sitting there, popping zits, dirt under your fingernails and the popping zits and the dirt gets in the zits, pus oozing out. blackheads...white crusty shit in the corners of your mouths, spittle. skid marks, sitting there, smelling. eating cheetos, with grease all over your hands, that orange cheeto shit all over your fingers with the pus. the spittle shit mixed in with the cheetos. fingernails all long and grey, with the cheeto shit under them with the dirt and cigarette tar and zit pus. then licking the cheeto shit off your fingers...gross shit...
Charlie Rose, Miranda July, my 16-year-old-self...
13th floor elevators, dead c, cat power, tom verlaine, sun city girls andand joanna newsom and wolf eyes...
that show where the contestants get eliminated
Middlesex by Jefferey Eugenides , Blood Meridian by Cormac McCarthy , Joan Didion all, McSweeney's Quarterly Concern, Thomas Frank's stuff...