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Black Sunrise

Still looking.

About Me


Confusion is SEX; manic depressiveness and little red pills; coughing fits and red eyes; joined at the wrist and sucking on tar pits...

Arena

(known to self and others)

Blind Spot

(known only to others)

adaptable , bold , brave , cheerful , complex , confident , extroverted , friendly , helpful , idealistic , independent , ingenious , intelligent , kind , knowledgeable , mature , patient , powerful , sensible , shy , silly , warm , wise , witty


Façade

(known only to self)

introverted, quiet, reflective, self-conscious, sentimental, sympathetic

Unknown

(known to nobody)

able, accepting, calm, caring, clever, dependable, dignified, energetic, giving, happy, logical, loving, modest, nervous, observant, organised, proud, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, spontaneous, tense, trustworthy

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I maintain that chaos is the future and beyond that is freedom and next after that is the truth. Root. You gotta cultivate what you need to need. Sonic Tooth. Sonic Tooth.
"I swear that I don't have a gun" - Kurt Cobain,1967-1994.
Hello. festering sores and outgrowths of the planet.take comfort in the undeniable fact you have deserved everything that has come to you up until now.Fellow miscreants and mishaps and have-nots, do not unduly and without provocation be caught in a situation where you or someone in your vicinity can be mistaken as feeling anything that might possibly be construed as, or even slightly resembles happiness, joy or other similiarly-themed emotional undesirables.Emotional fulfillment leads to contentment, which in turns, leads to that murderous, cancerous, malignant coldsore called faith.mislead as you have been misled.regret is for the well-fed pigs in their designer filth and sundry.sorrow and misery is for the unshakeably fashionized, smugly turned out in neat rows, their butchers' hooks straddling their glisteningly glamourous upper backs.despair and emptiness is for the child-murderers who poison the consciousness of the mass puppet regime with stinking, decomposing, fly-swarmed, shit-streaked leftovers of their cabalistic, paranoid elite.welcome to the real world.

My Interests

F A G C HERE WE ARE NOW?
sex
emotional and intellectual satiation

I'd like to meet:



Music:

WHY AM I EVEN DOING THIS?
I Hate Myself And Want To Die

Movies:

DOES THIS EVEN MATTER?
The Black Cauldron

Television:

WOULD IT MAKE ANY DIFFERENCE?
Hunter & or Xfiles

Books:

HOW WOULD I FIT IN INTO ANY OF THIS?
a million fairy tales and a sea of stories

Heroes:

WHAT IS ALL OF THIS?

My Blog

desperate/straggling/choking - life

When the ghosts came again; there were strands, threads caught in every which way, to begin to stitch up the universalities; un-truths and bounded realities, mirroring actuality; in truth a mirror of ...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:40:00 PST

Read this form 'fore you're through...

blinking lights/all across/the nightthe city lights/break out of/the nightthe quiet night/lists silently/twinkling lightsthe cracking night/twists inadvertently/dying lightsphosphorus lights/choking y...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 24 Apr 2006 09:07:00 PST

A Little Bit Of Shoal.

Somehow She's got a garden of soul in her heart and the flowers are in her smile. And she floats on clouds made of dreams and hopes like a silver shining wish. I know she knows this I hope she does...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I've been...

I've been cracking up and falling off, Take my hand, we'll drift through black together, I've seen the end and it is forever I'm still floating through endless stars , wispy galaxies and overdriv...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

I don't need to love again I won't sigh and mope again I just don't need to love again I just don't think it's worth it I don't really love her I don't think I want her Ain't gonna take to lov...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

For The Sake of Sanity And soul Preservation

A complete waste of time a total mind boggling dredge A sewer line to nowhere A brain with lines etched in black Tiny hearts lining up and feeling slack tiny hearts looking for a way ou...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

White Light, White Heat

I think Velvet Underground had, at some point of their career, been subjected to some sort of personal mental anguish trip, brought about by excessive consumption of narcotics and chemicals and alcoho...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

deep Thoughts

Most people don't realize, that two large pieces of corral; painted brown and attached to his skull with common wood screws; can make a child look like a deer. we get these pills to swallow, how th...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Love Is

The love is stagnant Static Stuck in a swamp Muddy The river flows Where it goes It don't know Love letter for the lonely To the ones whose faces are burned inside My memory Whose thoughts...
Posted by Black Sunrise on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST