive unless he is creating." Pearl BuckThis is who I loved most of all of them, truly and completely:
and THIS is who I am:
I am a mother.I am a singer, a musician a poet,a writer, a best friend, a lover. I am a wise woman, and a foolish silly girl inside sometimes. Most of the time Im 17. I am amused and confused by my age. It is a delicious treat~ it is an oddity. It makes me wonder in amazement that I can be so old, and still feel exactly the same inside as I've always felt. It makes me wonder if all the "old people" I see, are perhaps all the same inside as they always were and I've thought they were simply old, and looked at them with disdain, when most times I was the fool. I know some people who were old when they were 12, and they will always be..and grumpy too. I am very, very sweet genuinely kind, but I am sassy too, and always speak my mind..even when I shouldn't. I sometimes lose my temper too quickly, and feel ashamed in about 5 minutes and usually cry and ask forgiveness, even when it wasn't my fault. I cannot bear to hurt another soul-and I don't kill anything, except maybe mosquitos. I am deathly afraid of grasshoppers without cause. I am not afraid of anything else, except the deaths of people I love. I love alot of people and have known much grief in my life. My son is my only family. He is also my best friend. He is my pride and joy. He is a hippie chicks child. He is a hippie dude.He didnt have it so easy with me as his mom, but I know he's glad he did. We made a contract to live as mother and son again this lifetime, and are doin a jam up job. and HE KICKS ASS ON THIS CLASSICAL GASSSSSS.
Steffen's Classical Gas/Blackbird Medley
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I don't go for a special age group, I go for the heart. I have lived many, many, countless lifetimes, and see energy around animate and inantimate objects..sometimes to the point of distraction. I am passionately in love with God. God is in everything, everything is God. I have a wacky, irreverant sense of humor and totally lose it at the times when you arent supposed to..like church and funerals. I giggle till I wet my pants. I haven't been to a church or funeral in many years. They don't allow me in(they have radar for my kind)I am twisted like that. I love sex with a passion that grows daily,(another thing I miscalculated about age), yet I dont like casual sex. It makes me feel empty. I know I haven't even begun to reach my prime. Kruz
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