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Paperdoll Murderer

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About Me


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I'm Sami. you either love me or hate me, and one usually follows the other. I'm 6 foot tall, black mohawk, hazel eyes. 10 tattoos. I have a favorite scar on my body. I'm afraid of driving, heights and small spaces. I'm a singer and song writer. I have an awkwardly bluesy voice with a heavy punk influnence (if you've ever heard me sing you'll understand) and my friends love it. Punk, rock, classic rock, metal, indie and emo are my favorite types of music. Panama is my favorite song in the entire world. I'm not sure why, it just is. I have 4 nicknames: Legs, Trigger, Kitty, and Pooh Bear. I like thunderstorms. My baby brothers are the cutest effing kids on the planet. Sometimes I feel pretty. I like movies. If I'm drinking I'll be with Painc! and BT at the brew pub, I like to talk on the phone for hours with my little sister Bandit. I'm a sucker for a cute smile and questioning eyes. I plan to one day marrying Sammy Hagar (if you dont know who he is get out of my life!) I love to get to know people. if you're interesting, chances are we'll get along just fine. (PS- tell me you hate nickelback and you're effing golden) I'm obsessed with Jack Black, A7X, velvet revolver, and my black boots. I'm loud, I'm quiet, I'm sweet, I'm a bitch, I'm funny, I'm boring, I'm smart, I'm stupid. I'm rock, I'm roll. I'm Sami. you either love me or hate me.

My Interests

my friends, my Pumpkin (I love him so much) my family and baby brothers, music (I would literaly die without it), hanging with Panic! and BT all the effing time, the cranapple cider at the brew pub (our favorite hang out spot), steak quesedilla's at the lone star, the ryan malcom booth (we hate him, its just our booth there), reading, cuddling, elbows (I have an elbow fetish ok?!) laughing for no reason, post it notes, the color red, pictures of friends, fluffy towels, neckties, the smell of wet cement, bubble baths, sharing pillows, making stupid boys cry, ravens, sweet emails, singing in random public places, belt buckles, studded belts, truckers hats, sleep overs, late night talks with Chris, head-banging and air-guitaring at work when a good song comes on the radio, Justin's love for Sammy Hagar (super cute shh!), Chad's adorable-ness, Lisa's amazing random facts, BT's hugs, Dane's hair, Big C's durmming skills, The General's shreading skills, paperclips, elevators, guitar picks, keeping secrets, having chemistry, talking to/yelling at imanimate objects, everything about the 80's, snuggling, whipped cream, Panic!'s creepy gauged ears, jammin' with the General and Big C, David Bowie, having crushes, shoulderblades, tattoos on boys, 80's hair bands, knowing somebody intimately, biting, body heat, the early hours of the morning, bass players, waking up on my day off and not have to put on makeup, talking with Panic! over coffee at the sleepless goat, the coffee at the sleepless goat, how much sugar Panic! puts in her coffee at the sleepless goat, my underwear (I have a pair in pretty much every color), bottled water, bagels, metal and/or punkrock boys, being serenaded, ERT training, my aviator sunglasses, being made to smile, football with the boys, dancing in the rain, the rain in general, getting tattooed, singing the score from RENT, SAMMY-FUCKING-HAGAR!, long drives to my mum's, play-fighting, my velvet blanket, the boys from Avenged Sevenfold, sleeve tattoos, Johnny Christ's non-tattooed arm, M Shadows' neck, purple orchids, tea and chocolate chip cookies, drummers, cheekbones, birthdays, the beach, nicknaming friends, screaming, acoustic guitars, baseball, spin the bottle at BT's, getting letters in the mail, Ben and Jerry's ice cream, my handwriting, taking the "scenic" route, the smog in Toronto, sunsets, my red chucks, sharing a bed with someone, singing at the top of my lungs, whiskey sours, walking downtown, my reading glasses, stand up basses, soft skin, movies, holding hands, Panic!'s grandma's quilts, sleeping, eyeliner, corpse paint, my Billy Idol face, Panic!'s emo pout, almonds, scars, old spice, facial piercings, painting the town black. I like lots of things.

I'd like to meet:

umm, I'd like to meet you. say hello. I promise I wont bite.

Music:

