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stefanie

We do our time like pennies in a jar..what are we saving it for?

About Me

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My idea of a night out is food shopping. "The writer in me is attracted to damage and flaws, to the paradoxical beauty of ruin," Denise Gess"The purpose of life is not to be happy. It is to be useful, to be honorable, to be compassionate, to have it make some difference that you have lived and lived well." ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson.Existence is a strange bargain. Life owes us little; we owe it everything. The only true happiness comes from squandering ourselves for a purpose. "The only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn, like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars..." Jack Kerouac.This confession has meant nothing...

My Interests

Six Feet Under Promo - Final Season

Add to My Profile | More Videos anything simple simple simple art etc etc and, the greatest art of all, attempting (key word) to do NOTHING the beach being honest when it's terrifying to be both-feet-in-ness books bike tricks California chatting chivalry conspiracy theories crows dancing dive bars and juke boxes ekhart tolle fashion fiction flirts fresh flowers in my hotel rooms funny people gambling girl scout cookies because they're seasonal Global Warming hoopties indie flicks learning living up to my potential meeting new people mental disorders my dearest friends on the planet--good girl time newness...on all levels.. night time OCD ocean Overachievers philosophy photography reflecting rest saving children in Tibet so many things. spontaneous adventure surprise phone calls swimming tilling my inner soil... traveling (yes, it's an art) walking writingopportunities chance serendipity fate hope love survival change weather purpose the everafter

I'd like to meet:

someone who can get me a job. Eternal Garden Translation

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Music:

Afghan Whigs. AFI. Alanis Morissette. Ani Difranco. Beck. Bee Gees. Blink 182. Blonde Redhead. Blondie. Bob Seger. Brand New. Chili Peppers. Coldplay. Counting Crows. Criteria. Cure. Cursive. Death Cab. Dinosaur Jr. Everclear. Feist. Fiona Apple. Foo Fighters. Frou Frou. Fuel. Garbage. Hole. Incubus. James Brown. Jawbreaker. Jealous Sound. Jewel. Kaiser Chiefs. Killers. Limp Bizkit. Linkin Park. Liz Phair. Lucinda Williams. Luscious Jackson. Madonna. Modest Mouse. NIN. Oasis. Pearl Jam. Peter Bjorn and John. Pete Yorn. Pixies. Poe. Queens of The Stone Age. Radiohead. Sheryl Crowe. Shins. Sonic Youth. Sparta. The Bravery. Third Eye Blind. Three Doors Down. Tool. Tori AMos. U2. Velvet Underground. Weezer and Random dorky cheesy radio stations that nobody ever wants to listen to.

Movies:

Sweet November

Add to My Profile | More Videos Alfie=Almost Famous=Bridget Jones: Edge of Reason=Brokedown Palace=Elizabethtown=Eternal Sunshine=Flowers in the Attic=Garden State=Girl Interrupted=Holiday=Imitation of Life=Legend of Billy Jean=Little Princess=Meet the Fockers=Mommy Dearest=Niagra Niagra=Sliding Doors=Starsky and Hutch=Sweet November=Truman Show=Vision Quest=Wedding Crashers=Wizard of Oz ..

Television:

Natalie Portman SNL Nuni Skit

Add to My Profile | More Videos Will and Grace, 48 hours~ Weeds~ the Barkers~ Gilmore Girls~ Sex in the City~ Newlyweds~ Laguna Beach~ the Hills~ My so called life~ six feet under~once and again~Men in Trees~ Six Degrees~ Northern Exposure~ What About Brian~ October Road~infomercials on occasion.

Books:

Lucky, Valley of The Dolls, Torch, The Sociopath Next Door, Home is Where the Heart is, Sun magazine (NOT the hollywood one), anything by Ralph Waldo Emerson, Time Traveler's Wife, anything by David Sedaris,Shop Girl, Naked, T.C. Boyle as of lately.

My Blog

Because

This chapter of my life is called "partially unemployed" and is consuming me. Those of you who know me know that I can;t not work only 40 hours a week. Well now I went from about 60 to about 30 and I ...
Posted by stefanie on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 11:03:00 PST

Times like these...

   just need to vent. I want sonmeone else to wash the dishes. paint my nails, pay the bills and look for a new job. "What I wouldn't give to find a soulmate, someone else to catch this drif...
Posted by stefanie on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 08:55:00 PST

What a waste?

I bought the COOLEST wrapping paper last year, it had all these cool bugs on it and i effin threw it away..Note to self, keep everything in a box that says JUNK.. THis is almost like the socks that go...
Posted by stefanie on Mon, 28 May 2007 05:26:00 PST

farewell to heroes

He: You? Abrasive?? No not you.. (laughing) Okay I'm listening, you're so fucking mean...I love that about you. She: Shut up and listen dammit. He: Remember we watched that movie, Requiem For a Dream ...
Posted by stefanie on Fri, 25 May 2007 06:45:00 PST

"14,000 things to be happy about" by Trouble Hubble

    Tell your mom that you're not coming home tonight. You've got your youth, your will, and you're willing to fight. And no conscience, could keep your heart in one piece, there's passion t...
Posted by stefanie on Fri, 25 May 2007 06:15:00 PST

"losing a whole year"

I've been thinking about wasting time. Is it ever really wasted? I don't think so. Everything I have ever done has lead me to where I am and where I'm going. This past year seemed "fruitless" but in a...
Posted by stefanie on Thu, 17 May 2007 06:18:00 PST

ammenities

I bought a new car 2 weeks ago and and I'm in another love/hate relationship...At least I am in a relationship, so now I can I check off the box that says relationship...instead of single..I'm gettign...
Posted by stefanie on Mon, 14 May 2007 07:47:00 PST

Lethal Beauty (at least read the bold)

Upon returning from San Fran and seeing a dead body floating under the bridge I have been intrigued....I thought I'd share some insight.   One-thousand, two-hundred eighteen dead. The lives of fa...
Posted by stefanie on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 12:18:00 PST

Pack this....stilettoless in san fran.

It is taking me fucking FOREVER to pack for 4 days. Not even an hour into it and I'm getting pizza, then coffee. I just feel the need to vent about this. Do people actually wear stilettos in San Franc...
Posted by stefanie on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 04:54:00 PST

a spring poem May 16, 2005

   All winter I waited for these tree to bloom, now mid-May a window is open with the melodies of Billie Holiday- A spring breeze how I love the silence, while the breeze whistles through th...
Posted by stefanie on Mon, 29 Jan 2007 05:18:00 PST