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Tim

slow me down... slow me down... youre the one who keeps me on the ground...

About Me

i guess i will start with the basics. my name is tim, im 21, im a virgo, and i live in northern california. i am an eclectic person. my taste in music spans through all of the genres. same goes for my taste in movies. i have adhd and ill explain it like this... i can be laid back/chill/quiet one moment and bouncing off the walls and obnoxious the next. i am who i am and i wont ever apologize for it. i have learned a lot in my short number of years here on the planet. i work, i pay my bills, i am an adult and i do my best to be an adult. i dont go out of my way to cause drama or get wrapped up in it; i have much more important things to be concerned with. i try not to judge someone unless ive had the chance to take a moment and get to know them, and usually i can figure out what kind of a person you are after a 5 minute conversation. i dont talk shit unless you give me reason to. honestly, im a nice guy, but push the wrong buttons and then im twice the bitch you think you are. i smoke, i drink, i dance, i have fun, and i dont care who knows it. i was born in southern california and after a few years, my parents decided to move my younger brother and i up to the sacramento area. i get bored easily and this city doesnt help with that very much. one thing i strongly believe in is quality over quantity. example: id rather have a few close true (quality) friends than have dozens (quantity) of "friends" i cant stand or that dont treat me right. i also believe in karma... lie, cheat, steal... itll come back to haunt you. im a romantic at heart. im spiritual. i dont tolerate bullshit very well and if you come at me with some bullshit, i will call you out on it, and trust me, ill make you feel |----| that big. i love the few close friends i have, and i love my family. my "thought-to-word/brain-to-mouth" filter rarely works. most of the time, i say whats on my mind without thinking about it first. personality flaw? yes. do i care? almost.

My Interests

good food, good drink, quality time with my family, time with my close friends, a variety of music, movies, the mountains, the beach, art, automobiles.

I'd like to meet:

as much as the general public pisses me off, i am a people person. im always ok with talking to someone new. cleanse your aura and give off a positive energy. be real. be honest. have faith in those around you. think positive. work for yourself and make your own money. be an adult. clean up after yourself. take responsibility for your actions and accept the consequences. have fun. live for the moment. if you understand where im coming from on these points, then hit me up. if you cant cop a clue, then dont even bother... capiche??

Music:

the variety of music i listen to is vast. this is a very small list to give you a general idea of my taste in music:

-britney spears
-hilary duff
-madonna
-adema
-korn
-marilyn manson
-imogen heap
-paul oakenfold
-carrie underwood
-reba mcentire
-josh turner
-the rasmus

Movies:

yet another very very small list to give you a general idea:

-what dreams may come
-vanilla sky
-eternal sunshine for a spotless mind
-transformers
-jakob the liar
-crazy in alabama
-lord of the rings (series)
-star wars (4,5,6)

Television:

moderate news programs; the far left and the far right sided stations throw me off and i dont like it. sad to say, but the reality shows... they all are fun to watch.

Books:

Hush, The Painted Truth, The Redwall Series, the Dictionary.

Heroes:

My grandmother Bernie Koch, my grandmother Rena Kaplan, my mother Mary Koch, and my father Terry Koch.

My Blog

"Death Cab for Cutie"

upon contacting my attorney today for information regarding my case, i discovered that i had another angry phone call to make, this time, to sutter roseville medical hospital; i left the director of p...
Posted by Tim on Wed, 21 May 2008 05:31:00 PST

my point has been proven....

the last couple of days have been very entertaining.upon arriving home from work friday evening, i stuffed a few random articles of clothing into an over night bag, took a quick shower, and proceeded ...
Posted by Tim on Sun, 04 May 2008 07:11:00 PST

i cant have drama on this new diet...

i am starting this new diet, and one of the delicious treats that i can no longer indulge in is drama.  my doctor informed me that drama is too high in cholesterol and that i need to ween myself ...
Posted by Tim on Tue, 29 Apr 2008 10:45:00 PST

FYI: My nerves are NOT guitar strings... k?

have you ever hit that point where you are completely done with people, regardless of the length of time that you have known that person?  I have.FYI:  i really do not care how this blog com...
Posted by Tim on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:12:00 PST

living and loving life

i thought two months ago that life was over. i thought two months ago that i would never be happy again. i took some time to clear my head and figure out what i really wanted in life. i thought lon...
Posted by Tim on Wed, 12 Mar 2008 06:28:00 PST

"Moving On. Part II"

I knew it was over when you said, "i need a week to think about things".  I knew it was over. why did i fight so hard?  honestly, i have no idea.  i knew you were not the right person f...
Posted by Tim on Wed, 20 Feb 2008 08:14:00 PST

inspiration from a stranger...

Justin came by at around 9:00pm saturday night to pick me up.  I have been doing everything I can to drive my car as little as possible for maintenance reasons.  We left my complex and made ...
Posted by Tim on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 02:37:00 PST

lets make a toast. a toast to clarity!

I am going to sound like a broken record in the first few parts of this blog... meh...  **shrug**... whatev!Tuesday will be three weeks since he told me that he needed his space to "think about t...
Posted by Tim on Sun, 27 Jan 2008 07:42:00 PST

with each passing day...

It has been nearly two weeks since we had that petty arguement over work duties.  It has been nearly two weeks since we both let our anger get the better of us.  It has been nearly two weeks...
Posted by Tim on Sun, 20 Jan 2008 05:02:00 PST

goodbye my love...

monday, january 14th, 2008...nine months and two days... after it began, it ended.he was right.i need to get my emotions in check before i can take on a relationship.  i put him through a rollerc...
Posted by Tim on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 08:47:00 PST