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Pantsergeest

Somewhere out there, somewhere in here

About Me

Most people find me calm and serious at first, but quite soon find me to also be talkative and very easy to open up. I'm kind and considerate and appreciate friendship a lot. I enjoy finding things in people to respect. I love absurd humour and like to make people smile :D I'm a conservative and an explorer who likes being surprised; such paradoxes keep me entertained every day even when I'm alone.
Although I can be quite an idealist, what I enjoy most in a discussion is evolving opinions together without trying to 'win'. I'm sincere and honest, which you'll have to learn to appreciate along with my self-awareness and tendency to try and get others to be more self-aware and open too.
There's all sorts of typical non-guy things I like, such as shopping, fashion and clothes, and similarly have typical things I have no interest in such as football and cars. All the same I'm very manly and will confront any claims of the opposite by screaming like a girl... I mean, by referring to my manly chesthair and folding my face into a heavy-browed frown ;)
Because I have a big interest in various things and people, I like to make an effort to get to know people (and things) and understand them. I appreciate the same from others. My hobbies are numerous and only superceeded by my interests, and you can find them somewhere else in my profile (;

My Interests

Music means a lot to me. I play guitar and sing in a band called Ravenstorm and listen to lots of music to fit my moods. Lately it's on a break, so I'm now working on my own material which is a combination of pop, metal and folk. If I get the chance I'll add in some electronics as well.

I've done swordfighting and would still like to do something exotic, but right now I'm just recovering from a shoulder infection and doing some simple yoga and fitness exercises.

Roleplaying is one of my other main interests. A few times a year I step into the role of a complicated and grumpy shaman, to play in a fantasy-setting with about 500 other lunatics. Think of it as going to the theater and taking part in it. It's hard to describe without sounding like a geek, but if you ever want to try acting or simply getting away from daily life, I recommend it.

In May/June 2006 I went to Japan for 2 weeks, and it made a huge impression on me. I've met friends that I initially met through MySpace, and made new friends as well. What can I say: I love Japan! In March/April 2007 I went a second time. Although the trip in itself is quite affordable, I'm saving up for a slightly longer stay in 2008. Travelling makes me feel like a world citizen, and that's an addictive feeling. I'm feeling very adventurous (; Japan I find interesting because of its society and subcultures that are so extremely different from eachother and from what I'm used to, yet it all still is part of a strong identity. Particularly the fashion and outrageous visual subcultures, the music and other arts, and entertainment and definitely the great people I've met and friends I've made there are a reason to love that country. But hey, I love it here in Holland too ^^

You wanna meet up and go somewhere, let me know ! Or if you're reading this and and just feel like sharing your traveling experience, please do! Since my trip to Japan in 2006 I also have a website about my traveling here . I'm slacking in the upkeep, but I mean to do a major overhaul some day soon, honest!

My current job is webdesign which I find more interesting than I had expected, but in my spare time I do like to read up on various other things in my field. I love to learn and improve my expertise.

I'd like to meet:

Sincere people from all over the world with a love for learning, understanding and sharing, and preferably able to look at things with a healthy dose of humour from time to time (:

People who are into weird but wearable fashion are also welcome! I want to explore new fashion :D

I prefer meeting people who make an effort to really get to know each other. Friends can count on my support and care if they let me.

I pass for being 'friend' number 15775 on somebody's list. Ah, and did I mention I appreciate openness and honesty? (;

Music:

Somber, strange and warm jazz/pop:
Tom Waits
Mark Lanegan
Nick cave and the bad seeds
Shiina Ringo

Folk or folk metal:
Ravenstorm
Rapalje
Omnia
Garmarna
Faun
Skyforger
Manegarm
Korpiklaani
Hagelaz' Runedance

Deathgrind:
Necrophagist
Suffocation
Nile
Origin
Psycroptic

Wave/electro/EBM sort of stuff:
VNV Nation
Front 242
Parzival

Pop/grunge/rock:
The Sisters of Mercy
Alice in Chains
Velvet Revolver
Bjork
Gorillaz

Movies:

The list is endless, so here's some from the top of my head:

Aliens, Battle Royale, Willow, Clerks, Legend of 1900, Memento, Lost in Translation, Resident Evil, Fifth Element, Fear and loathing in Las Vegas, Fight club, Space balls, The cube. I enjoy Asian films because they don't stick to the same old Hollywood traditions that have started to bore the crap out of me.

Television:

I don't often watch TV, but:
- News
- Discovery documentary stuff
- Heroes
- 24

Books:

H.P. Lovecraft - At the mountains of madness
Philip K. Dick - Do androids dream of electric sheep?
Robert Jordan - Wheel of Time series ... waiting for the last part to get finished by the descendants of the late Jordan.
Some favourite writers: Murakami, Zelasny, Feist, Tolkien, Dick, Lovecraft, Asimov

Heroes:

I try to be my own hero (;

My Blog

The Departed

I just finished watching The Departed, a film starring Jack Nicholson, Matt Damon, Leonardo DiCaprio, Mark Wahlberg and Alec Baldwin. With a cast like that you can expect a movie to be good, but MAN w...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Sun, 11 May 2008 03:56:00 PST

Mixi

I've received an invitation from several people for Mixi, the Japanese social community network site. Unfortunately, for signup it is required to fill in a mobile phone address... which I don't have, ...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Sat, 03 May 2008 12:19:00 PST

Facebook

I signed up for Facebook, but it turned out to be boring. Looks like I'll be sticking around here a bit longer. At least here there's tons of music to find, and there's more control over the layout, h...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 03:24:00 PST

How to fix a bad back

As some who know me personally may know, I've suffered from a painful muscle in my back just behind my shoulderblade for nearly 2 years. Of late it seems the pain is finally residing. As some of my cl...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Tue, 22 Apr 2008 04:04:00 PST

Back from Ireland

I’m back from a short stay in Ireland with my girlfriend. It was good fun, notedly also because I finally - after 12 years of writing and sometimes phoning eachother - got to meet my Australian ...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 04:05:00 PST

Prullaria and memories of my travels

Cleaning my house today, I came across lots of prullaria. Prullaria is Dutch for junk that you want to hang on to for whatever reason. In my case it's nostalgia. I have such good memories of my travel...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Sat, 02 Feb 2008 06:30:00 PST

Morning picnic

Two weeks ago on December 31st, my girlfriend and I went for a picnic in the Westerpark in Amsterdam... at 6:30 in the morning. It was dark and rainy and very quiet, which is kind of a weird experienc...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Sun, 13 Jan 2008 02:02:00 PST

Merry christmas and a happy new year :D


Posted by Pantsergeest on Mon, 24 Dec 2007 02:00:00 PST

Life update: Busy December with some space for music

This December has been a lot of fun so far since my last sad blog, and has more in store. I've visited the MidWinter Fair, visited lots of birthday parties and went to Ikea to collect an entire bedroo...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Thu, 20 Dec 2007 08:18:00 PST

Thieves and vandalism part 2

Remember my blog about someone having ruined my car door by trying to break in? It cost me 1350 euros to have it fixed. Insurance coughed up most of it, but it was still a lot of money.Now, two months...
Posted by Pantsergeest on Sun, 02 Dec 2007 10:39:00 PST