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†Damage Incorporated† [iloveyouRoxy]

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About Me

Flash before my eyes
Now it's time to die
Burning in my brain
I can feel the pain
Hi there.
My Name is Josh, although I have nicknamed myself "Puppet" - Even though no-one call's me that! :(
I am obsessed with music, and over the past 12 months or so have become even more obsessed with it.
I absolutely adore Metallica. They are my all time idol's. Although I prefer the pre-'91 stuff (Black Album & Before) I still love the newer stuff.
I have seen them once before live in concert. At Wembley Stadium on 8 July '07. I queued for 32 hours before the door's opened 'cos I'm oh so cool XD.
In the past year a lot has changed in my life and the normal routine was disrupted.
I have changed quite a bit, whilst still being the same person at heart. So for those people that I've known for God-knows-how-long, if you talk to me again expect a pretty diffrent me. But don't be put off :)
I've been told throughout my life that I am an academic, although at the moment I am having doubts about that part of my life :(
But it isn't all bad!!! I have the best friend/girlfriend EVER and she is perfect, no matter what anyone else thinks.
We've been through so much crap together but we're still here and I'm hopeful that eventually we will make it 'out of the tunnel'.
Anyway, enough jibber-jabber about me, if you wan't to know me etc. add me and chat yeah?
Cool :)

My Interests

Hello There. Hmmmm.
I have one main interest.

That is music. My other passion is Maths.

My life is devoted to both. I like metal music.

When i say metal i do not mean ''Indie'' like ''The Killers" or "Kaiser Chiefs", or "Emo" like "MCR" or "Aiden"...

When i say metal i mean "Metallica", "Cannibal Corpse" and "SlipKnoT"...

I like "Thrash Metal", "Death Metal", "Black Metal", "Industrial Metal", "Nu-Metal", "Hardcore Metal", "Metalcore", "Grindcore", "Grime Metal"...etc...

I sometimes like socialising but im not that social unless you get to know me.

As a result of my passion for music i love going to GIGS, queueing up from 8AM and then waiting after the show to meet the band, and effectivly my idols.
Yeah im slightly obsessed with music.

oh well...=]

I'd like to meet:

I would love to meet Metallica.

I would also like to meet any cool Metalheads out there...WE NEED TO KEEP THE METAL ALIVE!!!!!

Though thanks to myspace i've already found the Best Friend anyone could ask for. She satifies my every need on a friend level and on a much higher level. She is my best friend, and the love of my life. No one can compare to her.

So although you new people will never be as good a friend as Roxy, there's no harm in trying is there?
We can still be good mates yeah?=]

Music:

Metal is the greatest invention ever, i dont just like music i LOVE it,
It's th only thing that calms me down.
When Im Pissed Off, just stick on a song and scream along to it...=]
Th list isnt in order of Preference, but my fave Band is METALLICA (im not so keen on thier new stuff) but thier old stuff is th best music on th world. Period. I hate Bands like MCR, Hawthorne Heights, Aiden etc. with a passion. I Hate EMOS and EMO MUSIC. oh and i hate CHAVS and CHAV MUSIC...hmmm yeah im very passionate.

When I Say HATE I mean that I dislike the STEREOTYPE but everyone is a person and deserves a chance!

So The Bands I Love Are:

Metallica
Guns N Roses
Bullet For My Valentine
Slayer
Motorhead
Megadeth
Rage Against The Machine
Trivium
Alice In Chains
Faith No More
Iron Maiden
Linkin Park
Nine Inch Nails
Cradle Of Filth
System Of A Down
Disturbed
Wednesday 13
Nickleback
Red Hot Chilli Peppers
Sevendust
Avenge Sevenfold
Exodus
Black Sabbath
Holocaust
The Misfits
Slipknot
Stone Sour
Seether
Pokemon Theame Tune
Anarchy
Muderdolls
Roadruner United
Deathstars
Anthrax
Evanescence
Obiturary
Marylin Manson
Canibal Corpse
Otep
Machine Head
Deicide
Lamb Of God
Caliban
Dope
This Is War
SOiL
Brand New Sin
gODHEAD
Dir En Grey
Forever Never
Civillian
In Flames
Gojira
Annhilator
Necrophagist
As I Lay Dying
Opeth
Rammstien
Bleeding through
I Killed The Prom Queen
WhorexCore
Tribe
Mudvayne
Death
Napalm Death
Mastodon
Mendeed
Sanctity
Arch Enemy
Lacuna Coil
Satyricon
Black Label Society
Pantera
AnJ
KingSize Blues
Children Of Bodom
Drowning Pool
Dope Stars Inc.
Breed 77
Combichrist
Meshuggah
Chimaria
Mindless Self Indulgence
Anorexia Nervosa
In This Moment
Eminem (not metal but still amazing!)
Killswitch Engage
Nile
Twisted Sister
Dimmu Bogir
Wierd Al Yankovich (what he's funny!!)
Job For A Cowboy
Octavia
Insomnium
Turisas
Dam
Abigail Wiliams
Bruce Dickinson (Side Project)
Gorerotted
Decapitated
Burzum
Suffocation
Dark Funeral
Dark Throne
Emporor
Frankenstien Drag Queens From The Planet 13
The 69 Eyes
After Forever
Celtic Frost
Celldweller
Wolf
Ignite
Daath
The Devil Wears Prada
Drop, Dead, Gorgeous
Firewind
Caustic
Lo Nero
God Forbid
Forest Silence
Onslaught
Dark Funeral
Funeral
The Haunted
Gallhammer
Hammerfall
Hatebreed
Pyrexia
Hell Yeah
Il Nino
Dream Theater
Static - X
Smokescreen
Purge
Malefice
Jeff Killed John

