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the.christopher.you've_always_loved

addicted to the little things.

About Me


I am home in Seattle. After all, I have a 12 month lease, and I can't just walk away from a commitment like that.
I read legal documents before I sign them.

I have guns. I shoot guns.

H&K USP .40 caliber:
Glock 23 .40 caliber (my carry firearm):
I ran the 2006 Portland Marathon. I, along with three of my closest friends ran the 26.2 mile course on October 1st. My bib says, “yo momma”.
I like to dance and drink Absolut Vodka + Diet Red Bull.
I used to take public transit everywhere, now I drive without exception. And I'm likely to purchase an SUV soon.
I promise to respect you for who you are, without restriction.
I am above your restrictions, but far beneath your kindness.
I typically listen to Air America, but I balance the blatant liberalism with bouts of Fox radio news.
Please introduce yourself before adding me. I want to know you.
.. civilianmachine
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My Interests



I'd like to meet:

Friends that will be forever loving and lead the way to better days.

Music:



Movies:



Television:

I don't own a television.

Books:



Heroes:

Howard Dean, Paul Auster, Morrissey, Billy Corgan and Thom Hartman. I am also an Al Gore fan boy.

My Blog

the advent of awkwardness.

I walked into the locker room to grab my lifting gloves and change shoes, as I often do. "Are you a bad boy?" The voice on the other side of the lockers asked. It was one of those flaming, nasal gay v...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Wed, 16 May 2007 12:11:00 PST

what's going on.

Three reasons why this weekend sucked:1) My car was broken into. I lost about $2,000 worth of tools.2) I owe money to the IRS. PPS didn't withhold enough from my pay.3) Spent all weekend building/conf...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 02:09:00 PST

what should I do?

"All of the dreams we built up from the ground;They never believed them, they just tore them down.We will rebuild them from the start, we will rebuild them from the heart"Everything I do is from my he...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 03:35:00 PST

unlike a gentleman.

I love living in Seattle. I went out for coffee and my first cigarette in weeks right as the street lights switched on. The dull gray scenery gained a slight yellow hue, as the dark shadows emerged. T...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 16 Oct 2006 07:02:00 PST

running

As many of you know, I'm training for the Portland Marathon (along with 3 of my closest friends) in October. The marathon is 26.2 miles on the surface streets. I ran 11 miles tonight at the gym. My s...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 10:03:00 PST

It serves as a reminder& to write in this fucking thing more often.

My words often come lacking the inner context.   The autumn and winter have historically been dark times in my life. There is so much inside that has been abandoned and offended, but my reason...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Sat, 01 Oct 2005 03:27:00 PST

reactions may vary

Aaron Lewis, lead singer of Staind said today (in reference to their new single, "Right Here") , "This song is the ultimate love song... no matter what he/she could do, I'll always be right here waiti...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

descend from within

Sometimes I wonder if things will be as they should... the sickness of living on. Not likely, but we will try regardless of the certain fate to which we are bound. Our endeavors will come crashing dow...
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

to be needed

Its amazing how you can speak right to my heart, without saying a word you can light up the dark Try as I may I could never explain, what I hear when you dont say a thing.
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

with every touch

We held hands today. I kissed him. And he kissed me back. I love the way he looks at me. His smell turns me on.
Posted by the.christopher.you've_always_loved on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST