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dickinabox

Addicted to coffeine, nicotine and sex (nick..u know it)

About Me

?I wish i was schizophrenic.?I'm a SuicideGirl (suicidegirls.com).?I hate Avril Lavigne and champagne.?I admire Billy Bob Thorton.?I love pen caps. (eatable)SPANK ME!To sleep, perchance to dream.To give in to the tiredness.To fall asleep.To find solace.No more agony.To end.The end.

My Interests

hugging strangersmen.you?Chickens.?David LaChapelle.?Nicotine.?Caffeine.?Sex.?My virgins (Luca, Nicholas, Enayet).?My bros (Stan and Ryko).?Art. (installations/mixed media only/sculture)?Books.?Making love to Rafsan's fingers.?And art again. and books. and art.???? My dog has a vagina ????

I'd like to meet:

?Milf-hunting.?Buying condoms for my virgins.?Killing myself in my dreams.?Watch my carpet grow with Ryan Foster.?Saving myself for Jesus.?Making installations, mixed media.?Taking photographs.???? Freud is my -hero- ???? Interests: ?Chickens.?David LaChapelle.?Nicotine.?Caffeine.?Sex.?My virgins (Luca, Nicholas, Enayet).?My bros (Stan and Ryko).?Art. (installations/mixed media only/sculture)?Books.?Making love to Rafsan's fingers.?And art again. and books. and art.

Music:

?Queen, AC/DC ?Bryan Adams, Phil Collins, The Police ?Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers?Josh Groban, Garou ?Frank Sinatra, Michael Buble ?Robbie Williams, Vanessa Carlton ?Simon and Garfunkel, Nickelback?Something Corporate; Coheed and cambria ?The Rasmus. Simple Plan. Alter Bridge. ?Michelle Branch. David Vendetta. ?Jamiroquai. Deepest Blue.?Barbara, Abba, The Corrs ?Johny Clegg and Savuka ?Deep Forest, Mylen Farmer ?Fleetwood Mac, Marilyn Manson?Peter Gabriel, Bon jovi, Mike Oldfield ?Polnareff, Pascal Obispo ?Queen, The Pretenders ?Saint-Preux, Santana?Simple Minds, Texas, Sttellla ?Kraftwerk, Paul Young ?Zucchero, The Verve ?Foisol Khan, Hinder, My chemical Romance???? I love music ????

Movies:

?It's all gone Pete Tong (Frankie Wild) ?Maria Full of Grace ?Pearl harbour ?Hard Candy ?Lets go to prison

Television:

?Lost ?Carnivale ?Band of brothers ?Desperate Housewives

Books:

?Hundreds of Solitude ?Shadows of the wind ? and so many..???? I hate Harry Potter ????

Heroes:

?people die on rickshaws. even white people.??Mushroom Cultivator, this is what my little comment was intended to say. Delete that other one, its obsolete. I've decided we should meet. I'll just hang up there, within thin air, while the world revolves beneath my feet. I'll wait a day or more in orbit, til i can see you're underneath. Then i'll land, i'll shake your hand, and you'll say "what a creep" Spending time in California State? Gaze northward my female friend, i'll roll out the mushroom carpet, i'm only a few million squishing steps away.? Ryan

My Blog

*)-_-(* TeaCh YourSeLf *)-_-(*

I think I might be failling school. Not only because of the fact that I haven't been bothered to do my work, but because I don't see the point anymore. It's so easy to fuck things up, so what am I wai...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

S u i c i d e -*- -*- Ho t l i n e ..< . >.. Please HoOld

I feel bad, and dirty somehow. Once again my little sister is treating me like shit and manipulating me in every way she can. People tell me to face her and turn things round, for the first time in fi...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

.. . ..graVvity.. . ..

Theyll be painting one of my walls black today. Its my favorite color, and no, it doesnt necessarily have any connection with the fact that I have morbid perceptions. The rest of the walks shall ju...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

() oOops, i did it again ()

He remembered my name. Josh remembered my name. I was too happy to speak. Not that I think I have any chance with him, but its nice to know the he did remember. If I have stopped writing for a while ...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

+{}+_tireD soUL_+{}+

They said that I should kill myself, and I clearly stated than I only had to wait five more years; then they said it was good for me. I dont know whats gotten into them, but then again my own minds...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucKed uPp

I used to think criminals were fine, they were just helpless people, in need of control, just like self-harmers. In a way, criminals and self-harmers share the same feelings: both have control over th...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

fucKed uPp

I used to think criminals were fine, they were just helpless people, in need of control, just like self-harmers. In a way, criminals and self-harmers share the same feelings: both have control over th...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

()WeeEmaN)(

School. Its not the best place to be writing my journal but I have finished my precedent work and decided it would be best to write something rather than sit and do nothing. Im not so sure where I w...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

&^$%@.defying gravity, once again??*&^

She is back on track. I saw her talk to my future ex-boyfriend yesterday, while I was coming down the stairs; or rather, he was talking to her. I looked at them and quickly walked to my guy friends, w...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

..-soMeday-..

There is this question that I am always scared to ask, for not only does it sound stupid, but it almost purposely confuses me. Do you believe in love at first sight? I would rather say no, I do not be...
Posted by c.hi.c.ke.n .. p.ay.b.ac.k on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST