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Lilly's Demise

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About Me

I never Know what to put here... Lets just say that I am origional, a little dark and a little strange. Im also a little normal, a little opiniated and Im kind of a bitch. I am open minded and accepting, empathetic and curious about everything and everyone. I am also a walking contradiction, of myself and my beliefs but, I do have morals that I cling to they may not be yours but, I think respect and tolerence are the keys to getting along in this world. I Really respect people who believe in something and have a strong grasp of who they are and what they want in life.
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My friends

~* A ViCIouS CYcLE *~
~Candy~
~My love~
~jay~

~the Dark Hope~
~ DJ Reazen~
~Michael Hussar~

~jay~
~ Lu-Lu~
~Scott~
~Rocky~

~Gurgling Blood~
~Chase~
~Jason Beam~
~Mark~
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My Interests

Finding purpose in life, reading a good book If I could ever find the time, Music, and people with brains. I also love the beach.

I find beauty in the things that most try to avoiod. Death, poverty, opresssion, struggle,the elderly,and things that are forgotten.... things that are real. And things that most people like to lock from their mind or choose not to believe in, I ponder over and find the beauty in it all. otherwise I would go mad maybe I'm just coping.
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I'd like to meet:

Apnea, Lithium Picnic, Tori Amos, Cool people who share common interests,, Artists, Artistic people,.. Michael Hussar, Vangoh (s/p? its early)Edgar Allan Poe, Chad Michal Ward, Jason Beam,..Open minded people who will plot to overthrow Corporate America with me. (ummm... thats a uh... joke)

Music:

House, Jungle,Trip Hop, Electronica,Dark Music...Nirvana,STP,Queens of the Stone age, SUBLIME,Depeche Mode, Siouxie and the Banshees, VNV Nation, NIN, Combi Christ, Chamillionaire,Kanye West (love his freestyle) and yes, Tu Pac is starting to grow on me (Thanks Bayani),Lords of Acid, Paul Oakenfold, InFlames,God this list could NEVER end!! I also like classsical mostly stuff from the brogue era (motzart, bethoven ect..) The only music I can say I dont like is Jazz and country.

Movies:

Lets just say that I am a movie buff. I highly reccomend the Dangerious Lives of Alter Boys. (well written,awesome cast, ect)The Boiler Room, Blow, (actually ANYTHING WITH JHONNY DEPP, True Romance, Ginger Snaps, Stella Does Tricks,anything with JAY (he's my new baby dady!!)and Silent Bob (Keven Smith),This list ould go on and I can try and name a bunch of underground stuff sooo I seem just "so cool" But I dont give a shit!!.....Oh and Nnja Scrool, Akira, A ghost in the shell, Amedeus, ,Drowning Mona (bad ass dark comedy, directed by Dnny Dvito),Donnie Darko, Faces of Death (not because Im sick or morbid, wich I probobally am but, I liked the director/writers artistic message). Collateral and Heat (both directed by Michael Mann), Taxi Driver, Scarface, Good Fellas, Pulp Fiction, Resivior Dogs, Four Rooms, Vulgar, I will be adding more soon....

Television:



Books:

Lolita, The Collected Works of Edgar Alan Poe, Memoires of a Geisha, Great Expectations (that book was a total head trip all about one huge sick mind game,deliciously twisted and beautifully written)

Heroes:

Anyone who will stand up and say the things that others wolnt. People who are true to themselfs. People who arent afraid to stand out

My Blog

how my life has changed and I have grown

Im just sitting here thinking about how much my life has changed in the past few months. It has been a crazy rollercoaster ride since I broke up with my babys father. I had a good job that I lost, I ...
Posted by *~Bittersweet...~* on Sun, 30 Apr 2006 08:42:00 PST

holding this candle....

This is a blog about obsession, love, the love of obsession, and the love of sicknessand me being a freaking brat. Here I stand holding to somthing I can never obtain, an idea that I built up in my ...
Posted by *~Bittersweet...~* on Tue, 21 Feb 2006 06:05:00 PST

The rants of a celebate person

Ok, I decided a while back to shave my head (partially) and go celebate. I am on a quest for something and Im not gonna crack until I find it (whatever that is).The shaving of the head was just a meas...
Posted by *~Bittersweet...~* on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 12:23:00 PST