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crystal ayesha.[badass as all get out]

i was born naked. and i'll die naked ♥

About Me



TheHennyBear: look man, i don't want to be forward, but . . . with a name like ayesha, she's got to have some cocoa in he latte, feel me?

yo, i'm crystal
"I-ESHA".

and i tend to act pretty gansta
at times...
or at least i try. :-)

life
is
one
big
question
when
your
starin
at
the
clock

coleman yarborough
you will never be forgotten
RIP 1989-2007

"hold on to the
ones who really care,
because in the end
they'll be the
only ones there"-hanson

aim.markkk my words

we are all crazy, just some people hide it betther than the rest of us.

My Interests



in remberence of charlie jones..
you'll always be in our hearts
1990-2006
and my uncle, Hilton Southern

+++
+my friends, they mean the world to me
+my famizzzzle, as do they too.
+music; what would i do with out it
+memories i could never forget
+theatre
+singing with my eyes closed, in the rain, or in the shower
+dancing
+the language french, even though i hate it.
+explaining something you understand, but no one else does
+horror movies+romantic movies
+photographs & photography
+rapping
+my one and only theatre family
+school of the arts+classic oldies music
+writing lyrics/poems/thoughts
+making people smile and/or laugh
+shows
+the roor
+shroomz are pretty cool
+aslan band practice[i miss it]
+summertime
+wintertime
+road trips
+meanifuly talks
+harry potter
+jammin in the car
+downtown charleston
+my hometown,charleston, south cackalacki..rep that 843
+my florida home
+airboat rides
+sushi
+Halloween
+New Years

i don't know what i'd do without my friends.
they're my everything!

my thoughts and shit

I?m outspoken and at the same time, I keep things inside.i try to be different, but so does everyone.But the thing isEveryone is different and that?s exactly what Makes us who we are.That and the choices we choose to do.So why should we and why do we have to dress a certain wayOr act a certain way to impress people? and why do we question ourselves that, but then do it. i dress the way i do because that what i like.i act the way i do because thats who i am. and im not going to change for someone else because im not here to impress anybody.In my life, I have friends and a familyWho love me just the way I am,Without having to do everything they doAnd im perfectly happy with that.I have my own opinions on things, obviouslyAnd you don?t have to agree with me on anything.But if I feel the need to speak my mind, I will.This is my life, my only life that I will ever get.And I believe we are given a life to make something out of itNot just sit around and wait for something to happen.I wanna be someone that goes out there and does Something for not only me but other peopleI think about my family and friends before I think about myself.For they mean the world to me.I?m and idealistic person. And I have dreamsI have no regrets even on the stupids choices I?ve made.For those are part of what has made me who I am today.My outlook on life is both positive and negative, Because yes at time it fucking blows and other timesIt?ll completely rock and I can?t do anything about whichOne will happen first. Because god has a plan for me, for All of us. And that?s for us to figure it out and do it ourselves.If I want something bad enough, I?ll work with everythingTo get it. Photography and writing are two ways for meTo express myself. I love them both. Right now, all I wantTo do is graduate early next year, and go to cosmetology school.And from that I?ll figure out what I?ll do with myRest of my life, and I?ll be perfectly fine with the outcomeBecause it was all what I chose to do and it?s where I brought my self.So till then Im going to live this life of mine day by day and no matter howOr easy it gets, im not going to give up. Cause im better than that. AndI believe I can. The endddd mothaa fuckaa

so peace out me loves!!

I'd like to meet:

um...some cool ass kids would be nice, though i've got many in my life already. what can i say, my friends kick ass.

this gansta kid.

Music:

music is my life

paramore, viscaria, all get out, the mel washington band, manchester orchestra, sublime, the working title, esme, hanson, aslan, as i lay dying, between the buried and me, all shall perish, strech arm strong, misery signals,through the eyes of the dead, throwdown, bury your dead, the doors, the rolling stones, justin timberlake, prodigy, pepper, slightly stoopid, taking back sunday, the used, esme, red handed, he is legend, glory of this, as cities burns, meg and dhea, cartel, mae, Fight plan, secret lives of the freemasons, underoath, panic at the disco,The disco biscuits, 3 6 Mafia, Ub40, Eminem, the beatles, michael jackson, gravy train, third eye blind, outsmarting simon, norma jean, the number twelve looks like you, rage agianst the machine, Radiohead, the verve, my chemical romance, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, postal service,the shins, self against city, search the city, senses fail, thrash gordon, thursday, death cab for cutie, Vendetta red, keith urban, carrie underwood,brand new, cursive, coheed and cambria, eric clapton, goo goo dolls, the fray, some rap(and you know dat!) and others..

i listen to a lot of different music,
and i don't like to be judged on who i am
by the music i happen to listen to. :-)
i'll list them all one day.

Movies:


The Butterfly Effect. Lemony Snicket's Unfortunates Events. Requiem For A Dream. Half Baked. Wicker Park. Titanic. Napoleon Dynamite. Stand By Me. Aladdin. Alice in Wonderland. the girl next door. Josie and the Pussycats. Cry Baby. Both Romeo and Juliets.

Television:


SAVE By THE BELLL [everymorning]family guy,THE OC,Degrassi, Sex and the City, Wil And Grace, The Chapelle Show, Reno 911, South Park, Wildboyz, One Tree Hill

Books:


million little pieces, Gossip Girl Series, Harry Potter Series, the perks of being a wallflower
"But mostly, I was crying because i was suddenly very aware of the fact that it was me standing up in that tunnel with the wind over my face. Not caring if i saw downtwn. Not even thinking about it. Because i was standing in the tunnel. And i was really there. And that was enought to make me feel infitite"

Heroes:

my sister kirah and my sister sarah
my brother curtis and my brother jody john
my mom and jody
my dad and debbie
tommy, timmy, taylor
jen
Mr. Samuel Nathan Wood

..

ariel
asian
lacey
lumbajack
all get out and fam
the downtown crew
my yamato family
anyone whose ever lived life up with me..i thank you

My Blog

song for the moment

conspiracy by paramore....its jus how i feel Please speak softly or they will hear us and they'll find out why we don't trust them Speak up dear 'cause I cannot hear you I need to know why we don't tr...
Posted by crystal ayesha.[badass as all get out] on Wed, 30 May 2007 08:17:00 PST

you.

my eyes bleed with tears. its all over now. im done with crying and i've moved on now. im finally beginning to realize that if things are meant to happen it'll all come back. so for now, i'll move on ...
Posted by crystal ayesha.[badass as all get out] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 01:28:00 PST

simple yet difficult wishes

i wish... i could have trust that i could be as crazy as i used to be girls weren't such bitches i could hang out with everyone with out anyone getting mad that i could stand up and bitch out people w...
Posted by crystal ayesha.[badass as all get out] on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 06:53:00 PST

days go by

life is so unexplainable. i mean everything happens for a reason and there's usually an explanation for everything that happenes. Usually when you plan for something to happen and you keep your heart ...
Posted by crystal ayesha.[badass as all get out] on Tue, 24 Jan 2006 02:53:00 PST