And alot more fucking bands that i cant be arsed to list...but yeah i like my music...METAL FOREVER!!!

Movies:


-Queen Of The Damned
-Lion King
Hot fuzz
-Shawn Of The Dead
-The Rocky Horror Show
-Liar Liar
-Shrek
-And A Few More...

Television:

Don't really watch telly much more. oh well. its poo anyway.
However I used to watch:
The Simpsons
Friends
The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air
Top Of The Pops
SMTV Live
Gladiator
Casaulty
Still Standing
Grounded For LIfe
My Wife And Kids
Charmed
Hero's
etc...

Books:

I used to read:
Horrible Sciences
Harry Potter
Artemis Fowl Series
Alex Rider Series
1984
Michel Moore Book's
etc...

Heroes:

[MetallicA]
Best band this world has produced.
Made awesome music for 26years.
No more can be said really.
[My Uncle]
He's suffered in his life yet still manages to cope
with his idiot brother, his suffering mother and
his hectic wife and three kids.
He always finds time for me and is really easy to talk to.
This guy is like the father I never had (even though he's th brother of my dad).
[Rosemaria]
She's been through so much in her life.
So much so young.
I'm not gonna go into detail obviously but the amount of stuff she's been put through is unbelievable. Although what's more outsanding is how amazing, and strong, and caring, and kind, and funny and sweet, and calm she is.
We have an amazing relationship, and together we have th best times.
I Love Her. Period.

[Mum]
Throughout her life she was cast away and left with nothing. She had to raise two kids on her own, with no help or money. Everyday was a struggle. We'd argue alot. Until one day she was involved in an accident. All the niggling things that she had told me suddenly made sense. I realised that all I ever did was aimed to impress her. Maybe one day she'll come back, but for now she's not here, but her strength to make it through, get work, raise to children, get us by, and her determination have made me realise how much she meant to me.
I Love You Mum

My Blog

I hate the fact...

...That I can barely admit to myself why I'm feeling so low these day's.There are people I want to tell, but I can't do that until I've admitted it to myself.I hate my way of dealing with things.Of pu...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 02:15:00 PST

One Wish?

I guess if I could have one wish I'd go back in time and make sure some things never happened.Or that things wouldn't linger in my head for years.Or maybe that I didn't fuck things up so much.Meh....
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 04:47:00 PST

:(

I guess I've messed up the only thing important thing that is keeping me going.'Cos of something stupid I did 9 months ago.Eurgh I hate myself.
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 05:23:00 PST

A New Song. "One Last Chance" [Edited]

As venom runs through me,I feel it emerge,Like a bird from the egg,I spawn a new lieHeld down by this fate,Destiny never will release,The shame that I hide.I run from the truth,Only to find that,I hav...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 12:40:00 PST

Gigs/Events I've been to and still got th ticket.

There may be more that i havnt got th ticket to or lost but yeah here we go!Comedy For Kids - Criterion Theatre 30/10/2003We Will Rock You - Dominion Theatre 21/7/2004Guns N' Roses - Wembley Arena 30/...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Fri, 13 Jul 2007 08:28:00 PST

Urgh.

I Wish I Was Better.Meh.
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:29:00 PST

Our Moment. (Another new one. Comments/thoughts)

Our Moment   Stuff in bold is chorus. Suff in brackets is backing vocals/effects   My hands hold your neck. Tightening! Excitement overcomes, Fear overides. I feel your pulse, Quickening! I ...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:31:00 PST

Infinity. (A new song. Thought Please)

Infinity Stuff in bold is chorus. Stuff in brackets is effects/backing vocals.   You gave me your pill, Said it was the cure, I got lost in the game, But now it's not me anymore!   Locked in...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:22:00 PST

Don't Ever Forget. Another Song Of Mine

Another Song I've Written And Am Proud Of.What do you guys think?Don't Ever Forget[Stuff in brackets = backing vocals/riff effects, stuff in bold = chorus](NO RIFF)You always want, when I have none.Yo...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Thu, 03 May 2007 12:03:00 PST

Right To Hate (A song i've written and would like to see what y'all think =])

Right To Hate[Stuff in brackets = backing vocals/riff effects, stuff in bold = chorus]Once there was nothing.Then there was everything.You took it all,Into your grasp, threw it awayAnd with that you b...
Posted by Damage Incorporated [iloveyouRoxy] on Sun, 29 Apr 2007 05:32:00 PST