angels and airwaves, green day, the used, the spill canvas, blink 182, the decemberists, boxcar racer, rancid, billy talent, greenley estates, THE TOADIES, city and colour, slayer, guns n' roses, def leppard, Brian Adams, the who, David Bowie, queen, VAN-FUCKING-HALEN, theory of a deadman, rise for order, three days grace, big wreck, my darkest days, brand new, alice in chains, taking back sunday, my chemical romance, the distillers, PANIC! at the disco, from first to last, senses fail, yellowcard, the cranberries, pearl jam, led zepplin, avenged sevenfold, rides again, crossfade, vertical horizon, fallout boy, the all-american rejects, thronely, alice cooper, the alkaline trio, flock of seagulls (yes!), Neil Young, staggard crossing, snow patrol, acceptance, sleddogs,the tragically hip, Billy Idol, dashboard confessional, jet set satelite, the clash, saves the day, september is falling, staind, in flames, veil of maya, mudvayne, NIN, nural, eve6, catch 22, less then jake, bad religion, tool, a perfect circle, disturbed, art of dying, Eric Clapton,the cheslea smiles, hot hot heat, the appearance, nightmare of you, RHCP, bon jovi, queen of the stone age, foo fighters, sliverstein, stone temple pilots, mobile, the trus, velvet revolver, crowned king, rise against, placebo, as I lay dying, AFI, end of fashion, OK go, treble charger, rx bandits, screeching whesel, 30 seconds to mars, finch, weezer, saliva, something corprate, the eagles, closure, jimmy eat world, fuel, goldfinger, trapt, the tea party, taproot, switchfoot, sloan, clap your hands say yeah, american eyes, anti flag, the mars volta, black flag, the recieving end of sirens, bullet for my valentine, evny on the coast... and I'm sure there's more I just cant think of them.

Movies:

white christmas, yours, mine and ours, little women, so I married an axe murderer, the sandlot how to lose a guy in 10 days, clerks, an evening with Kevin Smith, raising helen, the burbs, SNAKES ON A PLANE!, the FIRST friday the 13th movie, the texas chainsaw massacare, a fish called wanda, the gift, the descent, indiana jones, the fugitive, uncle buck, summer vacation, kill bill vol 1&2, pillow talk, RENT, the producers, footloose, flashdance, velvet goldmine, to wong foo, out cold, grind, almost famous (ok Justin I liked it!), dumb and dumber, waiting, taking lives, gone in 60 seconds, the benchwarmers, lucky number slevin, the scary movies, the hills have eyes, fantastic four, jackass, the replacements, dodgeball, domestic disturbance, mr. and mrs. smith, ice age 1&2, Pirates, wayne's world 1&2, the ringer, evil dead, army of darkness, the butterfly effect, anchorman. LOTS

Television:

friends, survivor, CSI, the simpsons, family guy, clone high, house, american idol, prison break, will and grace, only fools and horses, video on trial, jackass, wild boys, viva la bam.

Books:

the last crossing, anything by edgar allan poe, Panic!'s stories, Leonard Cohen (he's a god) anything really, any suggestions?

Heroes:

*Panic! and BT - I love you 2 more then words. you're my best friends and thank you for letting me be emo sometimes. *Chad - I still rock harder. *The General - thanks for everything, including teaching me to play guitar.

My Blog

about 10 people past and present

About 10 Individuals Past and Present. The Truth.... 1) List ten things you want to say to people but know you never will.2) Don't say who they are.3) Never discuss it again.   1) you wer...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 03:39:00 PST

Lisa Rose

 just a little song I wrote for my wife and best freind Lisa who I miss more then words. she runs her days into the groundshe smiles when no ones aroundshe makes me cry, she makes me waitand I h...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Fri, 25 Aug 2006 04:34:00 PST

We Are All Alone

We Are All Alone I break, fall into your armsthe safest place I knowI cry, tears of nothing newjust wait for them to gowe are all aloneand there's nothing we can dowe are all aloneand we all know its ...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Tue, 04 Jul 2006 09:47:00 PST

Sad: 83-04

I dont know how to tell youI dont know how to sayI miss you more then wordswith every passing daymy tears have come and gonelike nightmares in my eyesthere's nothing left inside methe reasons why I cr...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Sun, 18 Jun 2006 04:54:00 PST

Tango: May 22 1983- March 17 2004

    Everytime I think about you, a smile forms on my mouth and a tear forms in my eye.    For 12 years I had you as my best friend, and for the years to come, I have the ...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Mon, 22 May 2006 03:14:00 PST

Poem for tattoo

As The Mist Leaves No ScarBy Leonard Cohen As the mist leaves no scarOn the dark green hill,So my body leaves no scarOn you, nor ever will. When wind and hawk encounter,What remains to keep?So yo...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Sat, 20 May 2006 08:49:00 PST

The one thing I regret.

I'm not quite sure why I do things. But I do know that I never regret anything. Well thats a lie. I regret not making HER let me go to Morgen's funeral. And as the 22nd nears, I get more and more...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Sun, 07 May 2006 09:03:00 PST

MARKERS?!

ok, I just want to know what possesses a child to eat the tips of markers? my 2 year old brother is continuously eating my 5 year old brother's markers and I just want to know: what am I missing?...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Tue, 02 May 2006 10:42:00 PST

Inside of you

for someone I care about   Inside of youa poem by Sami Hughes I think I've managed to break threw,The tough, thick outside called you.Your sweetly voice, and stunning smile,Will stop my heart ins...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Sun, 02 Apr 2006 09:37:00 PST

CRAZY!

Sami --[adjective]:Insatiable to the point of crazy'How">http://www.quizuniverse.com/quiz.php?id=52">'How will you be defined in the sexual dictionary?' at http://www.quizuniverse.com" style="color: #...
Posted by Paperdoll Murderer on Sat, 01 Apr 2006 09:36:00 PST